im tagging by B

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. (kinda true)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I've tried Marijuana.
I love playing video games. (sometimes)
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I curse sometimes.[i curse ALL the time!]
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year .
I use to carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now. (i hate this part!)
I love sushi.
I talk really fast. (can't change it!)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (in my dream jeler)
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (n what is that??)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (call me call me!!)
I have picked someone of the same sex.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I enjoy window shopping.
I love to shop. (im not just bold it,..hehe~)
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (that is soooooooooo not true!!)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (im sorry..)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have changed a diaper before.
I want to have children in the future.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything. (thank GOD)
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I have tried alcohol before.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friends. (let's change it 'without' my best friend..)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys [sometimes hey!]
I study for tests most of the time. (wish i will..)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (yeah right)
I plan on achieving a dream/goal.
I hate office jobs.
I worked at McDonald's.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I usually like covers than originals.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.[this is it)
I can't stick to a diet.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I talk in my sleep.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.

i'm tagging
everyone!!

it's raining inside

weather~ sorry..

if u read this,
im sorry,
im juz not ready yet.
not juz with you,
but with anyone.
just yet.
thanx for understanding.

xoxo

it was tearing up my heart,

weather~ damn frustated



phuaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!~~
i had my test yesterday(again!)
test structure and mechanics laboratory
(dgn nada yg sangat menyampah ye)
masalahnye..it might be considered if they tell me earlier that we have test yesterday.
ak taw 6 hours before test kot.
dgn kelas pack cm hanjeng..
ouuuhh...lek dlu..

since i was d only one yesterday without ila ( coz she was taking mc)
so then i went to class. n boley plak aku terlupe ila amek mc n da blik umah.
long story.......~~
lalala~~..

ayie nmpak n told me that ila didnt come to clas.
yeah great!

spectacular cool, i had to call pipa ( sory coz i know u were down at that time.. dun wory everything will turn out okay..aminnnn.....)

pipa amek, arrived at home at 5.30. got at least one hour to study btol2.
test kol 8 pm and 6.30 ade spa-Q lak.
can't resist that one. (tibe2)
study, memorize, sambil my right eye n left eye take turn to watch tv..
but inside..super duper cool warm feeling.
tak neves langsong!
ak da xpaham knape.
aku rase die nak soh aku redha je kot.
then i start neves coz im not neves. (apakah?)
g test, dgn confidential nye aku membuke kertas soklan..
n 1 more thing,
my 'luck' to have all lecturers like so-strick-and-pressure-me-better-hit-me-with-jamban-punye-seliper._ urhHHH!
opened my question paper, yeah, cantek d ctow ble soklan part 3 yg kuar.
amek ko jajan..
lucky i still remember those, a bit.
lantak la.


dun care no more.
still many problems in my life.
can't stare to only that.


chow.

urgh!&*^E#$3$

my pressure on his hips,

weather~ terpesong~

hey hey hey peeps~
im back im back and yes..im always back.
(gilak)

today i want to share with you about something which is quite sensentap issue..
pengkid or tomboy. ( ilham dr blog lissa..ehhehe)

ok..skang ni mmg da rmai pmpuan yg ske transform jd tomboy..or peng.
and for me, everyone has their own right, they make their own decision, their life.
sukati dorang la nak watpe pon.
ak xpenah nak discriminate this people sbb aku taw everything happens for a reason.
xde maknenye sume mende jadi tibe2. mesti ade sebab,
even saje2 nak try pon merupekan satu sebab gak.

as long as they are not messing with my guts, so..aku takde masalah.
plus..ehem ehem..
aku penah minat kat peng.
hehe.
dulu..~! dulu...!~
time zaman gelap jahiliah dlu..( smalam)
i juz fancy her..nothing's more, sbb kadang2 gaye dowg mmg mantap d ctow wa cakap sama lu.
bergaye stail happening stylo di mane2
and muke lak wannabe fierce.
eheh..so cam terpana seketika.

and never ever cross my mind untuk pergi sampe kapel.
xnak ak..peng pon xnak kapel ngan aku..huhu~
xde nafsu. satu jantina.
so..suke2 tgk muke dowg gitu jeler..
plus..dowg ni nmpak je kasa, tp dalaman still wanita.
so..we need to respect them as we respect others.
cakap pon kene jage,xboley men hembos jek.

btw, im supposed to have my structure class and now, tuto math class..
tp ak skipp sbb on9.

prangai smakin menjadi2..
smakin teruk dan benanah.
xpela, ni first time.
pasni tak wat lagik.
ak sakit perut nih.
btol btol btol.
out.

xoxo

truth will come out someday.

weather~berfikir..

Aku baru terbaca mengenai tulisan Khai di blognya mengenai Facebook. Selepas selesai
membacanya, aku rasa terpanggil untuk berkongsi cerita mengenai Facebook ini.
Walaupun bagi sesetengah orang cerita ini cerita lama, tetapi apa salahnya aku kongsikan
sekali lagi sebagai info tambahan.
Ramai yang suka menggunakan laman web sosial seperti MySpace, Frienster, Tagged
dan juga Facebook untuk mencari kawan dan juga member lama di ruangan maya. Ada
yang menjadikan laman web sosial sebegini sebagai satu tempat untuk mereka berkarya,
tidak kurang juga yang menjadikannya sebagai satu tempat dalam memperjuangkan
wadah dan pemikiran masing-masing. Yang penting, ianya PERCUMA dan itulah yang
aku ingin kongsikan.
Lamab web sosial sekarang tidak ubah seperti blog.
Dengan menggunakan umpan yang paling senang iaitu PERCUMA, berduyun-duyun
pengguna Internet akan berusaha untuk mendapat satu account bagi diri masing-masing.
Apatah lagi kalau username mereka masih belum diguna pakai oleh orang lain.
Betul`kan? Jadi sebagai pembuka kata, hari ini kita akan berkongsi sedikit info mengenai
laman web sosial yang sedang meletup iaitu FACEBOOK.
Sebenarnya, ada sebahagian “dark side” yang tidak diketahui oleh berjuta pengguna
internet di dunia ini mengenai Facebook. Ini adalah satu konspirasi teori yang telahpun
menjadi fakta benar dan apa yang boleh kita lakukan sekarang adalah “lihat” dan “terus
melihat”. Jika ada di antara kita yang telah meletakkan butir-butir peribadi sebenar di
dalam Facebook, maknanya tiada apa lagi yang kita boleh lakukan.

Sedarkah kita siapa sebenarnya di belakang Facebook?
Sedarkah kita bahawa semua data-data yang kita berikan itu telahpun disimpan oleh
pihak CIA?
Mereka boleh mengakses semua mengenai kita dan dengan mudah mendapat semua
butir-butir diri tanpa perlu bertanya kepada kita, bos kita, kawan-kawan kita, pihak
universiti kita, keluarga kita dan banyak lagi sumber at anytime they want!!
Dan yang lebih menyedihkan lagi, ramai dari kita terutamanya rakyat Malaysia sudahpun
memberikan 100% info dan butir-butir diri mereka dengan TEPAT. Apabila ditanya,
mereka dengan mudah menjawab, “nanti kalau member lama atau member sekolah ingin
mencari kita… senang sikit!”
Malang sekali bukan itu yang berlaku.
Dalam pada keghairahan yang kita sendiri wujudkan terhadap Facebook, kita sedikitpun
tidak membaca dasar ataupun polisi yang Facebook letak di dalam laman web mereka.
Yang kita tahu hanyalah PERCUMA dan sikap ramah dan jujur kita itulah yang boleh
memakan diri kita sendiri sebenarnya.
Mari kita lihat apakah yang Facebook nyatakan mengenai butir-butir peribadi yang kita
sendiri masukkan dalam account Facebook kita:

does what happens in facebook stay in facebook??
(bace terms of services)

Cuba bayangkan!!!
Facebook yang telah menjadi kegilaan pengguna internet adalah tempat yang paling
mudah untuk CIA mendapatkan data peribadi mereka dengan PERCUMA. Bagi
pengguna kebanyakan (mereka yang bukan extreme), mungkin ia tidak akan membawa
keuntungan kepada pihak CIA tetapi bagi mereka yang mempunyai “title” sebagai
“professional” seperti seorang doktor, peguam, PROFESSOR, scientist dan yang
seumpamanya… inilah MANGSA CIA yang sebenarnya.
Mengapa?
Kerana sama ada kita percaya atau tidak, ramai golongan professional yang meletakkan
segala butir-butir mengenai diri mereka dengan lengkap bagai nak rak dengan alasan
mereka mempunyai kawan di seluruh dunia dan masing-masing tidak mahu “kalah”
dalam menceritakan semua kejayaan dan kegiatan yang telah mereka kecapi.
Bukankah itu semua adalah PRIVACY diri sendiri?
Pernahkah kita/mereka fikirkan mengenai RISIKO yang mereka letakkan ke atas diri
mereka sendiri?

- Habis semua data mengenai aktiviti dimasukkan.
- Habis semua data mengenai achievement diri dimasukkan.
- Address, hometown, phone number, clubs, jobs, rekod pendidikan, interests, daily
schedule…. habis diberikan begitu sahaja. Itu semua akan disimpan oleh pihak CIA
sebagai data yang boleh dijadikan statistik untuk kegunaan mereka pada masa hadapan.
Malah, maklumat mengenai keluarga juga dimasukkan dengan selamba.

Halo…
Kita marah bila orang mengambil tahu hal kita.
Kita marah bila orang mencungkil privacy kita.
Tapi kita tidak sedar yang kita telah “berikan” semuanya di dalam Facebook kita!
Ikut percakapan kasar orang di warung kopi, bunyinya memang menarik. Ini dialognya:
Esok kalau katakan mereka hendak menyerang Malaysia, mereka sudahpun tahu
dimanakah golongan bijak pandai di Malaysia ini berada/tinggal. Sebelum dia serang,
mereka akan bunuh dahulu golongan bijak pandai ini…. tiada apa yang tinggal.
Bukankah semua info yang mereka perlukan sudahpun ada dalam tangan mereka?
Facebook best!
Face book nombor 1 sekarang !!!
Memang betul.
Itu memang satu fakta. Tiada siapapun boleh menafikannya.
Dan ini juga adalah satu fakta:
Facebook telah di tampung sebanyak USD500,000 oleh bekas CEO Paypal, Peter Thiel.
Jadi tiada masalah untuk mempromosikannya. Tidak cukup dengan itu, sebanyak
USD12.7 juta telah dilaburkan ke dalam Facebook oleh James Breyer dari Accel
Partners. Mereka semuanya ada agenda yang mereka sendiri faham. Jika kamu hendak
tahu siapakah mereka semua ini dan siapakah DALANG di sebalik laman web sosial ini,
kamu harus memberikan fokus yang sepenuhnya pada slide flash video yang akan kamu
lihat sebentar lagi. Mainkannya berulang-ulang dan cuba fahamkan.


Satu lagi, pihak CIA sendiri menggunakan Facebook group to untuk merekrut staffnya
bagi program kesayangan mereka iaitu National Clandestine Service. Malah, Dr Anita
Jones juga telah menjadi sebahagian dari Dark Side ini. Dr Anita Jones adalah Defence


(sumber di atas di copy daripada email yg aku dapat. terima kasih.)

sangat gumbira~~wuhuu~

weather~ berbunga bunga. hahah

last 2 nights, i had my fluid and water laboratory test.

hahah! dengar name je sudey sangat menggerunkan.

n it was sux!

susah yang sangat keterlaluan boley tak

sangat menyakitkan hati ini.

frustating.

isshh ade pulak owang kat cc ni yang buat macam umah sendiri.

kuat giler mendengus.

okeh, berbalik pada topik asal..

my lab test was extremely hard and sux ( mention 2 times heh.)

and the lecturers were extremely annoying. (not my teaching lecturer. she's gud tho)

oopss..sangat rase guilty tapi kesakitan hati nggak dapat dinafikan lagik!

im sorry madam ********.

she just to tough. xpenah slame ni x boley bwk msok pencil case dlm dewan.

tetibe. bapak ketat gile rules. pencil case pon tak boley. pe masalah? boley jek nak letak bawah krusi ke, bwh krusi sbelah ke..ahh..mst kamo smue nggak paham.

she's loud and that made me feel some 'goosebumps' in my stomach.

cakap tak kuat giler plak.

but, through wutever..segiempat bermude between me n my fwens tetap dilaksanakn.

muke ketat masih dipamerkan.

hell!

tengok jek kertas soklan boley plak aku ketawe.

sebab ape??

yeah!!

sebab susah sangat.

cantek d ctoww!

i was memorize all the things like hell..more than 10 experiments,

with all the procedures were twisting like corbin bleu's hair..i luv u corbin!

but still..i can't answer it with confidence. at least tahap keyakinan kalau berada pd tahap 5 over 10, itu masih boleh ditrime.

hadoiihhh!

sakit hatinyeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not to mention that i studied last minute.

sleep late.

sleepy during day-class.

hahah!

padan muke aku.

lagi skali..!

padan muke aku.

yeah!

btw, weather yg berbunga2 itu bukan atas sebab aku tidak dapat menjawab test dengan baek.

xoxo

what about now

weather~ hot hot hot.

hel-lo peeps.

past few days, miracle happened to me.

im freaking happy,

n juz one word.

thankful.

xoxo

the chaos that controlled my mind

Directions:Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you.Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.



1. never know why i can't get over my favourite habit..which is collecting outfits. i guess im not the one whom always did that.



2. sometimes i can be too competetive and moody. i juz can't help myself, once i feel sad or angry or morose, i'll show it directly,. i can't bear pretend like everything's alright.



3. i hate wearing something light. specific=white.clothes. i feel insecure. haha..pelik. ;



4. sometimes when i luv somebody too much, or maybe not that much, but still i luv them, (apakah?) i can't show them how i truly feel bout them..xreti nk ekspresso kan perasaan ak inie.
for the selected persons only, not all.

5. im not tall.and bcoz of that, i have to wear heels, n it's hard..n hurts! im not gonna miss even one day to slip, (means i can't walk perfectly like fazura* gol&gincu actress) . my foots hurt like hell but as long as it looks good on me, i can manage. owh yeah!

6. i think i should actually wear phua chu kang boots coz it looks great and durable. coz my shoes *any shoes* will find its next place * in the trash* next 6 months by the time i bought it. durability? my shoes? or me?

7. im a exercise-holic..but im also eat-holic. means i can push myself to do 140 sits-up everyday, n im also good in pushing myself to keep eating something like cake and lots-of-cholesterol-foods. and all that for what? u tell me.

8. sometimes i love to be alone, so than i will refresh my mind and think about everything that i should think earlier in the first place. *???
just assume that as muhasabah diri.

9. i can't concentrate in doing something if i look at something HOT. not to mention, stuffs, bags, foods, or guys..and girls. hu3~~

10. once i love 1 song, i will listen to it over and over again..almost 20 times.

11. i can't slow down my volume * voice* when somebody's calling me on telephone. they might not hear what im saying tho they're mention that they are still not deaf.

12. everyday i will state in my mind that i will study and do some exercises tonight. but when the time has come, there is me, out..tv..or bed. sweeeeeeeeeett.

13. i will make myself available this becoming sem holiday *lambat lagi bley tak* to go to jb. i want to see my fwens and g danga bay.

14. i have always dreamed of going to the beach with my loved ones. =]

15. im never give up on something, tho i knew that it will be a disaster.

16. i love staying at home. tho some of my fwens hate to go back home for holiday bcoz of bored-ness. * suke suke wat ayat sendirik.
but being around my family is the best precious moment for me.

xoxo

lega.

weather~ perut penuh. sakit perut.

hey hey hey!!
im back..
ok byk gle mende nk cte..

1st.

thanx a lot to my bff ... bill a.k.a nur fatin nabilah binti rosli ( same name wit my dad)
bcoz she sent me something by using pos laju..
and it is a wonderful present ever!
she sent my archie's cd. awww...so sweet...
i luv u la sayang!
i do want to send her back..tp ak tga pk adiah pe yg seswai..
sebarang pendapat amat dihargai.
and congrats for won archie's cd (which is exactly the same cd like the one she sent to me)
at MTV. u rock girl!

2nd.
today im lucky coz khai a.k.a khairul azhari, dak part 6 UiTM penang..
thanx coz blanje my besties n i g mkn kat island red cafe, which is sooooooooo expensive.
tp dy ade voucher so it's okay.
n btw, dy buat bussiness n soh ak join.
ala...bisnes yg cri rmai2 org tue..tp bisnes ni ok kot..
xrugi lngsong sbb ia melibatkan makanan.
nk cte panjang r, 18 malam pon x abis.
any doubt, sile let me know.

3rd.
err...xde da kot..
owh..lupe..perkara 'terbaek' yg xpena putus2 jd kat aku..
assignment yg sangatlah berlambak-lambaknye sampai membuatkan aku kadang kala mahu menghantokkan kepala ke mangkuk jamban di rumah pauh damai.
wut-ever.

btw, it's kinda long time since d last time i called my mom..rindu la plak
( i guess im a good daughter kan?kan?)

piece out.

xoxo