~lUV TO dEAth!xOxO<3~

i'm too proud to lose;

2011-07-29T04:21:00.000-07:00

i'm currently working at RONA RONA COLLECTION. You guys GO visit!!

www.rona-rona.com and www.ronaronacollection.blogspot

I tell you i'm dying to shop here IF i have a baby.

2011-06-05T10:10:00.000-07:00

I love you, sayang.

I think i wanna marry you.

Officially 22;

2011-06-05T09:40:00.000-07:00

Today, i'm 22 and 2-day-old. I'm thankful for all the good and bad things that have happened to me all this while. I'm so touched and moved by all the great wishes and sincere prayers that people around me been giving me. I have lots of amazing friends and beautiful people and sometimes, to be honest i don't even know what did i do to deserve friends like them, what did i have to give them back.

I'm hoping that i'd grow to be a person i'm longing to be, to change, to be blessed, and to do the right thing. It's all i'm asking. I have made so many mistakes in my life and i don't want to end up regretting what i did and crying and cursing and all that.

Thank you ALLAH for the opportunities that you've been giving me and please, don't let me go astray once you showed me the light.

I 'm proud to be a Muslim.

2011-05-21T23:08:00.000-07:00

It looks sooo cute it makes me screaming out loud AHHHHHH. I WANT THIS! I WANT THIS!! and just shut your stinking mouth up babayyh. Olriteee.

i never have tasted macaroons before. Wahhh..sure it tastes as good as it looks. Does it taste like chipsmore? *freaking don't have an idea.

this is emmm coconut macaroon. I guess?

2011-05-21T22:58:00.000-07:00

Meatball at IKEA. I had it first time like what..2 months ago i guess and it's incredibly delicious youoolllsss. Sangat teruja. And i think it's super unique when they put that strawberry jam instead of ketchup. or whatseover sos kan.

Huhu...nak makan lagi. 5 meatballs RM5. You do the count.

2011-05-21T13:26:00.000-07:00

For some reason, these pictures giving me goosebumps, and i don't know why the heck on earth should i feel that.

Song Hye Kyo is one of the Top 10 most beautiful people in my list. Who cares about MUAH whatsoever list right yeah i know.

I care. HAHAH.

Ayun Ayunar;

2011-05-21T12:51:00.001-07:00

Takde motif. Saje suke tengok gamba dia. Sangat lawa. It's normal for ladies to fall for beautiful things.

Because we ARE beautiful BABAYHH!

Every woman is looking wonderful wearing something like this. YOU! out there should try some. Sometimes :)

(credit to kataartis.com . saya curik gambar ye. Terima kasih. Jangan tak halalkan pulak :) )

When clouds turned grey;

2011-05-21T12:21:00.000-07:00

The very reason why i didn't put that little box column for followers, is because i'm afraid that maybe i don't have any.

But now i realized one thing, one vital thing that people tend to forget. It's not about what they think, it's about what you feel about it. You're choosing your very own words and you expressed it the way you want. You don't have to write something when you don't mean it, and blabbing about just things people like to hear. Because you should not living your life trying to please others.

Tho i found it true, but we often do it. Do THAT. Please others. Mostly because we are nice, or we're afraid of the fact that we might losing them, end up we're going to be alone.

It's funny because you'll never be alone. Never. If you dig deeper, you know you'll always have someone.

Always.

Hana Tajima Simpson;

2011-05-21T08:39:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum, folks. I hope you guys are having fun right now because my life is completely far from at least, good.

As you can see, pictures i've posted above, is a beautiful modern yet modest woman, Hana Tajima Simpson. And i must say this, she is a truly inspiring person. As shawl phenomenon is spreading around the world and haunted our young girls today, i know she's one those who inspires people. Good job baby.

Despite that gorgeous face of yours, i really looked up to you. If i could ask one thing from you, could you give me one copy each of your shawls? Hehe i'd take that as yes. Thank you.

OKAY IM FREAKING JEALOUS. BUH-BYE.

p/s pakai shawl macam macam jenis mcm 2 cara pon still lawa. pelik aku.

Letters to Juliet;

2011-05-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

My cousin is married now. Last Friday was the day that she couldn't look back to her past and would never be virgin again. Owh, what am i saying. Is it allowed? No, what i really meant is, she is now getting into another magical life. Man, i use many 'magical' word nowadays. It's everywhere.

Along nonie, or Aini Razali, you're now officially an adult. Have a happy wonderful married life sayang. May you and abang Man will stick together until the end of time. Insya Allah. And you had a blissful ceremony eyp? I want to plan my wedding like yours too i guess.

Okay, as usual, i'll post the greatest picture of her. Erk, no pressure eit? Orait! Off to Shah Alam now for beautiful short course.

I hate the word beautiful for that.

Baby V;

2011-05-16T01:11:00.000-07:00

2011-05-08T01:09:00.000-07:00

Exam's over. Im so relieved. There's nothing more than hoping for the best. Everyone knows exam weeks are so tiring, and freaking stressful. Like, dead stressful. I remember i took 6 papers last semester and it was the greatest of dreadful moments OF MUAH LIFE. I seriously telling you that i almost wanted to throw up when i was taking my last paper. Just by looking at the paper. Thank God i didn't repeat that Static. My lecturer was a saviour. Great one :D

But now, something came up. I dropped one subject early this semester because i wanted to look after my pointer. But that doesn't go quite well. It said that i didn't have any courses registered and now i'm pissed off. Hell-looo! Computers do make mistakes ok? I really hope i could do this upcoming intersession or else, i am so dead. My other friends that still sitting for papers, GOOD LUCK guys.

Have a happy-wonderfully magical holiday everyone. See you another 4 months. If we're still alive.

Insya ALLAH.

I'd Lie;

2011-05-08T01:01:00.000-07:00

Yes I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He likes to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
If you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie

Tiz Zaqyah;

2011-05-01T08:32:00.000-07:00

She is adorable, hasn't she?

Sangat Nur Kasih.

P.S ;

2011-05-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift;

2011-05-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

I'm a huge fan. Seriously. All her songs are magical. The lyrics are so meaningful.

She is a goddess of writing songs. Because i gave goddess of voices to Siti Nurhaliza.

Go Swift!

Not a beautiful day;

2011-04-27T09:33:00.000-07:00

I feel down. Owh Im sorry. That's so rude of me.

Hey folks! Beautiful bloggers.

Okay. I had my first paper. It's quite tough and i didn't have enough time. It's so frustrating. I left out 1 simple question which collects like 8 marks? Yes you may think that it's not that big, but it is to me. I should really know the techniques of answering exams' question. I should have focused on my next paper, since the subject is my repeating subject *embarrassing , but you know, i feel terrible about it.

I should really pray now. You know, when you feel down, you know you're not alone. What happened must had been written. God plans the best for you.

Okay i told you my mood and now i'm giving out the solution. That must be God's signs.

The goddess of voices;

2011-04-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

It touches millions of people's hearts.

I guess that would be Siti Nurhaliza Tarudin. I'm a hard fan okay. And i'm not ashamed of myself.

Through fire and flames;

:) I hope one day i will meet her. I want to sing in front of her just like David Archuleta did with Kelly Clarkson. Bigggg dream. Biggg talk.

2011-04-23T22:24:00.000-07:00

We fight. That's what we do. Yet we still love each other.

That's absolutely what we must do.

Sape tak suke makan dia gila;

2011-04-23T22:10:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum;

Went to Pasar Karat Shah Alam. Finally i got my sata. Dah 18 taun kot mengidam. Siap g Terengganu cari tapi last last jumpa kat tempat yang sekangkang jauh ni gak. Sangat puas hati sudey. Petang nak study so sekarang kene tido. Islam pon sunatkan tido before zohor kan.

So, sume orang moh le kite tido sekarang.

Owh, there was like thousands of people there. Because, there were thousands of shoes, shawls, bags, kain kain makcik, cds, barang rumah, clothes, jeans, and foods. Seriously, heaven untuk orang yang suke sangat nk menurunkan berat badan jalan pusing pasar yg super besa tu. Berkilat muka I. Siap ade expo ketenteraan lagi. Tak paham. Kawad bawah panas, tringat time sekolah. Sungguh bersyukur ye zaman tu da berlalu. Poyo. Okbai.

Recycling is fun;

2011-04-22T09:01:00.000-07:00

Hye beautiful people! old and young, good and bad.

Okay, ramai yang tak sedar about the importance of recycling. Or kite taw tapi sangat malas nak buat. Aku rase, first reason, kerajaan tak sediakan tong-tong recycle tu kat kawasan kejiranan. Ni aku tak paham betul la. Da sangat taw da yang rakyat Malaysia ni memang pemalas, kuar la balanje lebih sikit nak buat tong tong tu kan. Tapi yelah, dorang pon taw buat ape nak membazir sebab da terang2 rakyat Malaysia ni bukan reti bace. Da kat situ tulis utk kaca, botol pastik tapi dorang buang plastic ice cream. So, kalo kite taw kat mane ade kilang for recycling things ni, kite boleh hantar sane kan?

And i think, we should start do it like people kat overseas. Shopping pakai beg kertas. Or bring your own bags. Sume pon belajar sains so sume pon taw kisah non-biodegradable plastics so xpayah nak cerite panjang. Well, we all know that the world is going to an end, and we won't live for long so why make it worse? Save our planet, for the better future. Our future at least. Stop throwing rubbish everywhere at least. So sampah tu takkan terbang masuk dalam longkang, tersumbat and boley menyebabkan hakisan tanah, and floods, and what so ever for any other natural disasters.

Sorry kalau membebel panjang sebab aku pon tak berusaha sangat pon nk recycle ni. buang jek dalam separate plastics, tapi last last masuk tong sampah jugak. But at least aku tak suke tabiat buang sampah merata. SO..

Come on great people! WE, have a power to change.

2011-04-22T05:05:00.000-07:00

baby, i da jumpe dress yang u nak beli untuk i. Goodluck cari ;)

2011-04-22T03:33:00.001-07:00

2011-04-22T03:28:00.000-07:00

And she has a good heart;

2011-04-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

Angelina Jolie found time in her extremely hectic schedule to visit Pakistan and draw global attention to the national disaster.

She is one incredible goddess.

Heaven;

2011-04-22T03:02:00.000-07:00

I should really learn how to swim now.

found on http://thinkmestrange.tumblr.com/

I only have eyes for you;

2011-04-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

Just sing it in front of me, it's fine :)

found on http://prettyboytakeoff.tumblr.com/page/3

I want to have babies;

2011-04-22T02:56:00.000-07:00

on http://prettyboytakeoff.tumblr.com/page/3

Hasanah;

2011-04-22T02:18:00.000-07:00

She is my sister. Sometimes, she could be SO annoying. She's 9 yet acts like 6. I love her. So much.

Eat a lot, sweetie. For God's sake you're 15 kg.

Hilary D;

2011-04-22T02:16:00.000-07:00

Fasha S;

2011-04-21T23:27:00.000-07:00

Fasha Sandha is such a great actress. She might be something, but i love watching her on TV. We have a right to not like her, but we should NOT judge them.

Sangat beruntung ade muke cantik, even tak suke, still suke tengok muke. Ha camno tu.

Indah betul la ciptaan Allah.

Hukum potong kuku dan rambut semasa haid

2011-04-21T05:08:00.000-07:00

heyy you bloggers.

Alright, all this times i had some kind of doubt about something. So i googled and then i found this. Because people are always having doubts but they didn't want to do something about that. At least, there are people out there whom care and i want to be one of those. Obviously, aku baru nak ambil tau sekarang. Owh tidak mengape. Jom, sharing is caring.

_________________________________________________________

Hukum memandikan atau membasuh rambut yang sengaja dipotong sewaktu haid atau kuku yang sengaja dipotong ketika haid. Perlukah kita membasuhnya saat mandi wajib atau membiarkan begitu saja tanpa membasuhnya ?

Kewajiban dalam mandi adalah membasuh seluruh anggota badan, termasuk rambut dan kuku. Akan tetapi, rambut atau kuku yang talah terpotong tidak lagi termasuk anggota badan, maka tidak wajib membasuhnya. Artinya, tanpa membasuhnya, mandi seseorang telah dianggap cukup.

Imam 'Atha' sebagaimana diriwayatkan oleh Imam Bukhari, mengatakan: seorang yang junub diperbolehkan mencukur rambut dan memotong kuku. Hanya saja, menurut Imam al-Ghazali [dalam Ihya' Ulumuddin], seorang yang junub sebaiknya tidak memotong rambut dan kuku, bahkan dimohon untuk tidak mengeluarkan darah.

Alasannya, karena setiap anggota tubuh akan dikembalikan seperti semula pada hari kiamat nanti. Dikatakan, setiap rambut akan menuntut atas janabatnya. Pendapat Imam Ghazali ini banyak dilansir oleh kitab-kitab Madzhab, dan banyak diajarkan di kalangan penganut Madzhab Syafiiyah di Indonesia.

Walau sebenarnya terdapat catatan kritis dalam mengutip pendapat al-Ghazali ini, pengaruhnya masih sangat kuat.

Di beberapa kalangan masyarakat, wanita yang haidh biasanya menyimpan rambut atau kuku yang terpotong untuk dibasuh saat mandi nanti.

Catatan kritis tsb adalah bahwa tidak semua anggota badan akan dikembalikan seperti asalnya pada hari kiamat nanti. Darah, rambut dan kuku adalah diantaranya.

Kalau rambut dan kuku yang terpotong akan dikembalikan lagi seperti semula, maka pada hari kiamat nanti manusia akan berambut sangat panjang.

(aku suka ayat writer yg last tu. betul jugak kan. )

credit to : http://www.forumbebas.com/thread-24703.html

7 years;

2011-04-20T10:14:00.000-07:00

Just wanna share, Tom Fletcher from my favourite bad ever, the epic band, McFly. IS getting married. How beautiful.

Giovanna is one lucky girl, Tom.

credit to : http://www.metro.co.uk

Light;

2011-04-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

The start of something new sometimes is harder than you think. To change something common in your life, to be the person that you longing to be, is challenging. There's times you just wanna quit, when you see how easier your life might be if you just stay like the person, you once was. But then, you are not alone, you have your guidance, you have your weapons, you have your prayers.

And you should know where those will lead you.

live like there's no tomorrow;

2011-04-20T09:51:00.000-07:00

Believe in what we feel inside, Believe and it will never die

BAYYIN AFIQAH

2011-04-20T09:14:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum bloggers...

Hye folks! how are you? Woww..its been ages right..I know. I haven't wrote anything about my life in Uitm Shah Alam, means it's almost a year now i didn't write in here. So, in my second semester now. Life gets better :) and thanks to Allah for everything.

I met new friends. Bayyin Afiqah. She is so funny, and calm. Trust me she LIKES hacking people's phone. But i never got angry with her sebab dia memang sangat macam tu ye. She's a year younger but then feels like dia lagi matang dari saye. Funny fact about this girl : you know some people from Sarawak or Sabah kan, they have some slang kan. HAHA aku ketawa already. Well she's got one. Don't misunderstood it's a cute one. I like it and my girlfriends and I love teasing her because of that. I should really record it and post it here. like, 'home' but then she says it like, 'hoomee' . Ahhh not working. So, i hope one day Bay will got into some kind of reality shows so then kita semua boley gelakkan dia ramai ramai. I should really posting her photos here. Okay will do.

tengok muka pon da tau macam sengal kan ?

moto hidup : takkan hilang eye liner dipakai. bawak tido siap.

haha I LOVE YOU BAY! :D

CANTIKNYA LELAKI…& HEBATNYA WANITA…

2011-04-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

Nak tahu dimana Kecantikan Lelaki??

Inilah Ciri-Cirinya….

1) Lelaki yang mampu mengalirkan air mata untuk ingatan.

2) Lelaki yang sedia menerima segala teguran.

3) Lelaki yang memberi madu, setelah menerima racun.

4) Lelaki yang tenang dan lapang dada.

5) Lelaki yang sentiasa berbaik sangka.

6) Lelaki yang tak pernah putus asa.

Kecantikan lelaki berdiri di atas kemuliaan hati. Seluruh kecantikan yang ada pada Nabi Muhammad adalah kecantikan yang sempurna seorang lelaki…

Dan dimana Kegagahan Wanita?

Kegagahan seorang wanita bukan kepada pejal otot badan, tetapi pada kekuatan perasaan.

Ciri-Ciri Wanita yang gagah adalah…

1) Perempuan yang tahan menerima sebuah kehilangan.

2) Perempuan yang tidak takut pada kemiskinan.

3) Perempuan yang tabah menanggung kerinduan setelah ditinggalkan.

4) Perempuan yang tidak meminta-minta agar di penuhi segala keinginan.

Kegagahan perempuan berdiri di atas teguh iman. Seluruh kegagahan yang ada pada Khadijah adalah kegagahan sempurna bagi seorang perempuan.

Sabda Rasulullah SAW:
“Sebarkanlah ajaranku walaupun satu ayat ”
Surah Al-Ahzab : Ayat 71
“Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka sesungguhnya ia telah mendapat kemenangan yang besar.”

2011-04-06T23:49:00.000-07:00

saya suke pakai tudung.

you are impossible;

2011-01-21T06:59:00.000-08:00

Why on earth would you do that, delicious? mustard? pita? meat?town?

i'm giving a hint here.

I guess that's what people do, huh?

okay, keep your grudge. All you want. But me..

I'm not a child.

Dance of the goddess;

2010-11-22T06:58:00.000-08:00

She looks really similar with Song Hye Kyo. Believe me. You should see how she did that bounce dance. She's the 'queen dancing machine'.

TIFFANY;

2010-11-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

How can you be so pretty?

I love you; because when you smile, i barely see your eyes. It's so cute.

chicccaa.

Sorry Sorry;

2010-11-22T06:42:00.000-08:00

Woah! It's been a long time. Really. I didn't have anything to write plus was busy with exams and stuff. I really need to write again. But you know, no matter how bad i want to write something, you just can't simply force it. Because people can tell from the way you write and figure out your mood.

And I think i need to pause.

i think i should let you know;

2010-10-15T09:56:00.000-07:00

I love my boyfriend. I'm not talking about forever but yes. For now, he's perfect. For me.

You don't want me;

2010-09-14T11:27:00.000-07:00

My opinion.

Everybody will suck at least one, in a relationship. But me? I suck every time.

You know how it feels when you let somebody down? Because of you? I think the best way other than seeking forgiveness is, stay away from them. So you will stop hurting them.

Everybody hates the words of 'break up'. So do I.

sigh~~~

Happy Eid;

2010-09-05T01:58:00.000-07:00

It's almost a month now i'm not updating this. Common word, busy. Or poyo. Whatever you wanna give me. I'm not fasting today and i'm not proud of that. You know, the last 10 days in Ramadhan are the best days ever. You could wish for anything, it might come true! Every Muslim's waiting for LailatulQadar. I hope what i pray for is worth the wait. And heaven knows how much i miss my best friends, Bill, Kaka and Ajie. Seriously, feels like ages i didn't see you guys. Come home quick and be safe. Owh yes, Happy Eid people! Lets the clothes, and shoes, and whatever you got now speak for the big day.

Download movie macam orang gile. bulan bulan puase niihhh..hissyy.

RAMADHAN;

2010-08-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

Happy fasting to all Muslim around the world!!

Remember, ALLAH wants us to be cleaned this fasting month. Hoho, at least. I love Ramadhan.

I'm hoping for a clean and nice heart. Insya ALLAH.

To my bestfriends Bill and Tia, and soul sista, Cicin and Ajie. Selamat berpuase. Puase tak cukup takleh raye. Taw takpe.

Tell me that it's over;

2010-08-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

From then, till now, i always believe in one thing. That whenever you think of somebody, means they are somewhere thinking about you too. Are they? Cause they don't seem like they care. I don't know if i should put my heart in that thought anymore.

I think i was being stupid. It was just something to ease your heart. Of course, it's not true.

And yes, i'm not jealous;

2010-08-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

Why can't you just spill things you wanna say? Especially when it comes for your friends, what you have in mind, about how annoying they act, you just can't simply say what you mean. And sometimes when you got the right words, you always deliver those words wrong. A lil bit distorted, and different than what you're thinking. They think that they're so cool, pretty and stuff, while they're not. And with that so-like-innocent-face that you have girl, don't you think what you're doing is too much? It's unbearable. You are not that good, so stop playing with boys' heart okay. They are not like a piece of meat. You can't just chew them, and spit them out.

Just, stop acting like you're a hot stuff. But well, you can keep playing but you know, karma gets you. I always believe what goes around comes around.

You already had so many stinking things in your mouth. Take Listerine.

2010-08-07T05:16:00.000-07:00

DON'T EVER LOOK BACK!

Thug story;

2010-07-27T09:09:00.001-07:00

My life is totally ramdom right now. My roomates are awesome. It feels good and i love the curtains here. Really homey. It's been two weeks and everything's great. You could not ask for more when you have got awesome roomates, amazing friends, lovely boyfriend, super cool lecturers, owp! Now that i said that, i'm so GLAD all my lecturers are nice. I mean, really nice. Pity mia her one lecturer is kinda harsh. I mean, he sounds sick! Whatever.

Need to go to Penang. Clearance. But you know, i think Civil likes making tests like, 18 tests in two weeks. Why did i take this course in the first place?

2010-07-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

All about you and my feelings towards you,

inside my 'DRAFT'.

You caused me something called 'pain';

2010-07-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

Please. Stop.

You hurt me.

I have seen worse;

2010-07-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

Currently : in mood listening to Vanessa Hudgen's songs.

Baby come back!

I used to love this girl. But never more than Ashley Tisdale :) It's when High School Musical took over the world that time. She's so sweet. A real sweetheart i must say. When she says anything, people will be stunned thinking 'Awww,she's so soft. And decent. And pretty. And soooo sweetttt.' Hell yeah. No. Don't get me wrong. I believe that she is all that. She once said that she's glad and love to be one good role model for kids. After her first scandalous pictures ever, she said that. But still, we have no right to judge her right? But then, people love judging. Hehe.

Underneath it all, i can't argue, she nails almost everything that's coming her way. I love hearing her unique voice. Recognizable. It could cheer me up with her sweet tiny voice. And! I can't wait for her new movie Beastly to come out. It's Alex Pattyfer come on!

Okay done.

DON'T;

2010-07-13T20:04:00.000-07:00

I don't feel anything right now. I don't feel nervous about troubling minitranscript thing that i'm facing right now, i don't feel nervous about the submission of that freaking begging letter to UiTM in order to further my study, i don't feel the the air that surrounds me because my nose is stuck! I hate running nose. Makes my foot rebel, can't be moving and i will just sit quietly in one place with an overcast face. I don't care if people around me passing over me and stop, then yelling at me because i don't do any works. I just, emotionless right now.

But when i think of you, my stomach flatters, my body trembles hard, my smile appears like so sudden, my eyes wide open, my heart pumps faster and the current takes over my body. I feel thousands of emotions then.

You, are a magic.

As time passes by;

2010-07-13T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hepi Bday baby Lissa Kamel.

Weh, our date still on kan? i can't wait to see you again. Happy Effin' Bday Lissa. I love you!
May you have a long and prosperous life. May smiles and happiness will always be drawing across your cute little face. Sorry for the late wishes but those come straight from the heart okie..!

XOXO

2010-07-13T07:10:00.001-07:00

sighhhhhhhhhhh~~~

Through all seasons, i'll stand by you;

2010-07-12T20:26:00.000-07:00

You know, good things come to those who wait.
So, let's just wait okie?

I'm so here, I'm so in love with you.
Fighting baby fighting!!

I could be the one - Stacie Orrico;

2010-07-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

It is amazing to see
That you chose people like me
Who get off track, fall, crashin' down to the ground
But that's when you pick me up
And show your strength is enough
You can use a broken heart to heal a broken life

I hope i could use your broken heart to heal my broken life.

The gift of a friend - Demi Lovato;

2010-07-11T01:40:00.000-07:00

Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself,
Cause a Dream is a Wish That You Make all alone,
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help,
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own.

I think no one can actually walk alone. They'll always need someone to fill their holes. Inside their hearts.

2010-07-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

Jacob : Im gonna fight for you Bella, until your heart stops beating.

Bella : speechless (actually i forgot her script)

Because i have something worth living for;

2010-07-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

Hello folks!
How's your day? How's your husband/wife/boyfriend/girlfriend/kids?? Mine is perfect. :))

Well, as you can see I'm really happy today. Yesterday Lala Lyn asked me to watch Eclipse with her and of course, i said yes. (Lissa, I'm soooo damn promise that i will go watch eclipse again with you, seriously). And that movie! was great. And the world falls in love with Edward all over again. But, I prefer Jacob this time. You know, i have said this so many freaking times but hell yeah, Bella is so freaking lucky. I envy this girl. I know i do have weaknesses but this one moment, when Jacob was lifting Bella to save her scent from that Victoria, I went, 'Awwwww..'. Like so sweet. Looks like i have to lose weight. So it'll be easy for my husband to lift me up. Yeah, here we go again. Skip this part.

And seems like Lissa has fallen in love with Cam Gigandet, my old crush, it's time for me to take over her old crush. I'm on Taylor Lautner this time baby!! Ha-ha.

Taylor, Bella doesn't want you. Choose me instead baby.

2010-07-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

My youngest sister was reading a book out loud in the living room. She read ' berjalan seperti gorilla. '

'Walking like a gorilla'.

And i'm chocking. Dang it.

So let's just fall in love again;

2010-07-07T08:51:00.000-07:00

I'll hold your hand when we drive
And we'll lose track of all the time
And we'll tell everyone that we ain't never felt so alive

And I wanna fall in love with you again.

2010-07-07T08:13:00.001-07:00

I'm falling like i've never fell before

Your pain is now my pain, and it hurts. Your pain hurts;

2010-07-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

I hate crying over little things. I mean, unstable emotion and being too freaking pampered were kinda like childish thing. But hey, when it comes to feelings, how could you stop all that, right? Especially when you have to deal with your loved ones. Parents, siblings, best friends, and BOYFRIEND. I mean, sometimes, they could be so clueless. And it is tiring to show them that we want them, to need us.

It's not his fault. But yeah, heck that was your fault. Accidentally. And now it's my fault, for making HOO-HAA-HOO-HAA of it. Damn this is what happens when you love someone so much. Save it!

Okay, I'm a super super girl. I'm cool now. *take a deep breath. inhale, exhale. yeah. much better.

And you said and you said and you said;

2010-07-02T04:35:00.000-07:00

Lala is coming over! I'm so excited. I love hearing her talks, and whatever stories that she wanted to share with people. She's so delighting. Yes, Lala. You are welcome to my house. Anytime baby.

Anytime :)

Sweet sound;

2010-07-01T21:52:00.000-07:00

Dang i'm so excited. I got my check. Now it's time for Karate Kid with my sister. And i owe her Starbucks. But i think Cool Blog is much better. Tasty and Savvy. Duhh. I got lots of things in my mind. Ahh God everywhere i just see outfits now! What's wrong with me??

I need to shop. I really really, really need to shopping!

You failed, and you are up;

2010-07-01T21:34:00.000-07:00

PASS! i have passed 2 subjects!! ( which i have a HUGE doubt about it. about how could i pass. but still!)) Argh, thanx to all my beloved lecturers. I know you guys have such a concern about us making it to Shah Alam. Now, all i have to do is, call LALA!

Btw, i tried to check my CGPA on portal but that didn't come out. It says, wait until your result is in the system. Then, i checked for my application for degree, and it says, 'We are sorry. your application for degree is failed. The result is confirmed. No begging. ' something like that. Ho-Ho.

I think I'm stick to, waiting your result to be in the system.

I'm a virgin in the kitchen cause it's normally my mom;

2010-06-29T04:17:00.000-07:00

Listen. I'm gonna tell you this. My mom isn't at home. She went to Ulu Tembeling yesterday, and hell yes, i need to be the chief of this house, which is an honoured but one problem. Yes cook. For some reasons, the money that my mom gave me will be using for something else called a 'date' so then i have to replace the foods from the stall with something called a 'cook'. So, what should i cook tonight?

hmmmmmmmmmmm......

dang i hate cooking!!

Who gets the last laugh now;

2010-06-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

better run for cover, you're a hurricane full of lies, and the way you're heading no one's getting out alive.

Every corner we turn we just run into walls;

2010-06-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

Basically, almost all people around me are succeeded. My colleagues will go to Shah Alam next week. WOW> how exciting is that? As for me, i need to wait, make a letter to further my study. Like a begging letter if you want to stay on track, on time. I can do it all but i guess all that need to stay pending. I pass one paper, but another one, the result is still unknown. Why wouldn't you pick up your phone Mdm Zuraisah? You make me nervous.

Btw, what's with your ringtone? You have the same one like cicin. No wonder you didn't pick up. You're just like her. So...cicin.

When I Look At You;

2010-06-24T02:38:00.001-07:00

Ahhhh feels so good to be home! For real. My exams were kinda okay, i mean not okay. No, it's in the middle. I can't tell. Well, forget about those. I had an insanely wonderful time at Penang. Meeting old friends, new friends, Hasreen and Lala, Mr Boyfie, adeq, John, kebab, everyone is nice. Btw, England is sucking me off. Play harder!

Watching every single game of World Cup was the greatest moment i had with u. I love you :)
Stay safe.

Where you belong;

2010-06-13T04:32:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, i don't wanna go back to Penang. I mean, home is where you heart is (ceh ceh McFly's song). Lahhh, it's only for 10 days. Plus i have my super cool friends waiting for me there :) and mr. boyfie.

Sorry tak reply message, saje memang nak buat suspen pon.

Home sweet home - Carrie Underwood;

2010-06-12T07:46:00.000-07:00

Off to Penang tomorrow. Now i need to packing and dig my books in that-supposed-to-be in-the store- box. Yes, i've failed 2 subjects. So what? It's not the end of the world.

Penang! Here i come!!

2010-06-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

I love you. More than you know :)

One for the radio;

2010-06-12T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hello world! I had so much fun with Esah, i mean Lissa. Though i was late. Supposed to be our meeting was at 11.30am as you know, but then so many shit things happened that made me arrived at 1.00 pm. My mistake. We wanted to watch movie but then, again, tickets were booked and there's no seats left for us. For almost all good movies. Double shit. Ahhh but it's okay cause we had lots of great talks. Ha-ha.

I bought a jacket! Yes, finally i'm alive. It's like so...brownish. Ho-ho. And i think the best things hang out with your loved ones are, when you can have conversations about anything, eat together and laugh, and ice cream.

It works for me.

Good day - Click 5;

2010-06-11T19:12:00.000-07:00

It's already 10.13 in the morning and i'm here, sitting pleasantly having fun online. It's Saturday whoooop whooop! Me and Maya will have lots of fun today. I've got a meeting with my another bestfriend, (I know i have lots of bestfriends, pretend you know) Noorlissa mohd Kamel. Yes, i do know how to spell your name girl :) (but i'm not sure about your father's, hehe)

Well, we'll be meeting at Times Square. Can't wait to meet you. What time will we meet? Yes, 11.30 am. Oh, shit! I'm off.

get your cup now;

2010-06-11T03:20:00.000-07:00

World Cup starts tonight. Ahhh come on. It's World Cup you guys! Everyone skips their works, stops doing laundry, swallows Bena Expectorant (cough medicine) so they won't fall asleep whilst watching it. I mean it is just...World Cup. Even presidents will call off all their meetings to watch it. Ok too much talking here. Well maybe not everyone. I'm not feeling that excited. Last time i watched it with bill. And we had fun and went to school with pretty cool of eye bags. Now that she's gone, i don't have that spirit anymore. Duhhh izza.

I just don't want to watch it alone. I just got my brother and my dad to watch it with me. Still, alone. They will be just so..quiet. Argh. Please make a noise. Bill was so noisy when we watched it back then i should have slapped her. Ha ha. Kidding B! I love u!!

So, which team will make it tonight? Mexico or Africa? As for me, What team!!?? WILD CATS!! what team?? WILD CATS. Ah, a bit of High School Musical spirit here.
Say what?

Smile - Mcfly;

2010-06-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

I hate carbonated drinks. It'll straightaway make my head spins like a crazy wrecked-helicopter. But still, i will drink it. Ho-ho. It's completely normal u know? It's exactly like when you don't like someone, still, you smile at them. Means here, u're just trying to be nice. Or hypocrite.

Err, but when i smile at someone, means i really mean it. Hand on my heart.
:)
(that's a sincere smile)

lies;

2010-06-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

I eat like a gorilla. Even gorilla knows how to stop. It's all started when i was recovering from some kind of stupid virus fever. I have one huge bad feeling about this. I really do.
Arghhhh! Why do people always say that women and weigh are totally the same thing? Well we aren't! Stop saying that. It annoys me a lot.

Sits up. Skips. Walk a lot. Dancing. Crap. This is crazy. I'm tired of all these crazy exercise techniques. All i need is money. Slimming sanctuary! Exactly.

2010-06-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

i love my mom. all my heart.
thank you mom.

you can't shut me out;

2010-06-08T04:01:00.000-07:00

Mom bought 2 books for me. Birthday presents. (act i was the one who forced my mom to buy it for me). The Host by Stephenie Meyer and Can You Keep A Secret? by Sophie Kinsella. I know im quite late, everybody must have read it way before i am now but, who cares. Still, great books i must say. I mean, this is my first time i've ever read Kinsella's story. And damn she's bloody good! i love the way she writes. Funny and 'i-don't-care-what-people-might say-about-my-story-if u want-to read it, then read- if u don't want to-just get-lost'- style. I LOIKE.

i used to read a lot. i mean A LOT. i was a librarian when i was in primary school and i used to secretly take loads of Enid Blyton's books without write the particular on that whatever weird log card they have. Seriously. I know i was honest enough to return it back once i have finished. I love reading about a bunch of kids trying to solve problems, mysteries or criminals. It's so thrilling and i can feel the adrenaline each time i read those kind of books. There's a pause once i entered my boarding school. But now! i determine to buy at least 1 book in 2 months. ha-ha. yes i will.

now it's official that i love reading more than i love my boyfriend.
i'm so dead.
kill me.

fight for this love;

2010-06-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home

2010-06-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

hey!!hows my soul sistass?? just so you know i miss u guys okay. like always.
okie itu jek nak tulis. saje nk ekspresskan rase syg aku kat soul2 sistas yg nun jauh dari mate tapi dekat kat hati. kann. :D

2010-06-05T06:43:00.000-07:00

currently listening to;

bella luna - jason mraz.

while im listening to this song, im thinking about you Hasreen. and now for real, something inside this heart is wrenching. hard. hoho i know i miss u and penang.

* i wish to dance with this song one day. hehe. gedik gile.

these people amused me;

2010-06-04T22:12:00.000-07:00

haha!!

2010-06-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

you're one of a kind
no one can change this heart of mine

ohhhh

it's been 21;

2010-06-04T10:24:00.000-07:00

i had a great day. and tonnes of wishes and prayers from lovely families and friends. not to mention some of them that i don't know. but still, the wishes they gave me felt so warm and sincere. and now i know that i should appreciate each person that came and owned places in my life. for real. i love them all. thank you so much for made my day.

from heart with truckloads of love.

2010-06-01T21:37:00.000-07:00

I can't live without my playlist. It just that i can't live without McFly and Demi Lovato.

2010-06-01T20:36:00.000-07:00

currently really nervous. keep thinking about results. kinda hate it when people keep saying 'oohhhh degree da...' . please don't get me wrong , im happy and i've been grateful but what if all their hopes go to waste? and my courage isn't there anymore. plus, i don't really think about how my life might turn once i stepped in shah alam.

believe me i really want this to work.

2010-06-01T20:34:00.000-07:00

bersabarlah dalam menghadapi penyakit sesungguhnya penyakit itu penghapus dosa.

hadis qudsi.

now you tell me how;

2010-05-21T06:59:00.000-07:00

kesiannye bile ko ade seorang kawan lelaki dan seorang kawan perempuan. yang lelaki suda berpunye, tp maseh melayan si perempuan ni. lame2 perempuan ni menaruh hati la pule pada si lelaki. sampai tahap suke gaban punye. kesian gile bile si lelaki da start menyampah and malas nak layan. kesian bile perempuan tu da xde sape tapi lelaki tu. kesian bile dowang taktaw mcm mane nk settlekan problem dowg.

tapi lagi kesian dekat ak sebab dowg kawan ak. dan ak da tersepit.

haishhh~~~

Everything You're Not - Demi Lovato;

2010-05-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

I used to sing to your twisted symphony
The words that had me trapped inside your misery
But now I know
The reason why I couldn't breathe

2010-05-20T07:34:00.000-07:00

I miss you like crazy, Even more than words can say.

;))

bil, come home quick.

2010-05-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

kenape la orang kan, buat baek depan ko, tp wt tayik blakang ko? cakap mende yang ko tak pernah buat atau cakap. sgt hipokrit, penipu dan memang patot dipukol. aku benci orang macam ni. agak agak la kot kalo benci sgt kat aku pon. aku kacau idup kau ke? ade ak rosakkan barang kau ke? ade aku calarkan motor kau? sumpah ak xpaham. laen kali, face to face r. taw plak tak berani. ko ingat aku nak merayu kat kau ke? salah la weh. kau tunggu plak satu hari nanti bile mende yang same jd kat kau. time tu, jgn nak menanges, sedey atau menyesal.

sebab takkan ade seorang manusia pon yang akan mengusap belakang bile kau pecah nanti.

taken;

2010-05-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

aku bukan nak poyo la kat sini. tapi skang ak rase bahagia and happy. perasaan yang same bile korang sume ade seseorang untuk korang sayang and seseorang yang ikhlas sayangkan korang.

be grateful.

2010-05-20T07:12:00.001-07:00

we all know that we aren't perfect. each person has at least one weakness. so, don't act like you deserve everything good in this world. it leads you to ignorance.

2010-05-18T05:29:00.001-07:00

i'm not single.

2010-05-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

oleh sbb sister2 ak da tacing sbb ak xmention dowg in previous post, ni ak nk cakap.
thanx la sbb waktu2 terakhir ak kat penang, korg ade temankan ak before ak balik.
korang mmg soul sisters. hoho.

haaaaa syg korang sgt2. ikhlas dr hati. <3

love love love love loveeee.....~~~

every hello ends with a goodbye;

2010-05-16T03:04:00.000-07:00

haha. tibe tibe nak tergelak. sbb adek aku yang paling kecik tu kejot ayah ak bangun tdo. kate da malam. tutup langsir. bukak lampu. bangun tidur. sweet btol di rumah.

emm. smalam detik2 terakhir kat penang. untuk sem ni. sumpah sedih. tapimacam la aku tak datang lagi.
sape sangke yang ko ade lagi ramai kawan, lg ramai orang yg sayang kan ko. dari yang ko taw. mereka-mereka, (kalo korang bace korang taw la sape kowg) yg telah menceriakan idup aku kat pennag slame ni. weh korang, ak xkn lupe. even sedetik pon, ape yg korang sume da buat utk ak. kite sume mungkin berbeza, tp inside kite sume same. we need each other. we lift each other up. we shed each other's tears.
sape tak mau kawan2 macam korang? ak snanye nk tulis nme, tp byk sangat doe tkot ade yg tak msok lak. kang tacing. so sume yg ade kaitan ngan ak.

aku sayang korang, sumpah sayang.

dan kau. ye kau. aku mmg sayang kau. sebarang perubahan yg jd dalam idup aku tak mengubah kaseh sayang ak dekat kau. kau adek aku. dan korang yang len, abang2 ak. kite siblings.
and i love you guys. more than u know.