Makkah al Mukarramah;

I miss Makkah.

I miss Makkah so much I could cry. When i was there, sometimes i didn't go to Masjidil Haram to perform my prayers. I was just doing it in my room. Right now when I think of it, I'm full of regrets. There were days of barakah and God knows whether I will ever go there again later or not, and I did not make a full effort of it. Even worse, I don't feel like i'm changing for the better. It gets worse sometimes. I still not be able to control my temper, still talking bad about people, not perform my prayers early in times, still gelojoh, still selfish, still still still still. Still this and still that.

You know, when I was there, ada pak arab yang seriously gatal. I don't know if he was intended to do such thing to me or not, but i was so pissed off I keep calling him Si Gatal. You know they say, when you're in the Holy land, you should really strengthen your intention and watch your mouth or Allah will send you something. And in my case, i got gatal gatal. Some parts of my body were turning red because i keep scratching and all. Some said i got those because of the water there. Guna air laut. But everybody else was fine and I was the one who got it. Then when we went to Madinah iI told my mum everything and she told me to do solat sunat taubat. I was embarrassed with myself.

Now i really really want to go there again. All the time I was there I felt so overwhelmed and humbled. God chose me. And I wasn't being grateful enough. So, today is 10 Muharam. In syaAllah, if u keep your trust on Allah, he keeps you in the right path In syaAllah.

And some pictures from the Holy land, Makkah alMukarramah and Madinah alMunawwarah.

 We're flying with Fly Emirates and guess what. They keep stuffing our stomach with the good food I think I gained 10 pounds on the plane.

At Dubai airport. So modern.

 More food. I got tired of taking food pictures.

 Jabal Rahmah. Just me and my brother. It's like you're climbing a Broga Hill. My mum was waited for us at the bus.

 They sell a lot of stuff. They're survivors.

 For jemaah haji.

 MasjidilHaram. MasyaAllah.

Behind MasjidilHaram. Got a big mall.

My only brother and my wonderful mum. I love them. Allah bless you Ibu for taking me there.

I will post more.

Move;

Honestly, I'm so sad i didn't go to Baskin Robbins today to meet my one and only, Vivy Yusof. She's got Baskin Robbins' event where she'll be scooping ice cream for everyone who comes from 12 pm tp 4 pm but what's the point of talking about it now. Life goes on.

Mum's cook is divine today. It's gulai daging masak lemak cili api *but not so cili for me* and ikan masak sambal yang merah tu. Man, I ate so much my stomach can walk by itself. Zzz. Later after that i was packing my stuff for tomorrow. Gonna head to Shah Alam like it's so far away. Starting from now, I'm gonna work my ass off to get everything done before the due date. I only got like 2 papers for final exams so i have no idea why I'm this lazy. I don't know what has possessed me. So crazy lazy I tell you! I woke up, watch TV, doing some house chores, chilling up, chill chill and chill and at night i'll go to uptown near my house to get Kaw Kaw Sat Ice Blended. Homaigawdddddddd it's soooo goodddd guys! Freaking good! It's located at uptown Jalan Reko, Bandar Baru Bangi and i have no idea why they chose the name but it's working. Like, 'Abang, chocolate blended kaw kaw sat satooooo.' Gosh, im gonna get some later.

Whatevs, the point is the laziness i have needs to be cured. I hope the Primrose i'm taking is on it.

Enough. I'm gonna study. Like now.

Primrose;

The day after tomorrow, holiday's gonna be over.

Ya Allah this is my final semester and i really don't wanna blow this one. But seriously, i haven't started a thing! My project, my assignments and tests are on the way. I'm so stress. But here i am doing other 'important' stuff, as if.

I got the last 2 weeks full to myself and i spent it so well! I slept very late at night, around 3am and i woke up soooo early like 12pm. This is one bad BAD habit i seriously need to overcome. I need to change this because IF my in-laws read this, I'm so busted. No one wants their daughter in law spend half of the day soaking in bed. But you know, i just need to spend 8 hours per day for sleep. Beauty sleep. But it ain't showing at my face. This thing really makes me wonder you know. I heard some experts said that your cells will be renewed and changed around 10 pm to 2 am and that shall happen only if you're sleeping. Or so, i don't know. So that must be it. The reason why it ain't showing at my face.

You know I have this retard friend, Bayyin. Just call her Bay. Her skin is sooo glowing like she's so white and fair even when she wakes up in the morning she looks like a vampire. No kidding! She told me she used to take that supplement Evening Primrose. Lupa la what brand. Kordels or something like that. So early this semester about 2 months ago, i was so semangat that i bought the product. Tadaaaa!

And you know they got like 60 softgel capsules in one bottle and i bought 2 bottles under the promotion. Which means it lasts for 4 months. 1 capsule for a day and you do the math. Only for RM 58! It's not an exact price but more or less. No preservatives and it's good guys. I used to have the digestion problem and I'm too embarrassed to talk about it here but whatever, this is good. And they're lots of any other brands at the Guardian and Pharmacies so go get one. It's for your inner health and also for the beauty purpose. 

Bay was the one who got this brand for me and it's affordable so if i can look like a vampire in the morning like her, it is soooo worth it.

Butter prawn;

Assalamualaikum folks! 

What a great day today y'all. It's overcast out there but I like it. So peaceful. I mean it's like Malaysia is constantly burning with 40 degree and Malaysian people are not happy with that. At least I'm not happy with that.

But! Enough with the weather thingy because I have something more important announcement to make. Today, I'm proudly to call myself a woman. I'm finally a grown up girl! I mean WOMAN. Because today, with gelabah-ness, I tell you people that I made a butter prawn. Yes. Butter prawn. *flips hair* I swear I feel like i can go join Masterchef now. See guys, cut me some slack here. This cooking thing is kinda a new thing for me so from my point of view, butter prawn sounds like, 'woahhhhh what an achievement.'

It was a chaos at the kitchen so now that i come to my senses that i cant go to Mastechef, at least for now coz it takes like 2 hours for one dish to complete. I'm suck with timing. I do everything right, I did the dishes right away, i chopped everything finely, but still, 2 hours. Timing sucks!Whatever.

Too much talking so here you go Prawn! 

Look good haaa people. I tell you it's magic that it turned out this fine. My previous attempts were all rubbish. But you know what they say, practice makes perfect. I got the recipe from here

I can kahwin sekarang.