New life;

Heyyooo folks.

Here I am again. I never thought i would write again. Coz guys, i got a job. Oh sorry i should sound more interesting. I got a job guys!! And since then my life changed. Completely.

You know before this i was so frustrated because i didn't get a call for interview and stuff. While all my other friends one by one was hitting the 'I am now have a career' button. I almost broke my hand applying for jobs you know but Allah knows best. And suddenly, my friend asked me to submit my CV and to make things short, I was chosen to fill in the spot.

All I ever wanted, a JOB. Now that i got one, it does not excite me anymore. I mean, at first, I was slowly absorbing new things and all procedures all documents all reports etc, when i got hit by reality, that it is not easy. You have to deal with fierce, unpredictable, annoying, all kinds mix in one, PEOPLE. I mean I am so sure that almost everybody is facing the same problem (or it is just me?).

And all those shits happened to me and everyday I was crying like a spoil brat (and I am not okay). And thinking about work stressed me out like hell, I could not eat, I lost 3 kgs I guess, I could not sleep like I was up every 2 hours woke up in anxiety and worries, 'What will happen to me today?' or 'What new mistake that I have done?' or 'When all this will be over?. Like I am sorry if this post is so annoying to you and you would probably thinking, 'what on earth is wrong with this girl, it is just a freaking job! Just suck it!'

Well! I am sucking it okayy. I know behind all those troubles and shits, I have to believe that something good is going to come out of it. Now things are okay. I am still learning new things everyday. I should be grateful I got an understanding and knowledgeable boss so I can learn lots from him. And also my colleagues who are so helpful and awesome. You might think that I am crazy right now, coz if I have a cool boss and good people around me why was i so stressed out? That is something i should not share coz you see, i use my real name here so if I write about those names they might find it and it could cause me another hell to deal with later.

So people, when you are down, just tell yourself, 'I will be okay'.
Screw the rest.

Like a Boss;

I will post more. Yeah right I will post more. This is what i was talking about. I cant keep my promises. You know I got this disease of getting bored so easily. And I'm not consistent in what I'm doing which is bad. Badly bad. 

Okay, what can I say now..Ehmm..my life's like in a paradise. I've been on holiday for almost 2 months now and practically unemployed. No one wants to take me in into their big great companies. I'm sad like that. It's true that for the first 2 weeks when I was starting my holiday I said like 'Ahh give me a break mum. I want to rest first. Don't bother asking me about jobs whatsoever'. It went quite like that. I think. 

And now I'm in big huge massive of regrets that I didn't send the jobs' application earlier. Or else i can start saving some money for my dreamy wedding now. For what seems in like 18 more years. Ahh God, I hope not.

But it's cool regardless. I get to watch tonnes of movies OH myGod it's heaven. And i got to read books too. I just finished I've Got Your Number by Kinsella it was pretty good. Now I'm moving on to Love, Rosie by Cecelia Ahern. I have through 100 pages and I'm stuck. I don't wanna get off my bed because I'm so engrossed in my reading. It's amazing how words can touch your heart and make the hair at your neck standing, like it is so thrilling. And it's not even an action novel. If you ask me. Yeah I'm weird like that. But whatever. 

For now, I'm gonna rest like a boss. Coz I know once I've got a job, I wont have the time in the world to  return here and write some awesome or shitty stories, in my own freaking blog. Maybe yes, after 10 years.