tonight's gonna be a good night;

i baked 3 times this week. since i love baking and my family likes my cake so it's fine.

new year's eve and my aunt's coming over and took my sister along with her to go watch fireworks. and i am comfortable being in home, i might be boring but at least i do everything that only makes me comfortable.

happy new year everyone. new hope, new spirit, new love. yeah, i mean it, a truly boyfriend might be nice. haha

fake a smile so he won't see;

seriously, the taylors are already gone??

no comment.

and waves are crushing;

i had a dream last night. again. woah to be honest, i seemed to find that my dreams sometimes were quite unrelevant and i don't know what are the real omen. well, call me whatever but i do believe in this thing. there's one time i dreamt about me marrying a ghost or else i'll die. haha marrying a ghost, i already got myself killed for that.

now tell me how many times you have dreamed bout your bestfriends? that was it last night. AGAIN. i always thought that if we dreamed about someone, it must be the meeting of our souls when we're sleeping. u know my spirit meets their spirits. so i speculated that was because she's missing me. but it turned out to be that it might be that i'm the one who's missing her. so now i will say it.

i must have been missing you guys. so much. i heart you.

does that killing you? no right?;

=)
i can't stop grinning now i mean, that drama series that me and maya are watching now is seriously good. i couldn't believe the impact that its been giving us in this moment.

and maya has been saying 'Gun Joon Pyo' words for over 163 times now. and it sound annoying yet funny.

it's the name of the hero.

people awake and you're still dreaming;

how could people be so creative. they created films and made people happy with their touches of love. according to their arts, i guess they have almost, perfect families and lots of happiness to give to other people. i love film's and drama's makers. cross my heart.

boys over flowers.

just take one step closer to me. and you will see.

the last song;

So here's to all the lonely hearts
Coz mine's been ripped and torn apart
I'm colder now, it's getting dark
But I'll be okay
Bury me with my guitar
And on the way to hell I'll play

If this is the last song I'll ever sing
Then I'm giving it everything
I'm giving it all



McF.

leaving on a jet plane;

i just knew about this a few days ago. about Harry Judd, the amazing drummer in the universe from mcfly, that during the filming of Just My Luck, there were rumours about him and Lindsay Lohan. i mean, come on! he's gorgeous with good manners. ( i think)

i know i have no right to say anything but if only Lindsay was with Harry, you might be happy because Harry seems like one real loyal person to me. i mean, look at Izzi Johnston, one beautiful violinist and she looks happy.

you're the sunshine after the rain;

i love Pn. Siti Hafizan.
i love my PA.

thank you cause you are always there to show us the way out of our mountainous problems.

let the journey of love begins;

biase cuti-cuti hujung minggu camni mesti banyak orang kawen. and aku memang suke kalo pegi majlis orang kawen ni. orang tua-tua kate, kalo orang jemput gi majlis kawen, baek ko pegi, kalo tak nanti time ko kawen xde sape datang. padan muke.

well, it's like almost people that i've know, are getting married so soon. and our age is about the same. now this makes me wonder, where is my mr. right now??? COME OUT!!

hate waiting. such a pain in my ass.
torrent, faster!

i love something. and i will make other people love it as well as i do. i'm not trying so hard, and that's the best part. when they started to love it and got addicted, i'll tell myself, ' ouh, i'm not just good. i'm scary good!'

hah!

When she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you ;

you are damn genius Tom Fletcher.
POV, All About You, Bubble Wrap, (so much more im helpless to write down)
She Falls Asleep touches my heart. sorry i discovered late.

i am sure you wrote thousands of beautiful songs for Giovanna Falcone.

this girl is my girl;

lalalyn

i should have posted this instead i forgot so now i need to story.
about a month ago she asked to watch new moon with her and i brought maya along.
we had so much fun. i mean, i have known lyn for almost 10 years now so there's no awkwardness between us. and i love this girl. tho nowadays we're barely meet, i assure you my feelings towards her stay the same. nohing has changed. just our figures anyway. =)

by the way, all policemen out there!
she was wearing seat belt ok!

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind.



-bill rosli-

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you are my rhythm
you are the music in me


always

melt me with your eyes my star boy rules the sky;

this is why people created a word ' loyal '

so do ya love me, cause i wanna know;

well people change. we know that. some people are mean, we got that. some people are liars, we hate that. some people are back-stabbers, we see that. some people just know how to get this life, make it easier, make it simple, less strain and tension, no worries. we envy that. some people are so hard to understand, and we blame them. owh well some people are forgiving and we love that. but why do we keep making the same mistakes? is it forgiving is so cheap? people make mistakes, they apologise, we forgive, and spare them something called a CHANCE. but you blew it away.

and here, i wanna say, some people do not deserve a second chance. DON'T.

my baby you;

saye ade kawan name yuyu. dulu waktu part 1 die roomate sy. bedmate saye. i mean, dy katil bawah saye. i like her so dang much. she is so adorable. she's willing to learn, she likes people to advise her if she's wrong. and it's hard to find somebody like her nowadays.
i miss her smile, laugh, EVERYTHING about her. hey did i mention that she is pretty too. and mostly, she is a DORK. i'm a dork, she is dorkier. ahahaha.


by the way, i said this. but i need to say it one more time. i miss you buddy.


bayliey;

If I cant be the one to hold you baby I don't think I could live;

well seems like good times do not last long aite? i felt very sad when i was sending bil to the terminal. because i don't know when will i see her again. ( lissa i was so sad too when i watched you walk away when we were out but i know i can always see you =) )

hey, like miley said, this is the life, hold on tight. i prefer this all kind of mixed emotions than just live in one plain boring life.


bayliey;

we are so happy to see lissa.
for REAL. we love you =)))

29 hours since bill is here. it's a gift of a friend.

you belong with me;

http://www.youtube.com/user/zetaBmoon#p/u/1/VR0ZCxtEQG0

luck, love and life;

i always dream to see you. that one day i will bump into you and we'll do that suprise looks and happy dancing. i have waited for this long to see you and dig down deep in your eyes to see if i ever been there. i really hope that will happen. i never stop believing.

why should you pick side?
i mean, we're all human. some people are gay okay. or not straight.
just get over it. there's nothing wrong to be friends with them, as long as you know how to take care of yourself. owh stop judging people, PEOPLE!

i will stay the same;

i'm so excited i'm so excited!!!!
tomorrow bill will come over and we're gonna have our slumber party! or should i say 'parties' cause she's staying for 5 days. i'm so blessed. instead of that whole-handphone-thing. i really need my Bs right now.

1; bill
2; blackberry (in my dream)
3; babyboo (in future ahaha)

by the way, i watched Awan Dania last night. and Jehan Miskin has blackberry. well, that's not something huge but it is huge to me.* sangat hiperbola. and don't you think Scha is so adorable?? yes she is.

they say;

you will miss something once it's gone.
you will appreciate something once you lost it from your eyes.

well that's what i really feel now.

i'm not blind, you're always heart me;

i love Sandra Bullock. i always love Sandra Bullock. She's dang gorgeous, and amazing. After 'The Proposal' , which is good to me, 'Blind Side' is so touching. i don't know if that was out in theater or something but i will definitely, be watching it.

the ballad of paul K

And she can’t seem to put things right;

i woke up and i felt the energy. it was a good feeling i had for the day. then i cleaned up the house and everything. i wanted to wash my blanket and whatever i had on my bed. i just ripped everything off and threw those in washing machine. i noticed there was something sounding strange at the bottom of the machine but i didn't care cause i thought that it was the weigh of my sweet roses blanket. i started to feel uneasy in my stomach, i stopped the machine, put my hand in it, dancing my fingers at the bottom of it and i almost crying when i touched the 'thing'. i knew what was it. yeah my phone.

and i was okay till i wrote this down. all i think about for now, my songs and the contact. i hope you will recover so soon baby. cause i can't afford to lose you. at least, not for now.


bayliey;

i got you and it makes me feel stronger;

today was cool. because i skipped my houseworks duty and get yelled by my mom.
i have to admit i love youtube so much. i found this one amazing girl. owh at first i thought that she was a boy. i watched her first when i was searching for someone who can play 'point of view' acoustic as good as mcFly. and there she was. her channel, zetaBmoon.

i really really really like her. i mean, she's good, her voice is sooo cute, and she's so spontaneous and like 'yeah-i will do-what-i wanna do'- style . check her out. her name is cathrin. look at that. what a nice name.

ahhhh..


bayliey;