you guys are my melody;

i arrived last night at almost 2am.it was like so sudden. i didn't planned to go home yesterday. then my cousin called and asked me to go home cause she was there, about going to my house and want to turn out my room to hell. so there's no way i could let that happen so i called intan and asked her if she was still around. because she was already gone for almost 20 minutes to KL with yasin. i thought.
it turns out to be that intan was still around, and she's willing to pick me up from jusco. as soon as i reached my rent house, i was running and packing and sweating like a lost pig. and 5 hours later, ' im home!! '

i got to see my tok ngah and nek ngah. kak tiara also. but no a'an. i miss him. last time i saw him, he was small and short. but nek ngah said that he's much taller and fat. haha, what to expect. it's already 3 years since last time i saw and spoke to him. guess like i will see you again in next 3 years farhan. stay to be a kid. i love you that way. ;))

now i believe that distance is nothing. we can still work it out.

and my cousins, they are such a real deal. i love them.so much.

bayliey;

i can't believe,i fell for this;

i fell through the hole down at the bottom of your soul, didn't think you could go so low, look at what you've done you're losing me here's what you've won, got me planning to go, solo.

-solo-

bayliey;

call me greedy;

god knows how bad i want that bloody beautiful blackberry bold!

can' wait to work.
seriously.

bayliey;

how could you be my greatest fear when i love u the most?

tsunami was way good beyond my expectation.
go watch.

this unsatisfaction will never go away,
why should u die??

bayliey;

less than nothing;

All this time you've been telling me lies
hidden in bags that are under your eyes
and when i asked you i knew i was right

but if you turn your back on me now
when i need you most
but you chose to let me down
down
down.


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bayliey;

together we cry;

And does he make your blood race, your skin tingle, and your heart pound?




i wish i knew the answer.
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song:

You ruined me - JC Chazes

less than 60 days;

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tetibe terase sedih. aku masih tak bersedia nk balik.malas giler.sumpah.
so aku da bertekad, masok jek bus,lepas mak aku da ilang dr pandangan (derr), ak dgn segera akan bace doa ngan ayat qursy 3 kali, pastu ak pasang walkman, pastu membute sampe ak sampai.
it takes more than 5 hours.like usual. i just knew it.

kelas pagi pule tue.
adeh.terase seperti bau-bau untuk tidak ke kelas.

kau mmg stiff-necked izza. subjek hydraulic kot. kalo pandai xpe.
PEGI KELAS!!

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too late to apologise?

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apahal la aku ni keras kepala sgt?
and knape la plak kalo nk ckp ngan aku asyik nak marah marah?
adoi.

tak boley handle btol!

penat begadoh.mau hidup seperi dulu.

..

everybody knows the end, when curtain hits the floor;

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my day was fabulous. not that fabulous but hey, got friends by my side is more than fabulous to me.
tomorrow i need to wake up early.
by 7am (impossible i know. memandangkan saye sedang come.moon.so it is impossible))
we need to rush to get shafiq to the airport on time. and tonight, ill be busy to help my mom for our open house tomorrow.

please do come.
kg sg ramal dalam, seksyen 8, bandar baru bangi.

sebarang masalah sile roger.

and yes, i will miss our moment together, my friends. how i wish this wont come to an end.

and have a safe flight mohd syafiq zamasri. (sorry if i spelled u wrong.beat me.)
tomorrow's gonna be great.
insya ALLAH.

xoxo

we got no worries in the world;

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just got back from raya raya desa raya. with tia.
went to ammar's and shafiq's house.
tell me how long it was i didnt get to see shafiq in person.
he's just so..growing.haha. i mean the height.
haha no offense boy.

nazuan has fever. poor boy.
and paan has to go back to kulim tomorrow.
so they both cant make it.
for our raya raya desa raya.
kinda sad.
but life goes on.
cewah.

and lots of plans are waiting for me tomorrow. i am sorry. waiting for us. yes.
but there's only one plan that could make me shaking.
yeah.

that one.
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eid.

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di kesempatan ini saye ingin mengucapkan
selamat hari raye aidilfitri.
maaf zahir batin

kepada semua yg mengenali saye.
saye taw saye byk buat silap
so saye minx sorry byk2.
kite kan manusia biase.
mane ade manusia yg tak buat silap ek?

okeh, keyword;

SORRY.

and thanx to those who accept me the way i am.
i love you guys for that.

sorry hari raye ke 6 baru nak mintak maaf.
lupe banyak buat dose.

xoxo

fake.

sometimes
words can't describe how much i hate myself.
really really really hate myself.
REALLY.

more than words;

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this is the story about 2 weeks ago. ( i think)

THE NIGHT WAS AMAZING!!

okay we had bbq, me and the crew. i wish i can tell you everything but for now, the words are;
the crew, the meat, the ham, the lamb ahh what-so-ever it called, the weather, the beach, the summon (hell.), the time (double hell - i skipped 3 hours lecture next morning! argh!), music of nature, god, what a blast.

suddenly i have no words.

tho the first night was kinda sux.bcoz of the rain. dun get me wrong i love rain.
but the weather was terribly bad at the first night. the boys were so like seriously focus to create their greatest bonfire but unfortunately. percuma aja dong.

masak sikit punye banyak.last2 xjadi. postponed malam kedua. this time we decided buat bbq kat pantai bersih je. (bersih abess)

but overall..it was great.n kinda shocking.

it's weird how could people that we barely know
would say such nice things about us.

how i wish you could feel the same.

and everything's right;

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep

freaky to beauty;

she is an icon to me.

look at that chain.

it's perfect.

haha

everyone should cherish their friendship like this.

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m_mariam53 says:
is that HER BEDROOM??????HOLY SHIT!!! please tell me im wrong

Posted 2 months ago. ( permalink )

and yes.

please tell me that im wrong too.

song;

Disarm - amie miriello.

and im no-kidding when i said u have such a great taste b.

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