you're gone and i'm chocking;

i will never forget yesterday.
i miss you already.

yesterday was sux. i wasnt sleeping for almost 2 days, my head's banging, and i got my test on 11.30am and my lecturer was mad at me and said that im late. i remember i told her i got class from 9-11 (but i didnt go) and she keep protesting and all that saying that i lied. gosh, lucky la she let me through this time.
i got my ticket at 3pm and if there's nothing interfere in the middle ill be able to arrive on time and got a few last precious minute with bil, i was like a girl whose lost in Hogwarts. i keep asking people which train should i take, which line and stuff, hectic and anxious, i just need to see bil! finally be at klia at 9.40 pm and since my phone's dead( sux23232677849007867800x) despite that i know bil must have called me and i cant do anything to fix that. i called zap as soon as i arrived there, and he told me that they were already gone. i don't know how to say this but at that particular moment i felt that my feets were weak and almost hit the ground (ceh ayat nk drama) but seriously i never felt that kind of emptiness in my life. im so sorry bill, be safe there and don't forget bout me.i know you wanna give me that 'cow-gift' or whatsoever it called, and i do wanna give u that necklace, but seems like all those things have to wait.
i heart you besfwen. stay healthy and xoxo.
lots of love.

izza azizah rosli, @ ajijah (BIL sowang jek yg boley panggil aku name ni ok??!'


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