famous last words;

baru wat 1 project. tapi da rase mcm nak mati. terima kasih pada lecturer2. anda semua menjadikan saye semakin kuat. juge semakin kuat tidur. terime kaseh la saye.

3 lagi project, 3 lagi test, 3 saat lagi aku muntah.

Been here all along, so why can't you see?;

I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me


* i started to love Taylor Swift. seriously.

will ikink =);

baru abes test td. macam bese, kegampangan berlaku. sakit otak.

ak rase bile pikir2 balik aku pon tak tau ape yang ak wat tadi.

taw la sikit. sikitttt jela. boleh la tu dari xde.

ak rase ak ade masalah.

masalah perasan. mak aku suke cakap aku ni kuat perasan.

ye jek mak aku tu. ntah2 dia pon dlu mude2 kuat pasan gak.sbb tu turun kat aku. mane boley ak jadi pasan tibe2 kan? mesti genetik punye. macam tonsil ak ni. gile sakit tercucuk tulang ikan. da 2 hari ni, ak bangun da xrase tulang ikan da. seksa gle nk telan air liur sndr pon sakit.

bagi yg merasa entry ak kali ni agak merepek, normal la tu. baru abes test. posisi otak masih tidak berade di kedudukan yang betul. harap maklum.

and this feeling is speakin' ;

skang dalam komputer punye lab. sebab ari selasa kelas start pukul 8-1. wat projek. projek hape ak pon tak taw ntah? 5 jam dok dlm ni boley mati beku kering.

so ak da bosan nie, ak bukak la blog ex-rumate ak time kt skola dlu. lissa estrada tu. and dalam latest entry dy, dy tulis pasal betape rindunye dy kat aku ngan geng2 cacat. *esah amek ayat ko sket.
bill, umie, fariza, iqa, and the rest. aku pon windu gle kat korang. termasuk la ko esah. tapi ko xyah nak dramatik sgt la ak slalu jumpe ko kot? hehe, okie nanti ak twon kl ak sure roger ko punye. mmg ko jek pon yg ade kat malaysia ni. yg len sume da brambus meninggalkan gagasan 1 malaysia. aku pon rase ralat lagi2 bil xde. tp bile dy start message aku ari tu, which is pkai no celcom yg dy gune time kat malaysia nih, ak pon terkejot. ade ke celcom kat auckland?? wahhh boley tahan. pastu bil kate dy msg ak kne bayar 35 sen, tp ak reply dy still bayar 1 sen jek. thanx la celcom. tetbe ak rse cam xkesah bape lme pon ko pegi bil. *tp cepatla balik.

esah, jom ler kite saving g auckland taun depan. lets lets?? yok r esah, makan minum kite bil support kot. tibe. xmkn pon xpe esah, kite minum air laut auckland, makan angin auckland, tidur berselimutkan langit auckland. *katil bil kecik, tak muat.

kalo ko stuju call ak. HAHA

i miss you too esah. much much much.

And then I get, a scary thought,
That he's here, means he's never lost.

xcukup masalah kat uma.

sedih. penat . malas layan.

olivia strawberry;

this girl is beyond amazing!
seriously, i wanna see her face soooo bad!
i discovered her first from bil. and yes, she is damn good.
i hate her. haha kidding!

but it's so hard you can't forget her;

i love them!!!!!!!!!!
please marry me tom!!!!

eh??tom???
*confused

common denominator;

bil got me this.
isn't she so sweet???

so far, she has bought me demi's speck, a dress and this hair band. (i still don't get those)

she gave me lots of good suff already. im quiet embarrassed, but she's like a sister to me so that feeling..it's not for long. hehe

i got your name under my breath;

1 malaysia.

i am soooo against racist okay people? live in harmony please. this is OUR country and together, we should just unite and make good things work. i don't know anything about politics but i hope our leaders know what they're doing. HONESTY is the keyword. (tibe masok pasal politik)

tak kesah la kite cine ke melayu ke india ke iban ke or byk lg suku etnik yg kite tak tau kat malaysia ni, we live under one roof, MALAYSIA. i love my country as well as the people =)

owh baby baby how was i supposed to know?;

i want an ACOUSTIC GUITAR so bad right now. uhhhh macam nak kene keje jek ni kaka. lets! lets???!!!

(miss kaka and ajie. and pipa . love you all. )

it felt so wrong it felt so right;

i think lady gaga and katy perry are so damn unique. don't you think so?? they don't care what people would say about them and just do everything in their own way. and gaga's voice is totally killing people. and perry is one of prettiest girls in my list. gaga is piano and perry is guitar. i still not clear with gaga real face. it's like Noh from Hujan band. no matter how hard i try to imagine, it just won't work.

over all, im team perry.

pending on my time;

woke up and straight away to my computer. i read about bil's post and EVERYTHING sounds AWESOME seriously. im so happy for her yet jealous at the same time. but i know going to foreigners' places is her dream since she was a kid. and now i really wanna go there, and im pretty sure i won't sit around even for 2 minutes and be dragging bil to show me around. urhhhhh.. be happy b.

carla, im so sorry if im too busy but ill make sure to make time for you this weekend okie. btw, about your presents. i think its on its way. can't wait. <3>
=) ILY!

you're the reason for the tear drops on my guitar

don't you have something else to do???;

there's someone broke into our house.and took my daddy's golf bag. my dad is so upset right now and i can see that. and it's killing me totally. im pissed and blaming myself for that.it's all my fault i didn't scold hasanah to lock the door and waiting for school inside the house. i should have noticed that the 'guy' (i hope he is soooo busted and return the bag back and i promise i won't kill him.) is not my dad when i heard something at the living hall while i was at the computer space. GOD, how could i be so careless?????

please ALLAH, i can't bear seeing my dad like that. it's the only thing that makes him happy. please don't take that from him. i believe somehow somewhere he will find it back, if YOU are willing to grant his hopes.

you're gone and i'm chocking;

i will never forget yesterday.
i miss you already.

yesterday was sux. i wasnt sleeping for almost 2 days, my head's banging, and i got my test on 11.30am and my lecturer was mad at me and said that im late. i remember i told her i got class from 9-11 (but i didnt go) and she keep protesting and all that saying that i lied. gosh, lucky la she let me through this time.
i got my ticket at 3pm and if there's nothing interfere in the middle ill be able to arrive on time and got a few last precious minute with bil, i was like a girl whose lost in Hogwarts. i keep asking people which train should i take, which line and stuff, hectic and anxious, i just need to see bil! finally be at klia at 9.40 pm and since my phone's dead( sux23232677849007867800x) despite that i know bil must have called me and i cant do anything to fix that. i called zap as soon as i arrived there, and he told me that they were already gone. i don't know how to say this but at that particular moment i felt that my feets were weak and almost hit the ground (ceh ayat nk drama) but seriously i never felt that kind of emptiness in my life. im so sorry bill, be safe there and don't forget bout me.i know you wanna give me that 'cow-gift' or whatsoever it called, and i do wanna give u that necklace, but seems like all those things have to wait.
i heart you besfwen. stay healthy and xoxo.
lots of love.

izza azizah rosli, @ ajijah (BIL sowang jek yg boley panggil aku name ni ok??!'


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and finally you are here;

terima kasih hasreen :)

coz sudi nak study ngan aku. bkn sebab nak cuci mate.

seot la. kantoi lak.

;)

with every single breath and every note im pleading;

i started feeling anxious about the day after tomorrow. i don't know if i can live without my bestfriend here. laaa of coz la i can live without bill. bukannye mati pon bile dia takde. ni bukan cite hindustan. tak payah nak beriye.

tapi serius weh, knowing that she will be gone, i can't think straight and i know there is something inside my heart is getting weak and sick. it's like hundreds of midgets are stomping in my livers using the rusty axes. bleh..go my friend go. chase after your dreams and bring me lots of presents. i wanna see Auckland through your eyes.

geli gile.

blow me a kiss;

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I am have you..you...you....

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