luv3~~

weather~smile~~sooo...in luv.

he did hit me back!!!
it was a miracle n i can't stop smiling.
hope he will understand me.
=]

xoxo
happy~~

rayEE! lAgI.~~

weather~hepi n nervous..

em..raye dis year kinda boring.
coz one day b4 raye, i went back to ipoh.
got some sakit at wit my aunt. but malaz nk pnjg2.
then,on rye ke 2 we went back to kajang.
less than 1 hour..b4 10 o'clock, we went back to jb lak.
best la gak.
coz finally i could meet my cozinss yg sgt sgt sgt bez itu..
my dad really fast..speed xtau lak laju cne..
usually it takes 4 to 5 hours to reach my kampong..
but at dat time, less thatn 3 hours kot..gle mantap bergaye ayah ak..
hehe..like daughter like father la..
im hepi hepi hepi coz xsaba ni nk sampai nih..
then smpai2..i met ain.
p/s muke die masih same dan beautiful like always..luv ya!!
i do hope to meet kak enab n nurul kpale msok air tue.
but nurul was not there.
go back to her hometown.
n i was waiting for her to come back, waiting waiting waiting..
n wit my broken heart, she didnt come back pon..
dissapointed like hell!!coz that's the craziest cozin that really close to me.
bodo la blik kg sane lame2.
then me n ain pon berdialog pnjg n slept really late n woke up rily late gak.
tu bese...
kinda sad coz i didnt meet my pokde, mokteh, kak enab, pak ngah, nek lang(my fault coz i was too lazy to come along), and many more. sowi~~ next year 1st raye kt jb.
i make sure i will go through evryone n we'll play hide n seek like the old days k..
tear~~~~

but underneath it all..
im hepi coz..~~
~finally i can eat my mak long's briyani. delicious owh yeah! for 3 days n 3 nites i was dreaming bout her nasi briyani.
~then, i got lots of duit raye. for real plez!! hahah...ak kaye!!! but suddently when i think bout my uma sewa n duit api n air..i feel like i want to kill that stupido jpj.
(pe kene mengena)
~went to CS wit ain..ok laaa...but i didnt buy anything pon..bazir duit ak jek tong2 minyak
~then today, i juz went back from nazwan's house. there's pajin,pejal, afif, faqih, haziq..n im d only one girl. despite my sis..maya.
p/s pajin is really stupid n crazy. he's really owe my leg n my penyepak.
i got hurt at my mouth n he kept saying the 'dirty' things.
correction!n attention!!im really a gud girl k..
im not like you stupid moron!
~then nazwan asked me to go out n watch cinema at alamanda. i really want to..he's not bad though..but sory la nk melebey..
im taken n i really do want to go out but there's so many things came up n we got no time. abis final k wan!!he's my kinda besfwen la gak. so nothing's wrong i guess.
~i want to meet mr A jap g. hopefully la ..coz i rily need to fix everything on my own.
p/s challenges will bring you closer to what your dream of...


n my new azam...
get down to study-udy-udy~~
GOD!!! malaz gler!!.


xoxo

raye!!!!!

weather~still angry and scared.

wutever la..
yg pntg tomorrow will go back to my hometown,
perak.
then rya ke 2 go back to johor lak. can't wait.
missssssssssss my cousins mucho2!!
and then want to meet my mr A.
if sempat la kan..
coz my ticket on 6 oct.
a lil bit late but..
who cares.
raye still raye!!

xoxo

wAaaaaaaAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa!~~

weather~scared. and sick!

guess what??
ak kene saman!!
road tax mati. that's not my fault!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~
gampang pnye jpj!!
is he really think that he's gud enough???!
im not mad bcoz he sue me..but the way he act, like bajet bagus pnye owg!!
bley bla!
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~
ak xmao amik lesen lg skali.
right b4 that incident, ptotla instinct ak nk sgt g umah mr A.
so then i wont use that way.
but i didnt followed my instinct, n now im stinks!
plez let my lesen alive~!!
plez!!
jpj stinky!!da la x g tarawih!!
(at that time laa~~)
ngek.

xoxo

juscO.heh~~xtau nk lex title pe~~

weather~just fine.

yea~yea~~
at home.
happy.
but still pressure think bout d becoming tests.
can't wait to see tia n go to bazar dis evening together.
owh yeah!!
my house seriously need to be destroyed so then it won't looks like a hell trash bin!
n im da one that must clear it all!!!!!!!!!!
geram.geram.geram.
went to jusco just now.
ok la..i got my things and syukur got his shirts and maya got her shoes n some 'private' thing and my mom got her voice.
for wut.? to keep yelling at us la bout meranapkan duit dye.
hehe~~
but im not actually listen. or care.!
coz i got wut i want. but still that scarlet shirt. lawa gler r.
falling in luv~~
will go for it. later!!
or my mum will kill me.

xoxo

if only..~

weather~addicted and lovely=]

still indamood to write blog.
so i will continue writing til i puke.
lately, im not so sober.
i mean that im always think of my mr A.
and certain of my gud friends. really gud friends, im sorry if i hv ever hurt you guys.
cicin,pipa,ajie,zap,bill,tia,helmi,halil,nizam,faqih,ieda,cyapiqa, and byk lg la..
xlarat nk tulis.
well, owg friendly, kwn pon rmai.
haha3~~ dun make that face ok!
lucky to have them in my life, and accept me the way i are,
dont judge me, and always support me from the back.
hehe~~
and my mr A. i still dun hv that courage to write his real name.
i dunno if i should.
but whatever it is, he's still in my mind, heart and myself.
really hope he will achieve what he really wants.
i really mean it. at least, supportive will make him go on kn.
i love u my archabald..
my mr A.
if only he knows....


xoxo

skip class~

weather~lazy bum and thoughtful

ok people.
now im supposed having my math clas. hehe, but i skip.
come on la people, stop pretending to be nice.
there's no way for students to not skip classes, or even once.
but im actually scared la..coz once you skipped, u'll do it again.
for sure pnye la..
lucky it's a fasting month, so iman leh tahan lg la godaan nk skip clas tue.
but this evening my besties and i will go to UT-LAB. again!!
to finish our treatment, haha..
skip clas bley, g foya2 pon ley.
and then we'll break our fasting with ezul and azie's scandal. syamie.!
haha..she's dying want syami to come along coz act we want to bring ezul g treatment skali.
but so sad la kan, coz kete x muat.
then, re arrange our plan, n xjd la nk bkak pose kt auto-city sne.
just bkak pose kt kdai dpn umah je.
ezul's treat!! haha
best3~~
burok prangai.
nk wt cmne.
that's the way i are~

xoxo

go home !!!=]

weather~waiting and hoping.

hey3!!
huhu..for the whole week im feeling so gud..
holiday comes closer...best3!!
xsabanye...
but raya dis year at ipoh, than at second of hari raya will go back to johor lak.
holly for only 5 days. mane sempat.
act, kalo ikutkn at, i really really really
don't wanna go back and celebrate raya kt ipoh.
lots of problems and misunderstanding yg jd 18 taun lps smpai skang xabis2 lg.
tp taun ni ak da nekad.
cbe la dowg try uji kesabaran ak..
tau la cmne ak letupkn umah tue.
try me.~!
isyh..jd sakit at la plak.

xoxo

sweet dream~~

weather~itchy (my leg lah!)
miss my mr A. whee~~

hisyhhh~~
csc class is soooo boring.
my fault.
hate monday's classes.
pack gler. cm nk mati ak rse.
then tonite ad practise.
sweet nibblets!!
can't wait to go home..
n mlm lailatulqadar too~~
hope i'll meet one coz i really need that.
sweet dream everynite.
i must be totally crazy~~
but that made my day..=]

xoxo

can't wait.

weather~ lots of emotions in one day..fakey nyeee~~

eheh..while i still got time n ila's laptop, so i just want to write anything that i feel like i should write.
this sunday, my besties and i will go to UT LABS..hehe..g wt facial. first time in my life..finally i will do it. xsabanye,..
im dying to look perfect on hari raye this year. almost for this month i've been working out..not too much but byk gak la..
so, besides do that facial thing, i'll start packing my things nk bwk blik.
bese r, smangat gler. xtau plak kt skola dlu, 10 hari b4 rye ak da packing da. huuhu~zmn glap, asyik homesick jek. that was then, now im stronger.
correction~much stronger.

haha~~
ajie da ajak blik lak.nk g bazar.
ceh, looks like i really want to lose weight but still, everyday go to bazar ramadhan.
pe kes??

hehe~~ holding my own beauty.
lalala~~

xoxo

dak ajie~

weather~ confuse, err..~~



luv dye~

cumel mukaku.dan muke ajie juge.

ajie rox!

i forgot to write bout this.
on 10 hb 8. it was ajie's buzday.
bes gler smbut kt umah sewa tue.
it was ok la..n d cake pon sdap. tp ktowg x abis n pas kt jiran sbela.
mmg lucky jiran ngan ktowg.
haha..it was funny la coz ajie didnt expect it at all.
me,cicin n ajie be4 that g cc. on9 pnye on9, pastu nk go back home.
b4 that pipa da blik dlu. reason= stomach ache. da tau da.
nothin's weird la.
then smpai umah, bkak jek pintu, ade kek n we sang together,
best suprise tok aji.(tho i write like nothin's gud)
n ajie a.k.a my rumate, she's d best..
and stylo milo..
comel lote..
n helpful person.
glad to hv u as my fwen.
but she's really kuat complaint. sabanye~~
and~!!she's gud at cooking.
she's d one that always cooked for us whenever we're at home. sdap hingga jilat kaki.
sayang ajie.
she's gud, she's hot, she's the best pix editor in d world,she's stylo, she's really supportive n she neva force me to do or to talk sumthin that i dont want to..
thatnx 4 being understanding ya..
luv ya mucho2!!!!

luck . love . life

weather~ unstoppable. think bout mr A.

just my luck.
love this song tho it's like 10 years ago pnye lgu..
hope that i got my luck.
hope that my love life will turn out perfect.
hope that my life will complete with him.

haisyhh~~

wanna be a fake??

weather~blur, missing my mr A. mucho2!

there's a lot of fake persons nowadays. (im not writing an essay!)n i dunno how to react.
it's weird coz they seem nice but stab u from the back.
how could they do sumthin like that. yeah, i know im not perfect, n i got lots of weaknesses too, but at least, be honest wit everyone n im not hipokrit.
cover cun tu bley r~~hakhak~~
what everla..think bout these nonsense things pon wt sakit at jek.
act nk ckp zap da ad awek..haha~~
muke ganas, tp dlm at penoh tmn bunga,ntah pape.
but still, i want him to be happy. thanx for all ur support yek, n tlg doakan ak ngan mr A. kih3~~
idup jgn jiwang sangat. geli doh.
n now, i hope in this blessing month, hope everybody's wishes will come true.
esp mine.


xoxo

oh boy..

weather~like want to kick sumone.
but still..i love u A.

this is fasting month,but still,it didnt stop me from being a jerk.
act im not.but i really want to write bout this. there's sumbody in my uni, which i know who he is..dak part 2, n his name is A bkn nme sebenar. he's admire pipa. haha!! pipa lucky you! lucky ad owg minat,but so sad ad owg pasan minat kat pipa. poor her..we met once coz kunun2 he wanted to meet pipa. i was there, n his okay la.. but ak start jaki ngan dy when he said that sumbody was yelling his name like crazy n that was me!! pasan gler!!
location= bazar ramadhan
mangsa= izam dak band.
i was shouting izam's name, not him. n no to loud.trust me.i know he was there but come on la..pehal ak nk tetbe jerit name dy. then he msg pipa ckp apahal ur friend tu shouting2 my name.. gile ker.. peh..menyirap smpai ke urat kpale btol dga. pasan gler!! pipa!!!no matter what, plez choose d other guys, way better from him ok!!~
then when pipa said, that im not act shouting his name..n sure confirm la dy bengang. but still he said that, owh, xprasan la plak, all i know is that sumbody was shouting my name like dy kene histeria. owh god. nseb bln pose ni..n i really want that blessing u know. kalo x da lme da ak blasah mke dy. owg cmtu sajak kne tumbuk jek. psiko btol.

huhhhhhh~~~~~
ok now,i can't stop worrying bout my studies but i do nothing bout it.
very gud.

xoxo

ramadhan is in ur heart~

weather~stand still and excited. (like always~miss my archabald..<3)

today is d third day of fasting n it's ok laaa~~
got lots of things to settle.
dgn 2 tests yg xamek lg.
n i need to cover so many many many subjects bcoz i really want to get gud results 4 dis sem. (but i do nothing except out and out and shop.)
n i miss my buddy la..
miss bill..i dunno why i keep thinking bout her..at this time 2 years ago(time kt skola kn...~~) it was really fun coz we're such a dork. we're always yelling and singing out loud lgu raye dlm kelas n i was totally having fun. my classmates mmg best n sporting gler.
p/s ~ windu gler kt kowg!!huhu~~
but u know, bill is bz..i guess..n i dun wanna disturb her. she needs to study hard to go to aucland n i should at least support her right? tho i do nothing at all..
emm..at dis fasting month, i really wanna change..i realized that i was so 'xbtol' before n cruel and bad n many more, n i really have to fix it.
so i hope i won't escape even one tarawih coz i really need that extra help from GOD for my future, n of coz to get His blessing. i wanna study hard for my family n of coz my archabald. i really 3000x want to do dis rite. ( x smangat gler lak tak?? )

n owh yeah..i got burfday present from cicin. and im happy.
but im always wondering why me???
to be different from anybody else, i dunno either
it's great or
it's sux.!!
i hate dis feelings coz i should juz accept it with my whole and rela heart but im juz iza, so full of ???
but whatever pon
thanx!!

xoxo