hah?


june is gone already?
what a pain


bye bye holiday
*with a hurtin smile

transylvania - mcfly. check it out *say it like demi

weather~ sorry sorry i forgot


last 2 days my friends came over to my house.
capiq and mamed. *secondary school
tia and syazana. *like forever.since we're kids,like so sudden dtg.tnpe diundang ;p
*i was not trying to mingle them. gosh my stomach is screaming again.
agony.

well since i was a kid,whenever my friends want to come over,
my dad was not that excited.to talk or even wanted to act 'friendly'
he did his own stuff and watching tv. im lucky if my friends come by and
my dad is not around.so,no awkwardness.eheh~

but suprisingly, mamed is really one in a million!
he makes my dad talks. A lot hey!
i was suprised,tp malas nak amek port
because i need to cook.like urgh!!
im clumsy and ill easily freak out in no time.
it takes me forever to finish that.
masak ape je pon walhal.
then mamed masok dapor.
duh~..he wanted to check me out.
i mean,checking me out on my skills=cooking.
gosh, jd ajk DSB dulu byk membantu ak laaa~

then i chased him out of my kitchen.
dengan baju kemeja ATMA nye, tuck in segale,
hehe~
jgn marah med,, ;p
capiq was late like one hour.oh that boy.
sabar jela.
luckily i hv my sweet mom chatty chat wit mamed.
huh not to mention that my mom likes him.
like hel-lo!he's nothing more than just a bestfriend,
mommy.

and my youngest sister was drooling all over chapiq.
like ohmygosh.it was embarrassing.
i should really keep her off of my friends next time.
she's just 7 but flirting like 20.!
unacceptable!
last time faris.i wonder where she got that from.

guess my mom likes someone with great sense of humor
and talkative,smart and red-type-faces.blushing one owh i dunno.
my mom is kinda weird. muahaha~

tia and syazana are the best.thanx for the memories at the carnival.
i love you guys ;)

peace out.

short update.

in



i think im in love with danny's voice.
go mcfly!




out.

weather~confuse gler weh.

well juz now i read this one blog,
agak klaka gak la. congrats to the owner
and wewe was trying to mingle me with this one guy.
super-duper-cute-seriously
tp thanx but no thanx. byk kesah r.malas.
disebabkan mamat yg b'name pa'an
(mate biru bley.lense.eheh)
tu mcm perfecto oooh laaa laaa pnye type
soo like so sudden, immediately ak teringat my fevret movie.
with bff ;p
she's the man


"girls with butts like mine do not talk to boys with faces like yours"

those words just popped out right away when i saw his face.kinda imagine that he will say those things to me.gosh.better-stop-im-not-that-desperate-after-all.

but thanx wewe ure great!u should be my match-maker.ahhaa ;p

i read the blog,and i was start thinking

a guy that can take me for who i am
just know how to make me feel better when im down
bley taw ak nages walaupon dy tak nmpak
bley rse ape yg ak rse even ak xckp pape
ak rse cam sweet gle bile tgk a guy pegang tgn awek dy time lintas jalan
kesatkan eskem kalo mkn comot
n kalo dy pegang ubun2 that girl *knape perlu ubun2?ak pon xtaw
pehhhh bley nages tanpe sebab wa cakap sama luuuuu
xpon kalo dy gelak bile ko gelak
pastu dy benti gelak dulu sblom ko benti gelak
pastu tgk ko yg kunun tengah gelak tu
mcm dy sayang gile2 kt ko xnk lepaskn ko sampe mati


for sure ak xtaw ssh ke sng nk carik that kind of guy nowadays
dun ask me im still single.
how's ur bf? perfect?
but sometimes we juz cant have that someone like the way we want
and sometimes it's his weaknesses that made us feel complete
his temper,stubborn,nastiness, jerkiness *duh.i hate this one.
whatever it is,love ur partner.


i know women like writing bout this kind of stuff
and boys keep on wondering why
but seriously
kate pon, 'women'
we have one soft tender heart
one big heart,many parts,
the biggest part is the space for somebody out there
soul.mate

my biggest part is still empty.
it will be filled on dec 16,2009
the lame quiz from facebook told me that.
sheeeeeeeshhhh
whatever
sometimes men are so hard to understand, damn.
xphm aku..!
i know pompuan pon sme.

if women are the aliens
so no doubt that men are the monsters.

*aliens are cute btw.and we have that UFO
well dun be sad,u monsters have tails.


xoxo

i miss..

i got this from miley.again.
it's a good one hey~
so true.....



*




Men are like a deck of cards.
You'll find the occasional king,
but most are jacks




*
here's another one.

Like a river flows, Surely to the sea...
Darling so it goes... Some things are meant to be



*

missing children.

Salam Semua... Minta bantuan tolong sebarkan maklumat dan gambar ni dalam apa jua bentuk supaya orang ramai boleh melihat. tak kira la blog ke, facebook ke, dan Sebagainya..




KANAK-KANAK HILANG

Nadia Natasha 8 tahun dan Ahmad Zakry 10 tahun, telah hilang dari rumah di Sri Putramas, Jalan Kuching, KL pada 22 Jun 2009. Kali terakhir dilihat pada jam 7malam 22 Jun. Sebarang info sila hubungi Puan Miza di 013-345 5661. Terima kasih.

Nadia Natasha 8 yrs and Ahmad Zakry 10 yrs were missing since 22nd June 2009, last saw at Sri Putramas, Jalan Kuching, KL at 7pm. Please call Puan Miza at 013-345 5661 if you have any information. Thank you.




marilah berdoa untuk keselamatan mereka.

panas panas~

.


peh,rase cm nk meletop jek.
emosi menguasai diri,
ayat tak bley bla
tp xleh nk ckp ape.
panas panas
sgt sensetif
asek nk nages
cm kememeh gle
i hate this fight
seriously hate.
im starting to like him.
this is not how it will end.
no.


.

ride of your life - john gregory

.



weather~ bengang.


ok so today the course registration is on.
i hate it.
like seriously,i hate the website,
anything bout my uni, i kinda hate it.
i dun wanna know any single stuff bout my college,
or my next sem..
during my super-kewl holiday.
*yeah right
usually i had my friends checked out for me.
thanx to besties.
they are the best,
helpful, good listener, and good cook.
i miss u buddies.

well,
just wondering why people could be sooo yucky~~
be patient dear..
i know you can handle it;
life = drama
failure, angry, stuck, depress,
and move on.
bad moments will be gone.
think about shopping!
seriously we'll gonna have some fun!



owh yeah.!

thanx for the quote, miley.

*



like a shadow on the beach,
just another pretty piece,
i was difficult to see.
But, you picked me.



*

letter to daddy

dear daddy, *xpgil daddy pon.sje gewdik

sorry ive been a bad daughter
sorry i didnt listened to u
sorry for being angry with you
i dont want to but i juz cant help it
so many things have changed
i dont seem like i could spill these words out to you
so i hope you have a good instinct like me
haha.

happy father's day ayah
may GOD bless' you always
and always
and always

i do love you
in case you don't know
i didnt say it
but i hope you can hear it.

truly, your daughter,

the beautiful ninja.
or stewardess.
pick your choice, daddy.
haha~

angel's wings

weather~ keep on believing

so now..5.30 pm
less than 2 hours i'll end up this suffering
dat im thru the whole day
fasting.

whatever.
had fun exploring youtube.
and listened to my
used-to-be my favourite song
angel's wings
westlife
some people just know how to turn your mood up.
i mean the lyrics......so deep.
and kewl~~

now too tired too write.
later~

other version

^

hsyhh




let me go


.

casper.

*




can i keep you?







*

thanx babes~

weather~ la tafzan

thanx for comforting me~
my besties in jengka
gudluck exam
break a leg!!
<3 you all






cant wait to meet u

thanx bubu for this~

go SEGARA go!!!
dr kiri blah atas(laki xgentleman lgsung bley)
: moon,fatin,hanum,aku,bil,adidah
duduk dr kiri; rahim,din,rizal,izzat(kapten boy),azwan,PM

rumah SURIA
dr kiri atas; wani,awe,ana,juju,asai,haisem,azreen,jiha,pida
duduk dr kiri; ain,ijad,masruddin,picie,pisang(kapten boy),
hadi,lapok,yanie(kapten gurl)=]

owh ni the biggest enemy ever!haha.
rumah PURNAMA
nyanyi sket lgu korg yg kunun2 best tue.
atas dr kiri; aida,bubu,bob,ecah,haya
bwh dr kiri; lissa(kapten gurl a.k.a rumate ak yg gle),
mamed(besfwen,salu abiskn duit dy time rehat),
atok,muslim(kapten boy),wak lie,zirah

missing this memorable basketball court.
right behind us is our study room.
juge tempat melepak and gossipping.
skipped pg surau dan tdo.=]
sweet~~

okeh,ni mcm tibe2 sket.
xperlu dperkenalkan.

ini kelab pencegahan jenayah.
walhal smua penjenayah2 besar berada dlm kelab ini.
sgt kelakar.lagi2 yg pkai bju merah.
ops,except for the last row.

dari kiri! nur fatin nabilah rosli, siti hazirah mohd aini,
fariza fuziana yaacob, noorlissa kamel
*i remember okeh~~

BESTIES
random;
tiqa,bil,bubu,hanum,fish,yanie,umie,epie,ina,iqa
i love you guys!

can't think about one right now

weather~ stroke my heart is sweet.
stroke my cheek.oww u juz don't get it


okeh.people could be sooo annoying sometimes.
same with me.
we're acting a lil bit too much sometimes.
the sweets,the nice,the adoreable,the jerks, the fakes,
the helpful,the intelligent..bla bla bla
there must be something good or bad inside of them
we heard about this everyday,
no one is perfect.so am i.
no matter how much i hate u..*urgh.seyesly hate u.
but i think people deserve forgiveness.
so am i
so..im sorry for everything that i've done
life is full of drama.n stories.
*bil loves this one.drama.
babbling like an idiot
ill stop now
chow~




xoxo
i miss gossip girl

fix your smile

weather~ so good.i got my girlfriends.sooo awesome.

"Today, give a stranger one of your smiles.
It might be the only sunshine he sees all day."
- H. Jackson Brown, Jr



sooo true.
keep smiling people.
ok now where're the cute boys??
okay okay
kidding

take this moment away

weather~ lazy2~~

okeh.result is out
and im sux
seyesly sux
pointer jatoh gle
my mom's sad i know
but this could be good
at least i have reason to push up myself to the top
for the next semester
im going to do some changes with myself.
too much fun i think back then
i should seriously think bout my future now
i mean SERIOUSLY
no excuses
and i hope this is not for a short period of time
dont wanna skip classes
doing homework
be early
and i hope ill be blessed
whatever it is,
things happen for reasons
thanx ALLAH
i know u're testing me
and im on

im so on.

coward.i.am

weather~ can't find my strength to check my result. urgh!

but



if i can't stand for something
i'll simply fall for anything



honestly,
there's still butterflies
getting bigger every second
i think they've grown up

more than 1 year;

weather~ cool

okay.
saya ade kawan

name : helmi farhan halimi
course : elektrik instrument
lokasi : pulau pinang nye kampus uitm
muka : tidak jambu rasenye.okay. kinda nice. *tdk mahu puji lebey2.
ketinggian : agak tinggi juge
kecerahan : agak cerah juge
body : agak sasa juge. badan lelaki. bukan saye kate axie kate.cicin juge.ouh pipa juge
sikap : agak pelik sedikit.haa.kidding2. nice most of time.=]
sense of humor : urgh. xdpt d detect
music : owh.dy ske gle indie. and most of the songs are unrecognizable.by me.hehe
favourite colour : black.same with me.our the very first similarity.
siblings : 3. d oldest..2nd aidil. 3rd, gazi.err..i guess. oops.
hobi : dga lagu pasang walkman kuat gle sampai owg panggil pon xdga.
gud attitude yg tersembunyi : suke bersenam. *cicin ske melihat lelaki bersenam.
our differences *this is gonna be long :
1. i love david archuleta while he likes david cook *love seems weird for you hun.
2. he's quite...quiet.and im extremely talkative. bla bla bla~
3. die tinggi n ak pendek gle.
4. dier tak suke mkn n ak suke makan. yeah!
nanti2 smbung lg
bad memories : dulu laptop dy ilang.dang that stealer!
birthday : 11th of june 1989. wait.ouh!that seems today!

so ak just nk cakap any arguments, any differences or similarities
it doesn't matter. u're still a gud friend seriously.
berjalan sile pandang depan.jgn pandang hp.
it matters.safety first.
happy bday.smoga panjang umo murah rezeki.
bahagia dunia akhirat.
God bless'.

here it comes

weather~ butterfly.lots of butterflies.in my stomach

okay
a friend called and told me that result is out tomorrow.
i was shocked
freaking nervous
speechless
i felt like my blood was running through my face
and end up at my eyes
this cant be good
and blamed him coz he told me bout this
to be honest that was the last thing i wanted to hear in my life
err...at least for now
but then i calmed myself, thinked positive and it was okay
thanx to a friend actually for being sooo concern
thanx so much
we're barely known each other but then still
ok thanx.
well, it's not like your life will be completely over
if you sux in that
and now im here
and axie told me that result is comin' out tomorrow
like AGAIN
what a pleasant huh??
and this time believe me when i say
it makes me sick and nautious!
but thanx guys
you are the best
keep praying everybody
never underestimate the power of prayers
GOD bless' us.






*sigh~~~

clenched my fist, dropped on your face

weather~ average. close to happy.

my cuzzie is here now.
all the way from jb
haha
im happy,we went to 7E *beriye
McD. sundae is cooled as ever
we are planning to go to METRO POINT btw
just wanna look around
ain is soooo like an annoying old sick girl
in a good way of course >_<
but nurul isn't here now
and i miss her terribly
but i will kill her
whatever her reasons are for not coming to my house is
unacceptable!!
u're a dead meat.
and i want to thanx my mom
coz bought me twilight
just like what i heard
it's the best novel i've ever read! er..yet.
*it's the only novel that i read in 2 years.ahaha..
and now i know why every woman is craving for edward cullen
guess he's the one i've ever wanted now
envying bella dang much.
arghh!





keep me in your eyes edward.
ahah!!~

+

hoh~ur shirt is too tight. breathe.

weather~ what a joke!

your friend is not actually your friend
they will act like everything's perfect
like they're too strong to handle it
but still talking at your back?
GOSH
sometimes,the MOUTH didnt do the work
so the hands will
but whatever it is
if they feel that they are brave enough
SPILL IT!
i don't see how the silence and fake smile will work btw
unless u're really don't want to let it go
so be it.
glad i do have amazing friends revolve around my world
thanx for those
but it's definitely
. not . u .




what a joke.

such a verbose~

weather~ im down. somehow it effects on my friend.

my hands are not usually trembling
but somehow it gets to manage my fear
there is no one could possibly scared me that much
like
.......................









u

clueless??

weather~ im soooo damn pissed off; correction..dang pissed off. *david loves polite people

well, now that im started to think
am i that bad?
yeah sometimes
but everybody isn't perfect right?
i mean, we all did stupid things
we've been selfish sometimes
or most of the time oh i don't know!
but it it wrong to express how u truly feel?
well let me answer
it depends on the way of how will you express it
of course, i know
but sometimes,
replying back as a FRIEND won't kill you right?
i did that too
cause i don't want to lose them as my friends
maybe at that time u were wayyyy to far from your stupid phone
and your fingers are just too lazy to push that dang button
urgh!whatever it calls!
but still can't you tolerate?
however still, it's up to you
either u want to 'let-it-be'
or play-hard-to-get
i . don't . care
knowing a person for ages doesn't seem that important by the way
10 years is not a short time dude
i don't know why im still standing here
i should just walk away right?
i mean...realllyyyyyyyyyyyyy stepping back and move on
*now im confuse with my own words,step back and move on,means i shouldn't really need to step back la eh?arg!
now im babbling about something that you guys obviously don't know
huhhhh..living this way is hard
i guess my heart is really strong
keep it strong ye heart




.im tired.

keep your head on my hand and your heart on your sleeve

weather~ not so good for me. =(

i hurt her feelings i know
i shouldn't do that
she is my best friend in the entire world
she knows me better than i know myself
is she?
ok maybe not that well
but still
i think i've got to seek for her apology now
dang im stupid!!
*smash myself. ouch!

leaning againts the hands

weather~ cumulonimbus!

i dun see how my day could get any better
thanx for the wishes
i do have some amazing friends in my life
love you guys so muchy2~~
i learned something today
he will see you
one day
just be patient
patience it is~~

xoxo

rain~rain come and stay~

weather~ it's raining.

seriously on time
i really need the rain
and now rain it is.~
rain never makes my day goes gloomy
or morose
it's juz a weather
but it's a perfect weather for me inside
>_<





still shining.

best quote so far~

prayers will never be answered until your heart stays in
peace








.it's true.