STRONG.

by STOP_THE_DEMI_HATE!

And you've already got me coming undone;

no words could describe this feeling. but hey, i am strong and i really hope you will be happy with anyone you choose. seriously ;)

no matter what happen, i WON'T EVER EVER get involve in other's relationships. NO.

memories remain and i thank you for that. stay safe and God bless.

;)

McFly: tommcfly:

Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.

and i know you're shining down on me from heaven;

i should have posted this like 2 days ago. my old friend from my primary school, shafiq came here and currently he's staying with ammar, my another friend from my primary school. i got call from ammar telling me that someone wanna talk to me, and i knew it was shafiq. it has to be shafiq who else??i mean, i know he's having his sem break for 3 weeks. he's a medical student and studying kat indonesia. it was friday night and we had big jam here in penang. walla. i think faizal tahir's voice is super awesome. he just knew how to play the keys right. but i wasn't paying much attention as i was sweating all over like a pig lost the parents. i met shafiq and ammar there and we had blasting conversations. and they mingle quite well here with my besfwens skali ngan ame (pakwe wobot cicin) and manu (pakwe ajie). after big jam we went for nasik beratur. sumpah memang beratur! aku beratur nak dekat 1 jam kot boley? kelajuan pemberaturan, 2 meter xsampai sejam. tapi ija xkesah. poyo.

then the next day, we went to pulau. again. queensbay sebab capiq wanted to find something for his girlfriend, a bag to be exact. so sweet capiq. punch card stiap 2 jam. so sweet capiq kuasa dua. dowang blanje aku cinema and that was quite cool. it's cooler sebab dia soloman kane. eh? btol ke ak eja? ak pon xhingat la tp mmg gigit ibu jari dy punye best. GO . WATCH .
then g gurney. slain g beli tali gitar, aku pn tak taw purpose kitowang g sane. maybe ammar nk sangat minum coffee bean tapi xde duit so datang tengok mat salleh take a sip jek.
then jumpe lala, and civil punye geng. hihi, fofo, mamak, jap jap biar aku ingat. memori aku bagus ni nak riak sket. em..yaya, as, and kawan dowg yang bukan student uitm.hehe sory ak xingat. sofea kot name dy. tak pon bella. tak pon intan asmara. kidding kidding. =p
ntah nanti kalo jumpe ak tanye name dia lg skali.

penat da tulis, sambung nanti boley tak.
mesti r boley blog aku.

painful seeing us tear apart, but the greatest painful is,
don't even know what did i do wrong that making us torn like this.

now you tell me why?

im a fan of chelsea. tak kesah la ko nak panggil chelshit ke chelhell ke, whatever! yang penting ak memang minat chelsea. ye!memang aku tak taw ape main eleven or substitution ke, distribution ke bagai, memang aku tak taw tapi aku da tanye orang da kot?!. bukan aku follow kaw2 pon. but if im free and there's a chelsea match, i will totally go and watch. aku start suke chelsea when i was 16 and that was because of player no 10. and that leads to another reason why i love no 10. bese r tue, first2 memang la kau tengok muke player yang sedap mate memandang. pastu baru kau tengok camne dia main. so far kalo tak joe cole aku suke drogba. drogba tu hensem snanye kalo korang tengok btol2. yg penting! ko tengok dia sepak bola. tunggu r nanti aku blaja sepak bola mcm dy. senang sket aku nak aplikasi kat owg2 sekeliling yg suke suki kutuk chelsea mcm
&^%*(*(&*(%^#$$*^&^*(&()*!! barula aku boley sepak muke orang tu dengan bergaye. aku pun xsuke MU, xde pon aku kutuk2 lebey2. sedey taw I.. *wat gaye gedik nages tersipu2.
xde la sdey mane pon, kutuk la korang slagi boley. aku xluak ape pon, luak kesabaran jek.


* turn presentation aku xsampai lagi nih. haishhhhh...

..........ahhh come on!;

da abes semua mende aku tulis tapi name aku tak kene panggil2 lagi. penat nih tunggu! tolong la puan, saye da sakit perot nih. sumpah tak tipu.

*dia macam tak perlu gtaw pon tapi aku nak post jugak kat blog. sekati aku la blog aku. korang tinggal bace jek. xsoh korang taip pon. ni kalau aku minum teh orang kampung ni, kat sini jugak aku berlepas.

you can't tell me lies, don't even try;

after what happened last night, i swear i won't let you get the best of me again.
ever.

Hard to believe that anything, Could tear us apart,
Let you break my heart.

*tak payah semangat sangat. ni lirik lagu demi.

im looking at the picture in my hand, try my best to understand;

aku tak suke tangkap gamba gune phone. tapi bile tengok blog owang len gambo bapak mantap cantik punye, mule la aku jelez. lagi2 kalo bukak tumblr orang, boley jadi gile aku punye jelez. tunggu la nanti aku tangkap gambo banyak2 gune kamera amoi. aku apload memang tahap tak hengat punye.

aku perlu fix wajah aku dulu. tak payah poyo la sume orang suke tengok objek cantik, at least biar sedap la mate ko nk pandang. so aku rase baek aku pikir posing ape aku nak wat dulu, kang nanti bile orang nak capture baru aku terkial tak taw buat gaye ape. balik2 pout mulut itik. itik pon bosan. aku snanye tengah presentation nie tapi lecturer ak tak nak plak panggil2 aku so ak nak touching la ni. janganla dia tanye ak soklan bukan2. aku da la tga sakit perot ni mmg xdapat r nak jawab. ok la weh nanti ak tulis lagi.

congrats MU.

walaupon ak xske kau, tp kau mmg hebat.

undeniable.

famous last words;

baru wat 1 project. tapi da rase mcm nak mati. terima kasih pada lecturer2. anda semua menjadikan saye semakin kuat. juge semakin kuat tidur. terime kaseh la saye.

3 lagi project, 3 lagi test, 3 saat lagi aku muntah.

Been here all along, so why can't you see?;

I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me


* i started to love Taylor Swift. seriously.

will ikink =);

baru abes test td. macam bese, kegampangan berlaku. sakit otak.

ak rase bile pikir2 balik aku pon tak tau ape yang ak wat tadi.

taw la sikit. sikitttt jela. boleh la tu dari xde.

ak rase ak ade masalah.

masalah perasan. mak aku suke cakap aku ni kuat perasan.

ye jek mak aku tu. ntah2 dia pon dlu mude2 kuat pasan gak.sbb tu turun kat aku. mane boley ak jadi pasan tibe2 kan? mesti genetik punye. macam tonsil ak ni. gile sakit tercucuk tulang ikan. da 2 hari ni, ak bangun da xrase tulang ikan da. seksa gle nk telan air liur sndr pon sakit.

bagi yg merasa entry ak kali ni agak merepek, normal la tu. baru abes test. posisi otak masih tidak berade di kedudukan yang betul. harap maklum.

and this feeling is speakin' ;

skang dalam komputer punye lab. sebab ari selasa kelas start pukul 8-1. wat projek. projek hape ak pon tak taw ntah? 5 jam dok dlm ni boley mati beku kering.

so ak da bosan nie, ak bukak la blog ex-rumate ak time kt skola dlu. lissa estrada tu. and dalam latest entry dy, dy tulis pasal betape rindunye dy kat aku ngan geng2 cacat. *esah amek ayat ko sket.
bill, umie, fariza, iqa, and the rest. aku pon windu gle kat korang. termasuk la ko esah. tapi ko xyah nak dramatik sgt la ak slalu jumpe ko kot? hehe, okie nanti ak twon kl ak sure roger ko punye. mmg ko jek pon yg ade kat malaysia ni. yg len sume da brambus meninggalkan gagasan 1 malaysia. aku pon rase ralat lagi2 bil xde. tp bile dy start message aku ari tu, which is pkai no celcom yg dy gune time kat malaysia nih, ak pon terkejot. ade ke celcom kat auckland?? wahhh boley tahan. pastu bil kate dy msg ak kne bayar 35 sen, tp ak reply dy still bayar 1 sen jek. thanx la celcom. tetbe ak rse cam xkesah bape lme pon ko pegi bil. *tp cepatla balik.

esah, jom ler kite saving g auckland taun depan. lets lets?? yok r esah, makan minum kite bil support kot. tibe. xmkn pon xpe esah, kite minum air laut auckland, makan angin auckland, tidur berselimutkan langit auckland. *katil bil kecik, tak muat.

kalo ko stuju call ak. HAHA

i miss you too esah. much much much.

And then I get, a scary thought,
That he's here, means he's never lost.