mirror mirror hanging on the wall, you don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all;

weather~.....

Day : thursday
Ticket : 5pm
Bus : xigt
Heading to : terminal shah alam. (never been there)

come pick me up bill.
easily lost i am.
and wear the mask b.

Guess that times like these remind me
That I've got to keep my feet on the ground.


..

don't push the explosion button;

.

you're nice
you're smart
you're fun (maybe)

i like you but please
i guess you saw my awkwardness
i was uncomfortable!

get your hands off of me!

stay at least 5 feets away from me.

even my boyfriend hasn't touched me!
yet.

urgh.

seriously.out.

came without a reason;

life is unpredictable.
people come and leave.

sometimes it took me so long to realize that this life is too short for anger.
we never know when our time would come,
and it never fails to make me shaking.

and im hoping for the best for my family.and my loved ones.always.
please don't take any of them from me.
at least not yet.
take me instead.

.

could this panic ever trying to stop?

please do

.stop.

.

shadows bleeding through the light, where a love once shined so bright;

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im freezing here.
this cold is killing me.

me in the lab.computer lab.
supposed to check the note through the blog of my lecturer.
*gile maju.
but sorry to say sir.
these kids *including me
are going to give you pain in ur a**.
or eyes.
u wouldn't like what ull see.
hilmi is drawing his new design of electric guitar. not to mention it looks perfect!
ajim is in his way to sleep.
pipa and myspace, cicin with her tonnes of pictures need to be uploaded,
axie must be stalkering some perverts.haha owh bahase..kurang sopan betol.
hafiz looks like he got something in his pants that he cant even sit for 2 minutes.
other students are checking their mails and surfing facebook.
some of them,not to mention the 'obeyed' ones
do open the blogsite.haha.
salute.

i can't wait to watch 'UP' with bil.
im going to get my tix.ASAP.
so far so great.
the plan looks perfect.
for.now.

since no one listens to you sir,
sorry but i need to visit my ultimate-guitar.net
it's been a long time i cant stand the torture anymore.
sorry thank you.

almost here - delta goodrem and brian mcFadden

happy ramadhan.
may god bless' u.

.

i heart you. so smile;

.
i saw my friends with laughter
and tears.
it's okay every single person has their own opinions.

it's weird how your life could possibly turn the other way around in one second.

they told me, "mingle mingle''
i told them, ''i dun feel like to..''
"those such things,happen to somebody who is faithful."
"really?so you want me to do the same?like two-timing?"
"it's not like you're getting married or something.just get to know other people.scandal."
''well,making friends is okay with me.more than that.i dunno''
''they cant be trusted''

true.but i dun think we have to be that way too.
love is precious.
appreciate it.
if ur broken heart is still bleeding,
just chill and say,
what goes around comes around.

there you go.

.

running, with love on my face;

.
weather~~ raining.so.hard.here.

i love rain.but since i have surveying subject.
i hate rain.and how the hell there was still hot here?
omg i know.my sins are killing me.
rain did nothing.

ok here's the deal.
independent day is sooo on next week.
i hope u will come to kl bff,
we could hang out til we puke.
and get yourself that so-dead-important-mask
the virus is killing people right now.
takpelah xpe,let me get u one.

tolonglah turun or else i only got esah for girls' pillow talk.
seriously i dun feel like going home.
bad bad daughter i am.
sorry mom.

so sorry if im not showing much love to you.
just so you know that i am.
really love you.

song :

cobra starship feat leighton meester - good girls go bad


out

Calls to mind a silver screen, And all those sad goodbyes;

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song of the day :

careless whisper - george michael.

haha it's my parents' love song.oh boy.

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another blow, another tear through my chest;

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God knows how much i...

well,

forbidden to remember,
terrified to forget,
it is a hard line to walk.

show me how bad u want it.
fight for me so i'll know u're worth it.


"i know u have heard this so many times izza.but u are still stupid!!"

"yeah.i know."


.

between pain and nothing, i'd chosen nothing;

weather~ not so good for me. sick.urgh this haze..

i watched 'the proposal'. *lame yeah yeah.
hell-larioussss.
haha ryan renold is the man.dang he's good.
and the movie was absolutely incredible..
i can't stop laughing..and my cheeks was hurt.duh.

and last friday,
pipa wanted us to overnight.island la of coz.
ape je pon yg ade kat penang ni.selain laut.
i was excited at first.but then i felt like i juz wanna stay home.
pipa made a saddy-saddy-sound and asked me to join her.
naseb baek la ko besfwen aku.

but since we out from da house at 10 pm.so then we waited for almost 1 hour kat jeti,
and i wasn't cursing because i was too busy watching 'Lizzie mcGuire the movie' in pipa's car.
*yeah i know.call me miss lame. i used to love hilary duff okayyyy~~
but still stupid punye feri.

okay let me make this clear,
me and pipa - one car
then right behind us, there's amer,cicin and ajie. amer's car
then amer lead us to 'pantai awam'
this one is seriously gorgeous. arrived,and saw that big hugeeee bonfire like amazingly owhyeah!
and some of amer's friends.i didnt know them.

we were taking some pix.with amer was acting cool. *i dun even know if that was necessary.
and suddenly, there's a cake.cute one.and snacks are everywhere.
(yasin masak sedap boley.and thanx for the bbq.lol.)
i was like,'owh it's ajie bday!!!but why they're planning without me??'
coz cicin jusk asked me bout ajie's bday that day in da morning.i thought they havent prepared for anything yet.
here it comes the best part,or should i say the shockest part.
they're not only celebrating ajie's bday,mine too.GOD.
speechless.and i knew cicin wasn't joking about wanted to celebrate ajie's bday with mine coz they never celebrate my bday.it's always on holiday.

thanx guys so much.it's perfect.
haha i had never imagined that ill be able to celebrate my bday at the beach.
with bonfire of coz.and the boys,they are nice.
tho that one of them was seriously..remind me of someone.
and that long conversation..hoho. that was pretty fun ;p
i can't believe i stayed up all night long.
the rest of the night was amazing.i love beach.always do..

and i love the tree.
okay i will upload piccas later ~

song of the day :

busted - losing you

out.

the way i lost my heart to you that day;

.

if you truly love something let it go.
if it comes back it was meant to be.

one of my besties,

PIPA : bestfriend, housemate, facebooker, good listener, generous one, patient, bla bla bla~~
(too much good things in her.lol.)

pipa said this to me yesterday;

"now u know my feelings right?so painful.i felt like i was losing myself. i seriously can't forget E (bukan huruf sebenar).i think i just love him too much.im the one with problems.it was not his fault. so now i keep doing stupid things and hang out all the time to keep myself busy.if that's the only way to make me forget.him."

me said;

"pipa get over it (cewah konon). in time u'll find somebody. there's lots of fish in the sea (ayat drama seot.geli giler) ko jangan asyik keluar je boley. mate da lebam kalo yepon nk bz kan diri g ler tido ke hape ke ni kluar balik lambat bla bla bla xcukup tido bla bla bla~~ boley mati bla bla bla ko nak mati ke?? bla bla bla kesian ko paaa~~ "

pipa said;

"aku xboley ko paham tak? i have no other choice or else ill keep thinking bout him. kalo ak tido bangun2 da xigt dier pon xpe.xkesah.kalo ade owg len suke aku pon xpe gak.tho i have no more 'sel'. "

the best ayat is,

"kalau ade someone yang suke kat aku, tolonglah g amek hati aku kat die"

"please do take my heart from him"

i was speechless. poor u pipa.
dun worry,i will make sure no more tears for u okay??


good job LOVE.
greatest killer in the world.

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my heart skipped a beat, easily;

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okay next morning,
my bus at 930 am.i need to wake up early.
i hate kajang's terminal.
sooo like empty.
like seriously im off to bed now.

i will miss this moment.being in campus wouldn't give me much time to update.
whatever i will try.
owh dad why it has to be this way?
ttsskkk lol.

penang be nice.

song :
chills in the evening - McFly
(sorry im such an obsessorrrrrrrrrrrrrr)

out

needing a powerful ultraviolet sound proof bathroom door;

why is everybody loves disturbing me whilst im bathing?
GAWD
they just love seeing me suffer.


song for this entry

Fightstar - Amethyst