i think i should let you know;

I love my boyfriend. I'm not talking about forever but yes. For now, he's perfect. For me.

You don't want me;

My opinion.

Everybody will suck at least one, in a relationship. But me? I suck every time.

You know how it feels when you let somebody down? Because of you? I think the best way other than seeking forgiveness is, stay away from them. So you will stop hurting them.

Everybody hates the words of 'break up'. So do I.

sigh~~~

Happy Eid;

It's almost a month now i'm not updating this. Common word, busy. Or poyo. Whatever you wanna give me. I'm not fasting today and i'm not proud of that. You know, the last 10 days in Ramadhan are the best days ever. You could wish for anything, it might come true! Every Muslim's waiting for LailatulQadar. I hope what i pray for is worth the wait. And heaven knows how much i miss my best friends, Bill, Kaka and Ajie. Seriously, feels like ages i didn't see you guys. Come home quick and be safe. Owh yes, Happy Eid people! Lets the clothes, and shoes, and whatever you got now speak for the big day.

Download movie macam orang gile. bulan bulan puase niihhh..hissyy.

RAMADHAN;

Happy fasting to all Muslim around the world!!

Remember, ALLAH wants us to be cleaned this fasting month. Hoho, at least. I love Ramadhan.

I'm hoping for a clean and nice heart. Insya ALLAH.

To my bestfriends Bill and Tia, and soul sista, Cicin and Ajie. Selamat berpuase. Puase tak cukup takleh raye. Taw takpe.

Tell me that it's over;

From then, till now, i always believe in one thing. That whenever you think of somebody, means they are somewhere thinking about you too. Are they? Cause they don't seem like they care. I don't know if i should put my heart in that thought anymore.

I think i was being stupid. It was just something to ease your heart. Of course, it's not true.

And yes, i'm not jealous;

Why can't you just spill things you wanna say? Especially when it comes for your friends, what you have in mind, about how annoying they act, you just can't simply say what you mean. And sometimes when you got the right words, you always deliver those words wrong. A lil bit distorted, and different than what you're thinking. They think that they're so cool, pretty and stuff, while they're not. And with that so-like-innocent-face that you have girl, don't you think what you're doing is too much? It's unbearable. You are not that good, so stop playing with boys' heart okay. They are not like a piece of meat. You can't just chew them, and spit them out.

Just, stop acting like you're a hot stuff. But well, you can keep playing but you know, karma gets you. I always believe what goes around comes around.

You already had so many stinking things in your mouth. Take Listerine.

DON'T EVER LOOK BACK!

Thug story;

My life is totally ramdom right now. My roomates are awesome. It feels good and i love the curtains here. Really homey. It's been two weeks and everything's great. You could not ask for more when you have got awesome roomates, amazing friends, lovely boyfriend, super cool lecturers, owp! Now that i said that, i'm so GLAD all my lecturers are nice. I mean, really nice. Pity mia her one lecturer is kinda harsh. I mean, he sounds sick! Whatever.

Need to go to Penang. Clearance. But you know, i think Civil likes making tests like, 18 tests in two weeks. Why did i take this course in the first place?

All about you and my feelings towards you,

inside my 'DRAFT'.

You caused me something called 'pain';

Please. Stop.







You hurt me.

I have seen worse;

Currently : in mood listening to Vanessa Hudgen's songs.

Baby come back!

I used to love this girl. But never more than Ashley Tisdale :) It's when High School Musical took over the world that time. She's so sweet. A real sweetheart i must say. When she says anything, people will be stunned thinking 'Awww,she's so soft. And decent. And pretty. And soooo sweetttt.' Hell yeah. No. Don't get me wrong. I believe that she is all that. She once said that she's glad and love to be one good role model for kids. After her first scandalous pictures ever, she said that. But still, we have no right to judge her right? But then, people love judging. Hehe.

Underneath it all, i can't argue, she nails almost everything that's coming her way. I love hearing her unique voice. Recognizable. It could cheer me up with her sweet tiny voice. And! I can't wait for her new movie Beastly to come out. It's Alex Pattyfer come on!

Okay done.

DON'T;

I don't feel anything right now. I don't feel nervous about troubling minitranscript thing that i'm facing right now, i don't feel nervous about the submission of that freaking begging letter to UiTM in order to further my study, i don't feel the the air that surrounds me because my nose is stuck! I hate running nose. Makes my foot rebel, can't be moving and i will just sit quietly in one place with an overcast face. I don't care if people around me passing over me and stop, then yelling at me because i don't do any works. I just, emotionless right now.



But when i think of you, my stomach flatters, my body trembles hard, my smile appears like so sudden, my eyes wide open, my heart pumps faster and the current takes over my body. I feel thousands of emotions then.

You, are a magic.

As time passes by;

Hepi Bday baby Lissa Kamel.

Weh, our date still on kan? i can't wait to see you again. Happy Effin' Bday Lissa. I love you!
May you have a long and prosperous life. May smiles and happiness will always be drawing across your cute little face. Sorry for the late wishes but those come straight from the heart okie..!


XOXO

sighhhhhhhhhhh~~~

Through all seasons, i'll stand by you;

You know, good things come to those who wait.
So, let's just wait okie?

I'm so here, I'm so in love with you.
Fighting baby fighting!!