yOuR.gUArDiAn.aNGeL.

ske gler lgu nie~~
versi kt myspace ak best gler kot..
dgr la yerk.
act lgu ni lg b'makna kalo ak mmg ade my own guardian angel.
it juz dun come yet..i guess..
to luv somebody isn't easy
and to hate somebody isn't easy also.
to keep loving someone is hard.
but it's easier than holding on something that isn't there.
life is sux sometimes, but i got to move on.
sux when i hv to hurt somebody..
sumpah ak xbermaksud,tp dlm idup nie kte xbley nk puaskn at smua org.
no matter how hard we tried, somebody sumwhere will cry and hurt.
when i want something..i really go for it.
ak xkn give up. time tu xpna kte nk pk mende len..maybe kalo kte saba sket,
kte akan dpt yg lg baek n nobody's get hurt.
ble mende da jd,bwu la rse teruk,rse guilty.
i learned from my mistakes.
xslh kalo kte b'sungguh,tp jgn la pk sal dri sendrik jek.
owg len pon nk idup gak kan...
em.btol la tue.

xoxo

amaZInGLy.bEaUtifUl

eyp..~~
it's been a long time since d last time i wrote dis..
been bz..study, training..speak about training..lately we're bz training new faces 4 PERSADA pnye club. and those kids mmg cpt gler tangkap..xlampi la cm ak kn..
and they did good time training or rehearsal..i guess (huhu..sbb ak bkn slalu twon train dowg pown..**) and last night dowg perform for the penutupan hari pers ngan club. cm bese..1st performance of the night...and ak da xsaba nk tgk ni..than, d music start n everything is a mess!!like hell..cross my heart i dun lie!!it was so bad smpai ak rse mcm nk blacout kn laman perdana tue. they danced and didnt follow the beat, forgot steps. nervous..(normal la tue kan.._)
tp sumpah malu gler. but act that wasnt those kids pnye salah..PA system cm bangang jewk..music kjap kuat kjap slow..peh..presiden persada a.k.a zilla bakarin tue..(oops!zilla jewk)..ak tkot jewk kalo dier nages..emo sket dier tue..
huhu..so..dowg pon mnari jela ikut ske, terabur sne, owg duduk dowg berdiri..supposed to do this step tp dowg wt step len..dowg ulang smpai 2 kali.. bad gler..last2 TP soh twon..jgn malukan dri sndr lagik..hoho..
sdey~~
tp ila nk dowg buat lgik skali coz she knows they act good. unfortunately, 2 owg bdak emo n xnk wt d sec perfrmance. peh..xpaneh plak ak..ila lgi laa..
n that time, i was freezing and remain silent coz i didnt know what to do n say..
cm do btol.
lastly,4 couples over 5 je yg nek tok d sec show.
i gurl and 1 boy bla..yg dak laki yg bla tu da la yg pling talented skali. bek plak tu ngan ak..tetbe wt hal..nk keluar..mmg r malu sbb show jd taik kan..but xsdp r give up cmtu jewk..gado ngan ila..n bla just like that..
n the crowd mmg klaka ade..sporting pon ade..
at first,d crowd laugh bcoz of the mistakes that they made..it should be bcoz one of d dancers danced like inul gerudi..i told him soooo many times dont do that dont do that but he is stubborn..but at least he's passionate..that's good..
n Lp was like want to collapse with the laugh.laugh.laugh n more laugh..just bcoz of his act. haaa~~tp mmg klaka nk mamfus pown,...
ble lampu LP padam..crowd sampai nyalakan lmpu hp..support PERSADA la kunun..but mmg touching gler r coz dowg mmg supportive. really!!
n my students(kunun.) did very well..and it's worth it with d things that they hv to go thru.
n i proud of them..=]
it's amazingly beautiful to finally achieve what we want thru something that make we lost in hope
hope is a good thing and no good thing ever dies...

xoxo

arghhh!!~

i feel bad..
bad bad bad!!
so bad like i wanna kill myself.
tolong r brenti iza...~~~
but it's not that i dun wanna stop that..
juz dunno how.
plez understand!~

nEW LiFE~

em..my new life..
staying with my buddies.
at taman pauh. ha~~nme xbley bla..
it's cool..
most important thing is tv!
wlupon kecik..but it's ok for me.
coz i can watch gossip girl every week.
sweet....
and..i don't need to worry bout rules.
best..
tp nk g u..payah r..
lucky to have tini..but still..
kene wake up early plak.
em..mls nk tulis da..
just..
my life is priceless.
peace out!

oNe>wOrD

Only.Type.One.Word.
1. Where is your cell phone?
+ here
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?
+ somebody
3. Your hair?
+ blackiey
4. Your mother?
+ working
5. Your father?
+ same
6. Your favorite thing?
+ clothes
7. Your dream last night?
+ forgot
8. Your favorite drink?
+ milo
9. Your dream car?
+ jazz
10. Say something about life?
+ wonderful
11. Your ex?
+ thinking....
12. Your fear?
+ GOD
13.What do you want to be in 10 years?
+ successful
14. Who did you hang out with last night?
+ besties
15. What you're not good at?
+ moneyyy~
16. Muffins?
+ yummy...
17. When you DIE, u'd rather be CREMATED or BURIED?
+ buried
18 . Where you grew up?
+ kajang
19. Last place you've been to?
+ cafe
20. What are you wearing?
+ watch..?
21 . Where are you?
+ cc
22. Your pet/s?
+ none
23. Your computer?
+ fine
24. Your life.
+ happy
25. Your mood?
+ great!
26. Missing?
+ him
27. What/Who are you thinking about right now?
+ him
28. Your car?
+ xdela..
29. Your work?
+ soon..
30. Your summer?
+ dreaming
31.Your favorite color?
+ black~
32. When was the last time you laughed?
+ now
33. Last time you cried?
+ oops!
34. School?
+ love