horrible feeling..hate it!!

hey..it's me again..today is okay..not so ok..so-so la kot..it supposed to be ok..but i did sumthin that really-really(300x) bad-worst-horrible last night..and it makes me down today. i really want to turn back time..and i do wish i'll not do it again..spoil mood btol la..xsuke!xsuke!!!..
but whatever pn..i want to change..change for everything..i know i can do it..
it's not to late..hey..jgn pk kotor tau..it has nothing to do with boys..it's problem that i created.me and myself..doesn't involve anybody else..
ok..enough here..let's talk bout something cheerish..owh yeah..i think i've crush on somebody..adoi..i know this is worst..coz im bad in handling this kind of 'things'..yeah..whatever...
and i want to show u guys my new fav pics..it's cool..(sape nak tgk pun kan? tak kisah lah..!!)

uncut, untitle, paper house..~~its cool!

i can't take my eyes off of her!!she's great!
hey my dearest..my bloggie readers..~~u must read this one..!!
last week i was in kl to have fun with all my 'PERSADA' members..we visited many place in kl and it was awesome!!!!we watched theatre at KLPAC and dancing at MTC. it's totally cool..the dancers blow me away~ it was in small auditorium and i guess the program is specially for foreigners and tourist, but im glad watching their performance..they danced 1 hour non-stop i think. they have a great stamina for sure!! in the middle of the show, i was so excited that i cant stop smiling and shouting like monkey..(right!!) the performance really mind blowing and interesting that make the tourist really enjoyed it..(how should i know kan??)
hey!!i know la.. they did traditional dances from all states in malaysia.. and they asked the audience to climbed up the stage and dance along with them and one more thing that i can't ever forget- they asked the tourist(and one of my friends) to 'sumpit' the balloon..sory,dunno the word..(ala..yg kat sarawak tue)
just imagine if the dart hits tourist or me!!it's dangerous gler!!!jatuh saham!
but whatever pun, mmg best la mende tue.!!
and i met aishah sinclair at the theatre of 'uncut,untitle,and paper house'..
that was spectacular great too..u should watch it urself..and no regrets at all..
gerenti!aishah is gorgeous..and friendly..all the actors are talented and good... this trip is the best.(walhal aku tinggal kat kl je..huhu..lawatan kat tempat sendiri!!#~)

he's got me for real laaahhh.....~~=]

look at him!! he's cute!!#$%@


ok kids..now i want to introduce my hero..huhu..this is one of the greatest hero in my life.. (byk lgik ni..)his name is jensen ackles..and he's really-totally-axactly-definitely-and always blow me away..he's a man. of coz..but i really mean it..he's a man..he has a package..gorgeous, tall, tough, smart, good looking, and he's rich. that's for sure!~~ im crazy bout him then..and i still crazy bout him now..hope he will read my blog and post even one comment to me..it's a miracle if it happens..(plez la iza..u wish!) haha..come on la..we always dream for something..or anything..if u stop dreaming that's mean that u're stop believing..nothing's not right with dreaming bout something..coz i believe that's nothing is impossible in this world..it may seems like it, but impossible is nothing.. and i hope to meet this manhunt one day..(awwwwww,bad dreaming!!) hoho..im started to know him from 'SUPERNATURAL',..at first, i like jared more than him..but than i realized that my eyes stuck JUST on him when i watching that series.. now i know..he's attractive..(oh fish!!im flirt!)he's 'macho'..(flirt 2x)..sexy..(oh GOD..flirt 2000x) and his character in SN is soooooooo damn funny..he's smart..and protective over his brother..loving and caring..so sweet...=]~~ he's even make a joke when he's too close to death..i know he was acting, but it looks real dude!! sumpah aku tak tipu.~~!! cross my heart! and i can't wait to watch the next season of SN. (eleh, season 2 pn tak abes tgk lgik..ckp byk plak..)
haha..im happy writing bout him..
luv you baby (?????????!!!)!
luv you 2,3,4....infinity..(i know he will say that to me)..=]
whatever u want to say..i don't give a damn..
so fish it!!
luv from the bottom of my heart..=]
xoxo

big lost ever~~me so sad=[

today is really tiring..i can't stop being stupid and my face is like golum (lord of the ring) huuu~~~ i started my day by went to my BEL class..everything is ok til i realized (still in the BEL class) that i can't find my pendrive. i'm started feeling something's wrong.. i tried to find it when i got back from my class, but it's totally a waste!! how could i lost it? don't ask me.*how should i know..?
huhu..so sad..so sad...my pendrive is everything to me..really..there's a lot of 'yaadein' there..oh GOD!!im such a loser..i do hope somebody will find it and mention it on our college notice board..this is a big losst ever..(ele..pendrive pun nak kecoh ek..?)
weh!!xksh la..pendrive ke, sabun mandi ke, bantal busuk ke..whatever it is,,it still something important and valueable to somebody..me so sedey..waaaaaa~~~~~~~`
hope to find it so soon.................=[
still luv u tho..
xoxo

monEyyy~~~it's a paper!

i loveeeee money..sape tak ek?? whatever..people are willing to do everything for money..but sumtimes..this 'valueable paper'..i mean money la..! is the reason for everything bad that's happen nowadays..people fight to get money, they were killing for money...how come this world could turning like this...xbagus...10x.
with money, we should help others..we can do many good things with money,but still..i don't understand why people with brains could exactly do sumhin stupid..i mean..REALLY REALLY STUPID..!! plez think about this...
-GOD plez save the world-
peace out!
~~xoxo

this is a life dude..~~

well..this is the best life ever..i wish i will still get my bestfwens in my next life..(if god let me..)this is my besties here in my college.. there ae everything to me..it's hard for me if i don't have them as my fwens..yela.. who wants to make teh 'o' beng everyday..haha..coz pipa's really love teh o beng..she can't live without it agaknye...dah nak muntah hari2 asyik minum mende tu jewk..sori la.. dah la manis nak 'die'..huhaa...she's kelantanise..waa~~~~and we love hindustan..last year we danced until dawn..and we really having fun together chatting on bout eveything.,especially hindustan of coz...=]and cikin..if she's not around, i just don't know what to do when i have probs..coz she just know what to do when something's came out just like that..teliti gler..but sumtimes she's really makes me wanna kill my self.huhu..she funny and sumtimes i really...hear me cikin!really really really really (188x) wanna punch her coz she's always making jokes bout my hindustan..mmg minx kene blasah..just wait til the day come..hoho..
and ajie..she is cool..and damn funny..!she just doesn't care bout other things..she just do what she feels right and that's really make me impress..full of confidence..
she's nice..and we love taking pictures together(act, we all love taking pic damn much..who cares right??!!) all my friends are totally awesome!! i luv them la...
im so bored without them..i mean.come-on-la..G-E-T -A- L-I-F-E!
FRIENDS FOR LIFE BEB!!
as long as they are by myside..there's nothing to be afraid of..for real..
xoxomy besties at campusxoxo

she's perfect siut...!

haha..this is my idol..ASHLEY TISDALE!!really!!
she's sooooooooo adoreable and cool.~~
u know when she first came out as an actress and was acting in the comedy series, the suits life of zack and cody, she's just nothing. i mean,nobody knows her.. including me..ok la..maybe she is popular..but not that much right..coz i didn't know her..(still! hey..i am a superstar! duh!!) she's just an ordinary girl in that damn funny series..but when the time passed by..i noticed that she's really talented. her character match her well. that's why she's got the part in high school musical i think..(of coz la..muke da r cantek..) and that film really BOOM her name like fish!! (i dun want to use hell..huhu..want to be good..wekkkkk!!!!) everyday i see her face in the internet,n every magazines ae using her face as a cover. just like that..in a blink of an eye, she's a pop star..sooo lucky lol...and i do like her not just because her pretty face..but she has a good attitude..role model i guess..if it's not to others..she's still an idol to me..really..she's comment me on myspace..and i can't stop smiling all the day long..she's totally made my day..god!!
i love u ashley!!!!!!!!keep on rocking!!
xoxoluv ya!!~~

sTuPid!!~

hey..im bored..**dunno what to write actually.. i have one thing in my mind but i wish i have sumthin else to write. let me think.... yup!!there's nothing else to write but this!(hoho..it's obvious that i really want to write this*)
so..i had a crush with this one guy at my college...he's smart an tall and i think that he's a man for every gurl..(don't make that face! it's true!) i like him like crazy..and everywhere i go, i juz hope that i will meet him..i met him at this one boring (ldk)..please!!don't ask!!and he's my groupmate. i just can't take my eyes off of him..ops! op op!cut it. im not flirting!~~ neither him nor other guy~~ whatever laa.. since ldk, i didn't see his face and im trying to find him. i was looking for him like !!!!!! coz i know nothing bout him except his name and his course..general course,not specific..poor me..=[ at last,i found out from my friend that he's actually my other friend's roommate. i can't stop smiling coz i thought that i still have a chance. than, it just so suddent when i found out that he's actually has a girlfriend!! hohoho.. or should i say it..'girlfriends'??? what the $#*(^&*@$^%!!!!!!!! it's not one!!it's two!!!!he has 2 girlfriends!!could u believe that??!i can't believe my ears for real!! he's two timing people. OH GOD! how could i possibly falling into that kind of guy!??!! that was sucks!!
(stop iza! u r so emotional..calm down..take a deep breath..)
of coz im emotional!!he's playing around with 2 girls heart!! i swear i punch him if he's mess up with my besties!! this is a warning. you just bloody try it mr. so-un-cool-n-should-be-slapped-300x-!!

p/s..but im not sure bout that..huhu..hey!but i got the information from the person that can be trusted!

boria at USM...it's a blatz!!!~

hey..it's me..yeah..of coz la kan..
hey,wanna talk about my spectacular experience..i had a boria(MAKUM) competition last two weeks.n it's a blatz!! we've won it..although we just got the 3rd place..but not that i care ok..??i mean, u know..who cares..~~~really unexpected decision. (trust me, u never know)it's a grand boria competiton with the other 10 universities took part in it. i loveeee watching UM and UTM performances..it's really great.. tho they're didn't win..but honestly, it's cool n happening..hoping to watch it 1000x.. n the sketch from UKM..hahaha..i can't stop laughing at all!! my GOD! the actors are profesional n no doubt at all when they had won the best sketch.~~my college had won the best lyrics..yeah, we should win~~(??) the winning's made my day..actually it's not..=(at 1 a.m we still at USM. can u believe it??yeah,i know it's not that far between UiTM penang and USM penang,but still,we reached at my college at 3 a.m ok!??we went to supper together and having a chat..cool but i was tired like hell!n the next day i skipped my class..haha~~slept without dream at all..all the way until 12 p.m..
im such a loser~~!but still..it's a great experiece ever with my besties with me..=]

p/s-owh yeah! one more thing.. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee USM hostel. the room is totally cool n the most important thing that cheer up my day is..the toilet of coz!!
it's clean n comfortable!! i could sleep in it! believe me dear..
thank to USM toilet!!

a good beginning...i guess..~

hmm...what should i write huh..? actually i made this blog in a rush.. it just so suddent,but i guess it's good for me to expose what i feel.. whatever.. as usual, a dozen of tests are just around the corner but im just to lazy to study..{LAZY BUMP!!!~}
COME ON!~~it's not just me ok! being a student is really tiring, lot of pressures and assignments..there r so many things happen n make us wanna cry and scream..but we know that,in the end..everything's gonna be juz fine!!..(oh yeah??)
but being a student is also the greatest thing in my life..i got a lot of cool friends n my besties are the best!!no matter what obstacles got into my way, i know they are always there for me..help me to stand still..
there's a LOT that i want to write..but i guess i need to stop here or i will donate all my money at this hot cc~~
daa~~
xoxo