melt me with your eyes my star boy rules the sky;

this is why people created a word ' loyal '

so do ya love me, cause i wanna know;

well people change. we know that. some people are mean, we got that. some people are liars, we hate that. some people are back-stabbers, we see that. some people just know how to get this life, make it easier, make it simple, less strain and tension, no worries. we envy that. some people are so hard to understand, and we blame them. owh well some people are forgiving and we love that. but why do we keep making the same mistakes? is it forgiving is so cheap? people make mistakes, they apologise, we forgive, and spare them something called a CHANCE. but you blew it away.

and here, i wanna say, some people do not deserve a second chance. DON'T.

my baby you;

saye ade kawan name yuyu. dulu waktu part 1 die roomate sy. bedmate saye. i mean, dy katil bawah saye. i like her so dang much. she is so adorable. she's willing to learn, she likes people to advise her if she's wrong. and it's hard to find somebody like her nowadays.
i miss her smile, laugh, EVERYTHING about her. hey did i mention that she is pretty too. and mostly, she is a DORK. i'm a dork, she is dorkier. ahahaha.


by the way, i said this. but i need to say it one more time. i miss you buddy.


bayliey;

If I cant be the one to hold you baby I don't think I could live;

well seems like good times do not last long aite? i felt very sad when i was sending bil to the terminal. because i don't know when will i see her again. ( lissa i was so sad too when i watched you walk away when we were out but i know i can always see you =) )

hey, like miley said, this is the life, hold on tight. i prefer this all kind of mixed emotions than just live in one plain boring life.


bayliey;

we are so happy to see lissa.
for REAL. we love you =)))

29 hours since bill is here. it's a gift of a friend.

you belong with me;

http://www.youtube.com/user/zetaBmoon#p/u/1/VR0ZCxtEQG0

luck, love and life;

i always dream to see you. that one day i will bump into you and we'll do that suprise looks and happy dancing. i have waited for this long to see you and dig down deep in your eyes to see if i ever been there. i really hope that will happen. i never stop believing.

why should you pick side?
i mean, we're all human. some people are gay okay. or not straight.
just get over it. there's nothing wrong to be friends with them, as long as you know how to take care of yourself. owh stop judging people, PEOPLE!

i will stay the same;

i'm so excited i'm so excited!!!!
tomorrow bill will come over and we're gonna have our slumber party! or should i say 'parties' cause she's staying for 5 days. i'm so blessed. instead of that whole-handphone-thing. i really need my Bs right now.

1; bill
2; blackberry (in my dream)
3; babyboo (in future ahaha)

by the way, i watched Awan Dania last night. and Jehan Miskin has blackberry. well, that's not something huge but it is huge to me.* sangat hiperbola. and don't you think Scha is so adorable?? yes she is.

they say;

you will miss something once it's gone.
you will appreciate something once you lost it from your eyes.

well that's what i really feel now.

i'm not blind, you're always heart me;

i love Sandra Bullock. i always love Sandra Bullock. She's dang gorgeous, and amazing. After 'The Proposal' , which is good to me, 'Blind Side' is so touching. i don't know if that was out in theater or something but i will definitely, be watching it.

the ballad of paul K

And she can’t seem to put things right;

i woke up and i felt the energy. it was a good feeling i had for the day. then i cleaned up the house and everything. i wanted to wash my blanket and whatever i had on my bed. i just ripped everything off and threw those in washing machine. i noticed there was something sounding strange at the bottom of the machine but i didn't care cause i thought that it was the weigh of my sweet roses blanket. i started to feel uneasy in my stomach, i stopped the machine, put my hand in it, dancing my fingers at the bottom of it and i almost crying when i touched the 'thing'. i knew what was it. yeah my phone.

and i was okay till i wrote this down. all i think about for now, my songs and the contact. i hope you will recover so soon baby. cause i can't afford to lose you. at least, not for now.


bayliey;

i got you and it makes me feel stronger;

today was cool. because i skipped my houseworks duty and get yelled by my mom.
i have to admit i love youtube so much. i found this one amazing girl. owh at first i thought that she was a boy. i watched her first when i was searching for someone who can play 'point of view' acoustic as good as mcFly. and there she was. her channel, zetaBmoon.

i really really really like her. i mean, she's good, her voice is sooo cute, and she's so spontaneous and like 'yeah-i will do-what-i wanna do'- style . check her out. her name is cathrin. look at that. what a nice name.

ahhhh..


bayliey;