can't get up.

weather~tired n exhausted.

today i have class n i really can't get up.
ok. lying..but im tired like hell coz last nite we had practise la kunun kt my college. (my besties and i)
yesterday was truly challenging. seyesly, my ticket was 9.30 in the morning, and the bus supposed to go straight to penang but unfortunately, dy bley lak g pudu dlu n i had to change my bus. stupido pnye owg. it's always like that. d same thing happened n neva stop. they gave reason which is unreasonable. ckp ade mslah tu la, ni la..mmg cm gampang. i was pissed like crazy pig. i had to change bus n at 11 am bru bus nk grak.. whoops!kol 11.30 bru nk grak. they're such a stupid n selfish people!!!
how could dowg wt cmtu..it was really n totally suffering..xkesian owg rmai agaknye.
eeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!
and then d bus stop 18 kali ade agaknye. mne bus xsmpai kol 4.3o ptg. then i have to wait for prebet yg lps 1 jam bwu smpai. tired cm owg gle, i missed my zohor prayer..( that was my fault~~ ) solat, kms beg then g college. n trust me, nseb ak fit, coz i juz took a breakfast n nothing else, specific- i kping roti and air xsmpai 1 cwn tu. pastu kol 8 lbey g mkn..but my dinner at 10 pm. gampang!!!!!!!!!
rapid da lalu 4 kali pon our meals xsmpe2 lg. sabanye~~
ei...owg len yg dtg lmbat da abis mkn tp ktowg xdpt ape pon lg.
lenkali takyah bkak kdai mkn! g bkak kdai jual belon ke, kdai mainan kanak2 ke!
ish!!gram btoi. xpon name kn kdai tu 'never on time'!!!mkn sarapan pd wktu tgh hari n ur lunch pd waktu mlm!! tau!!!
amek ko. ngek tol!

no.time

weather~~ lazy!!n hoping.

so..today's gonna be d last day for me being at home. until raye la kn.
but for GOD sake, can someone plez plez plez plez wake me up. coz i didnt even realized that time flies..really fast. i've been home for more than a week n nothing's done. my assignments, my revision..neither!!
i really hv to wake up~~!! that's why i need sumone to REALLY knock my head with hammer..!! how could i be so clueless. (pretend to)
n it's 3.09 am now. and great!! now i need to stay up n settle up everythin'
for sure ak bgun lmbat nye esok~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
huhu~~xnk blik..mlsnye~~
here are d probs. i need to study for SOIL which i think it's soooooooo 'gud'!coz i learned nothing n being invisible in class. or d class looks invisible to me. whatever.
than CTU.arghhh! my ustazah tu,..owh..xleh nk ckp pape..coz she already said yg dy xredha students ckp sal dy. GOD, me myself pon seyesly dun wanna talk bout her. she's sumhin that expect 'perfection' and whoops! i talked.! my bad. stop.
and got ready for sumthin that i regret coz i agree to be a part of it! just dun ask.
huh~~
plez give me some strengh. thank you.
all the way from my heart.
to my archabald a.k.a 'mr double-u'
nity nite. forget u neva!

xoxo

be.mine.

em..kinda sleepy..
of coz la..it's 4.34 am.
what im expect kn..
em,b4 slep juz wanna write a lil bit more
i keep thinking bout u my 'mr double-u'
huhu~~
u're my archabald!~
luv u!
nity nite to me.

xoxo

chelsea_chelsea~~

futball!!~
yeah~~em..today kinda want to write bout futball~~asyik tlis sal mende yg regular jewk.
em act..im not so fanatik wit dis sport. u know, not that much. started like dis sport coz my bff a.k.a miss bill like it like hell..then wktu tu world cup 2006, time ktowg form 5. coz she was obsessed like hell, ak pn cm trase la nk tau pe yg bes sgt.
she told me bout futball=day, futball=night, futball=everyday n everywhere.
hehe..hiperbola siut ak.
and then,u know,hostel life. 11.30 pm light off.bilik tv of coz la xleh msok. it's sooo not fair coz boys got d permission to watch it kat dewan mkn. but us,..?
hate d fact that we're bitch..(huhu~~) then we're just slowly and silently~~i mean. really silent..not even a drop of our footsteps dorg bley dga.( those perfect prefect la..huhu,..sowi~~)
we're crawling and mcm pencuri dok diam2 tgk world cup. what the ##%^&() is that? i mean, who watch futball wit mouth close?? and no sound~~~
bunyi angin pon kuat lg. but we had too coz tkot warden bgun.
haha~~but funny gler ble goal, and we're shouting 'goal' together ngan those boyz kat dwn mkn tu(sblah bilik tv ktowg je pon)
wit hope warden xdga. tetbe.. warden msok dok blakang..haha~~xtau nk pantau ktowg or she joined it skali. huhu~~best2~~
that time la ak bru start minat bola..tho not that much..but still la tgk ( tho most of the time i was sleeping..cian ak..)
hoho..xsaba la plak nk tgk next world cup ni..
dga kate kt afrika..
this time..hope england and france could make it la..
cian joe cole ak..idup joe cole.!!
idup chelsea skali..
ha a..bwu pasan.
post ak chelsea2..tp cter sal world cup.
mls la lak nk tlis sal chelsea..
lenkali la eh..
ala...kowg pon da tau chelsea kn..mmg hebat..xyah ssh2 ak nk cter..
kua3~~

chelsea~~besh.sbb ade joe cole.
walau da tua..tp ak ske gak.
idup sme!!

xoxo

indamoOd baby~~

heh~~
today kluar ngan my uncle..alang..
he brought us (me and my siblings) g alamanda.~~
act i want to buy many things tp xde duit la plak. (which i realized juz now. duh~~)
kinda sad coz beg roxy yg i've been dreaming tu xde pon. but i did like perfume dy. wangi dowh~~
then g mkn pizza. then g billabong. beg dy cntik but not interested. same wit espirit.(huh~~~tpula ckp x interested..hu3)
but happy la dpt out from d cage. n now im at my alang house.writing and watching APOCALYPTO director MEL GIBSON. for real plez!! dis movie is awesome.~~!!
i give 11 stars over 10. it's not enough to describe how gud dis film is.
it's about how this jaguar man escape from death. he was blessed by GOD.


adoi..tetbe igt kt assignment plak. cne nie!!!!
plez sumbody do it 4 me!!


xoxo

my.like

yay!!juare carta at koo~~


cter ni bapak menguji mindanye..but i like~~


horatio cool!!keep it up H!


critanya nggak slaloo ak nengok tapi agak enak juga.


xoxo - gossip girl~


best gler cter nie. new season is great.


CSI NEW YORK is marvellous coz eddie cahill is really got me out of my knees.


i know it's pretty lame. but i luv PRUE!~


she rox my world!


can't tell how much i luv cody~!and zack too.

stuck in here.

ok so..im stuck in my own house.
got nowhere to go.
dunno what to do (ok i lied bout dis.i got LOTS of STUFFS n THINGS to do but pretend like i got none)
i wanna hang out wit my fwens but they're bz. tia got an exam which is really start putting me under pressure. omg..i really got to study.
and i should post ajie pnye ic and other important stuffs tomorrow. pos laju lak tue..
bley plak dier tgl mende alah tue dlm beg ak. she's also got me under pressure.
but tho my holiday seems boring~~
but act it's not. u knoe being home is the most wonderful thing to me coz it makes me feel ~~ free..and im totally forgot bout my studies. (which i shouldnt forget coz many-many-many assignments are waiting to kill me and squeez my head.)
and one of my fwens did sumthing 4 me. which i think it's great. sory xreply msg. like usual..mls nk topup. (d right words are..save duit for other things.)
really..the lyric is great.
and..owh yeah..why i think that my holiday is spectacular great.

*download my fev songs..replace d old one.
*watching every single episodes of hannah montana.(but not all..umm..)
*gossip girl for 24/7. god i luv dis muvie.
*news and gossip kat youtube. best.best.best

owh yeah..speaking bout that..i mean news kat youtue..i watched how miley cyrus and mandy, her bff mocking selena gomez and demi lovato..(and there's rumours spreading around d world bout selena's dating miley ex- nick jonas. it's kinda hard to get urself into what team.. team selena or team miley. my personal opinion..em.. maybe miley's going overboard but i still love her. i mean..she's gud.and she still immature. we should juz give her a chance kan..and selena..she's gud. but i dont think she's gud enough to beat miley..but still gud. whatever..~~it's not me who hv probs wit them..duh.~~
and d hottest couple in gossip girl, DAN and SERENA r dating in real life. how sweet.!
too much dramas in drama and also in their real life.
whatever it is..i juz want to stay like what i am now..wit no probs and no drama. (em..it's ok if it juz 1 or 2..or 3)huhu..and
holding my own beauty.
whatever.

i feel gud.

i've been home.
it feels gud..tp blik2 je da kene bebel.
bese r..my mum was nagging bout many things..but plez..
dun bother.
but something's different.yeah..bout this computer..da kene format blik kot..
coz all my songs are missing. =[
but it's ok since i've got lots of things to do beside sit and listen to hannah montana's songs.
owh ye..yesterday..ari jumaat bersamaan 15 ogos..there's a demostrasi at my uni.
ke reformasi?ke demokrasi?ntah r..pape jek.
gle besar2an dowg wt. msok tv lg. act one of the sekretariat(cmtu eh eje dy?) awl2 da pesan soh ktowg join mende alah tue..hehe..but of coz la at that time a.k.a 9 am in the morning..i still sleeping..nyenyak gler..but then i was rushing la nk join mende tue..(konon2)but when we arrived..it's gone..quite regret bout that la coz i should join that for my uni's future.
i really2 piss bout the statement tau. but i dun want to talk bout this coz it's a sensitive issue..so i put a dot.
then my bus at 12.15 pm but at 12pm i still didnt reach jeti.kinda scared at that time. bcoz i really really really dun wanna miss the bus. then my fwen's bf rempit g anta ktowg jeti. solute abis la...bpk lajunye dy bwk...thanx anis dan pkwenye, pahmi.
huhu..~~
we got into the bus..and since i had cikin by myside at that time..so we had a chat la..ketawa2..and then the drama..... it wasnt me who started it!
i sit right bside d window and it's hot.then i was like askin the person in front of my sit that i want the curtain.tolerate la kan..muhibbah owg m'sia. then she gave me la..bcoz she didnt use it.
but not even for 15 minutes she asked 4 d curtain back. ok..no problem..but then.. fair n square la..bg la sket.. cubela berperikemanusiaan sket nk idup tue.
she wants it all. and cikin was like..hel-loo!it's not juz u who wanna live. xdela dy ckp cmtu but then cikin bubling bout that and trust me~ it's loud.
we did that on purpose so then owg dpn bengang la kan..
ckp punye ckp punye ckp..then i borrowed cikin's pin pastu pin kan curtain tu ngan curtain owg blakang. haha..i know she wanted to kill us but hey..i could do the same. situation turned to be sesi tari menarik kain langsir coz she keeps pulling the curtain to cover her side.haha..klaka..ala..kaki je pon yg paneh..ak ni satu badan rlek jek...but still fight for ur right.
but tetbe ktowg saket prut lak..whatever it was..i knew it's not sbb dier berdaulat. we went to d toilet..nek bus blik tgk pin da tercabut..gampang!!!!
saket gler at. cikin da marah2..and at that time ktowg tga brenti rehat and our bus bkn berehat kejap tp brehat tros..boddo gler..it's ok if 30 min or 1 hour but almost 3 HOURS!!! wasting my time..mmg cm bodo gler..saba jela...
then tukar bus..pelgi..i was rushing n grabbed the curtain first(xabis lg gado ni)
n cikin ktawe gle plak. it's not juz cikin ble tetbe bdk blakang ktowg tgo.."ai..brebut langsir ke.."...haha..bapak malunye..but duh!!
whatever..like i care. muke pompuan2 tu da paneh but they can't do nothing coz i got it first..yay!!!but im not that cruel..after 10 minutes i gave half 4 them.
but still if i get a chance...i really want to pop in the curtain into their throat.
amek ko. sakit at ak.

semak2~~

eyt..
as usual,bz like hell. tomorrow i'll go home 4 holiday,but there's a lot of things that really-really need to be done. i need to see somebody to settle bout that performance on merdeka night and also bout theatre ín the name of love' that will be held at USM. 40 places need to be filled but i juz hv 1 name. sure she will kill me for that. tension!!!! and i got a test yesterday..MATE test..em..i think it's ok laa..dunno la.
and since i stayed outside of d campus..it juz get to my nerve that i hv to attend 4 dance practise every nite!! benciiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my money flying without wings. bungek tol.
usually practice finish at 11++ pm but i went back home at 10 bcoz i want 2 watch gossip gurl!! running like &^$%$% and felt like merentas desa pon ade. whee~~
tron 5 kg.
and last nite i had some chitty2chat w my bff a.k.a miss b gewdiks.
we talked bout lots of things til my credit sabotaj me. xmengenang jase btol.
bley plak kredit abis time tgh ngumpat sedap2 tue.
sdey~~sorry ye miss b. i'll hit u back tonite.
and..other things..
cicin bought new hp yesterday. it's gud la memandangkan hp lme dier pon dah nazak. gado ngan pkwe bling hp. gado sket bling hp. kalo ak jdik hp tu pn bek ak matikan dri sendr.
huhu~~
whatever pon..today ad test lgik..ECS..cam paneh jek ble pk.

xoxo

adoi..

tired.
sick.
guilty.
happy.
cheer~~.
lovely.
rushing.
silly.
inspired.
missing=/
and crazy!

what a story~~

just now ak g la open my fwenster..
and there was a new bulletin sal 1 story ni..the story lbih krg cmni r..
__________________________________________
WHY GIRLS SHOULDN'T CHEAT ON BOYS.

There was once a guy named Jack who
had a
girlfriend
named
Ashley.
Ashley was the most popular girl in
school.
The three most
popular
guys were
Tom, Jack, and Marcus. Ashley
thought of
Jack as
OKAY,
but
she REALLy
liked Marcus. Marcus liked Ashley also.
Well of
course
he
did, everyone
did!
Marcus and Jack were worst enemies.
Marcus tried to
steal
Ashley away
everytime he had a chance to. One day,
Marcus asked
Ashley
if
she wanted
to
go to the movies. Jack heard
everything....what
movie
theatre
and what
time.
Jack approached the movies that night
and
followed Ashley
and
Marcus.
Jack sat right behind them. he
watched them
get close
to
each
other and
kiss....not only kiss, but practically
get it
on in the
theatre.
Marcus
told ashley "Do you want to come to my
place and
skip this
boring
movie?" She
replied "hell yeah."
Jack had peeked through Marcus'
window.
Ashely and
him
were
messing
around and then they had sex.
Jack watched the whole
thing.
The next day at school Jack wasn't
there. For
the next
few
days Jack
wasn't there. A week later his mother
found him in
his
closet
dead... he
commited suicide because he had loved
Ashley so
much.
Next
to
Jack's dead
body was a note.
A note that read: My dearest Ashley, I
watched you
at the
movie
and at
Marcus' house and I will continue to
watch you.
I never
thought you
would
do something like this to me. I really
loved you
ashley. I
died
for you just
like Jesus died for us.
Always with you, Jack
Please foward this or Jack will
haunt
you and try
to kill you because he wants everyone
to
know
about
Marcus.
Thank you.
Please Scroll Down.
['In loving Memory of']
**Jack Halagey**
What Jack did to one person who did
not send
this.......
One girl was looking through her e-mail
and she
['deleted']
this
message
thinking it was another silly
forward...the
next day
she
['was']
['found dead in']
['her bed']
['Of course u don't have to send this
but I
think
Jack
Halagey' will come soon to get you like
tonight
when you are
still awake just sitting in bed']
Repost this as `why girls should'nt
`cheat on boys
or u will
lose
the one u love
If you don't believe this..search Jack
Halagey on google and you'll see him
there!!
_______________________________________
and bcoz of the perasaan berkobar2 ingin tau ak..
ak pon g la bkak google tue..
all i opened kinda lots of pages
and the stories not all d same.
cm plik..weird~~
dgn smangat ak bce2..n then.
finally ak buat summary yg mende2 cmni xleh dprcayai!khurafat. xbgus!!
huhu~~coz at first i was a little scaRED..
yele..kalo btol2 cter nie.ehem..
xmcm seram plak..
but that gurl juz an another slut.
prangai cm iblis tol.(ehem..xleh komen byk2 tkot kne batang idung sndr)
laki tu pon stupid dum_dum.
it's not worth it to killed himself coz of that daughter of bitch.
what a waste..
but the most important thing is,pape pon
back to d basic.
just ALLAH je yg bley amek nyawa kte. nothing else.
okay..~~

xoxo

"Can you answer 35 questions on your 1st featured friend?"
1) What's his/her full name?
`mohamad zafifi omar
2) Does he or she have a bf/gf?
~yup.
3) Do you know a secret about him/her?
~sgt byk kut
4) How old is the person?
~sme. perosak rakan sebaye
5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
~hoho..neva! ak pon xtringin nk rse.
6) Is this person older than you?
~same age.
7) When was the last time you thought
about him/her?
~yeah..just now
8) Are you really close to him/her?
~ yeah..i guess.
9) Do you have a nickname for each
other?
~haha..yeah..only for him. fifi~~
10) Do you think she/he will repost
this?
~hoh..naa mungkin he~~he's been bz,
11) Could you live with this person?
~em..xkot. he's my bestfwen.
12) Why is this person your number 1?
~he's not act no 1, tetbe tringat. tulis je ler.
13) How long have you known this
person?
~7 years..tp for real..3 years we've been such gud fwens
14) Have you ever had a sleep over with
them?
~nk mampos ker..
15) If you ever moved away would you
miss this person?
~duhh!!of coz!
16) Have you ever given this person
something?
~em..yeah. 'z' letter~bodo pnye zap g ilangkan plak.
17) How well do you know this person?
~ i think well enough kut.
18) Do you miss him/her?
~ adoi..bpe kali mau ckp. of coz.
19) Is she/he on drugs?
~ r u nuts?he's gud. i mean, he's really good!
20) Do you know this person's shoe size?
~haha..nope!why should i??
21) Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
~ xmau pown!!
22) Have you and this person made
up a hand shake?
~ nope..
23) Has this person ever seen you
dance?
~ yeah..haha
24) Have you ever heard this person
sing?
~ yup..eh??ntah..?
25) Do you know this person's
friendster password?
~xperlu kot..
26) Have you and this person ever
gotten into a fight that lasted more
than 2 days?
~em..ktowg m'amalkan konsep muhibbah.
27) Does this person cry alot?
~ he's tough. kunun..
28)Have you met this person's family?
~no no no.
29) Have you and this person went
clubbing?
~ heh..bley thn soalan ni,
30) Do you know how to make this
person feel happy?
~yeah..haha~~
31) Do you and this person talk a lot?
~ yup...a lot lot lot!!
32)Have this person ever yelled at you?
~adoh..slalu sgt. n believe me..prepare baldi tok muntah.
33) Have you and this person got into
a fist fight?
~neva!!nk mati awal ker..
34) Do you love this person?
~ yeah..as a fwen.
35) Do you want to be with him/her
forever?
~friends forever~~=]

cm bese jewk~

huhu~~
on air~
act im still in cik azlina klas..lecturer csc ak..
she'll piss like fish if she knows..ha~~slum-ber badak ak jewk..
so..today im gonna write bout em..holiday!!
mmg best kalo cter sal blik nie..it's not that im homesick or whatever..
but can't wait to meet my mum..wheee~~
it's next week,on 15th i guess..it makes me smiling for the whole day..
but b4 that xmcm ak seksa nk ngadap test.test.test. yg sgt byk tue..
im worried but still..xstudy pown.lazy bum...~~
and today's rehearsal for sukan antara fakulti esok,i hv to go to check everything's clear..bowhsan cm doh btol.
n tomorrow kene lgik..
overall,today nye cter cm bese jewk..
same schedule, same routine and same things..
tp tonite ade gossip gurl!!!
best~best~best~
oops!1 thing.
last saturday me and my buddies g r sunway.
hoho~~ade audition 4 my stars LG. the judges, arab ngan lah VE(tomey~~xdela tgi mane pon~~
best tgk people yg took part.and their voices mmg mantap bergaye pnye la wa ckp sama lo..huhu..
than we went downstairs,g msok FOS..n tell u what..Lah come and i was juz about to tell ajie ngan pipa when he looks at me and smile..wah~~~banggeeee..huhu..
then bbdak ni bley plak tgu dier nk take pix,igt dier nk nek lif..
upenye nek escalator..haha..melepas.!!~~
it's funny when time2 old school dlu i told my sis that Lah is my bf and she wants to believe it though she doubts. time tu xpna tpk pon kalo one day i will see him 4 real kn..sje kelentong2 men2..
haha~~xrugi btol kuar ari tue.