dancing in the rain is perfect for me;

.

haha still at home.
watching my favourite movie of the day.
u guys dun wanna know ;p

im a monser today.
i eat all the time.what the hell i dunno why.
my body would'nt wanna co-operate with my brain
whatever.

supposed to have a long lasting conversation last night with bff
girls' pillow talk
blame my dad. ~sigh~
but thanx babe.i got ur back like u got mine.
the songs are fantabulous thanx
ahaha
btw it's raining hard this morning.
my slept was distracting by that,for a second.
the 1st thought was, 'what the fish.?awhh my bag's still at the yard!!'
then i was like, whatever and dozed off.

now it's never gonna dry.

im laughing all the way around
so hard to keep myself distracting
keepin' myself busy
and they said im happy crazily funny
hahahah yes i am.
find the word torn.

out.

it's a blessing in disguise;

.

my day was pretty fun,
thanx la la lyn,
tolong jgn asyik menyemak kat facebook jek,haha
and sure u are the next isla fisher shopaholic girl!
but i love you.
we've been friends since we were 10 right?
almost 10 years. owh god.
10 YEARS .
wow.

no big apple :( btw
but it's okay, i had fun
lyn said that i always looked excited,and energetic.
haha pardon?tell me something i don't know?? :)
drink gatorade.yeah don't. i hate that.
im sorry if i was too fast for you to catch up lyn
ko pancit awal sangat. baru jalan 5 jam.
from pavillion to sungei wang to isetan
i was feeling refreshing! and sooo alive.haha
now im restless.my head hurts owh yeaaahh..

and that's not the end
i got another suprise
bil's bestfriend, kinda like mine too ;p
won 4 passes to worldstage concert what-so-ever-it-called
and she wants me to go. bill too of coz.haha im blessed!
thanx wewe honey.
i wasnt that excited at first. but then i found out that pixie lott is in the list!
i LOVE her voice.like amazingly amazing!
so if i got the chance and no replacement classes for bill,
i will go. probably. but it's totally okay wewe if u want to hand out
the pass to somebody else.i dont mind. ^_^
tho i met her for the first time at archie's showcase,
i think that was 4months ago,
just wanna say thank you bcoz u're being so nice to me.
*hugsies.

and bil,i love you mucho2 hey.
we're one and the same.
i still demi,and u stay be selena.
;)


song for this entry:
pixie lott - use somebody.

.

i'm pretty gangster myself;

windy morning;
yeah morning,i woke up early today

on my way to catch my supposed-to-be- fun day
with leen.
im done.leen's not.
im still waiting for her.
come and pick me up la la leen.
cant wait for pavillion.
i want 'big apple'
besar punye~ hakhak *sile tiru gaye lufia

i put lipstick on my lips, then i washed it off
like usual,since i was a kid
what can i say.
i juz love licking my lips,like archie.
LIZARD .
i already knew that i will feel the 'awkwardness'
and disgusting everytime i wear that.
but why still i wear it.
yes . bcoz im an idiot
and this idiot still didn't managed to get her tix last night.

.

a thousand lines on my face telling u my stories;

hey peeps.
what's your mood today?
pick one.

this morning it was a lil bit extraordinary.than usual.
when i woke up and walked straight away to my mirror.
i was staring at my face. myself . me .
and there's something in my eyes.like i didnt noticed that before.
it was my eye lashes.
it's pretty different today. keep staring at the mirror
and was musing over the perfect memories of the past
knowing that it wont come back.
then i was bursting out laughing.
and yes i felt stupid.
i think i need a hammer.and stamp my head with that.
it better be a good day.

im a bit jealous of those people who have their routine
i mean,they have plans. they know what to do next after next.
it's not that i dont have anything in mind.
i have lots.time is all that i need.

so that's why my wish for today is :

hoping for my face to stumble up on a car right after i stepped out of my front door
to pick up my laundry
alphard might be nice.
i need that car to go get my tix,!for GOD' sake izza!
procrastinate is such a right word for u!
or...hmm..
i could drive the car straight away to penang.
and showing off my alphard to every single hot guy around campus.
emmm*thinking thinking~~

ok.!that's not the point.
the point is that now i don't have a transport
means that i still dun get my tix, yet!
so then i dunno what time is left for me.
i dont wanna take dat 'night bus'.
im scared.and im alone. so double scared.
for now im thinking bout taking a bus at 3 pm.
is that okay?so if my bad luck is already gone,
the bus supposed to arrive at 8 pm.
but for my record,none of the public transports that ive been using all this time,
will arrive on time.
seriously not even close.
even my flight was delayed. once.
screwed that.
usually it takes 7-9 hours. crazy.
baek aku balek kempas johor tros kalo camtu.
owh last week i arrived on time.for the first time in my 2 years ++
since i went to penang.
i won't forget that. the lucky one.

okeh no more words ill go get my tix tonite.
and not with alphard la of coz.
*frustrating yet smiling


song of the day
fences - paramore

out.

when two different worlds collide;

i dunno what to write.
dang cold here at my place.
feels empty.
i think i lost my focus now.
nothing seems right.
i said i can't do every single thing right!

wait wait.
owh yes i need to get my ticket to penang
ASAP.
lucky me
leen asked me to follow her this friday to renew her licence
kat KL.huh.not to mention that i need to renew mine as well.
juz now i went to post office.
like usual.got my number.waiting.then stepped out with nuthin
i need to go to cheras.gile jauh.
my bad luck.on repeat.
then she wants to do her shopping shopping thing. pavillion maybe.
her favourite place.
im not in the mood for shopping now. juz want to get some fresh air.
seriously i need that like so bad.uh.uh.

my wish for today :
please let me win a tix to england.
seriously i need a vacation.


song of the day;
POV (point of view) - mcfly.

out.
i said out people.

salamat po

.

dear carla ,
ur seriously nice
like seriously
thank you *teary eyes.

btw,if i can come to manila,i probably will
thanx for mentioning my name in ur vlog.
such an honour hey.
btw, bill and i will try our best to send u our vlog.
*haha.wondering how and when thats gonna happen

we're miles apart
but still u gave me reasons to smile ;p
hope ure doing fine there
dun worry bout me. im absolutely fine.
one more hurt wont give me any difference btw
bahahaha

okie dokie
mahal na mahal kita.

c'est la vie.

nice one.

.

...

'Now you told me on a sunday
That it wasn't gonna work~~~'

the rest in this awesome song

'Everytime You Lie' - Demi Lovato.

awesome song awesome voice awesome lyrics
good job demi.
and thank you.

~the soul you'll never see again,
won't be showing scars~~

huhu
i cant believe ive been
listening to this song the whole day.!


.

...

song of the day

transylvania


out

berat berat.

sometimes stranger is nicer than
the one we already know.


ape kate kalian?

virus.toxic.

okeh.
on 22th of july, i was rushing to go to my 1st class of the day.
at 12 pm.
but then we arrived,late as usual,
campus was in chaos.like seriously.
everybody was all around LP and talking and chatting and screaming
whatever. i juz want to know 'what's happening hey?'
then we went to mak guard *ahak. cicin,pipa and me
we were being friendly like so sudden and she told us that campus is already closed til 28th of july
owh.that virus la of course.
i was happy and cicin and i went to get our ticket at jeti.
next day at 9 am.

we arrived kat pudu at 2 pm and my cuzzie got class.
then me and cicin decided nak lepak2 kt times square.
sampai kol 6pm. gile lame.pastu dy nk blik kuantan teros.
cicin pon pegi meninggalkan aku. *hey im strong.
i was waiting for my cuzin to come and pick me up.
owh not so fast,he came at 7 *lame gle ak tgu boley!
kitowg g jln2 and makan sundae then dy kol kwn dy ajak hang out skali
and last2 kitowang decide nk tgk the taking of pelham 1,2,3
best gak la. denzel washington is sooo cool.
and akim's friend..he was cool and friendly.
mizan kot name dy.ha,yelah tu.

and aku ingat nak stay over kat uia 1 mlm.
tido bilik lissa.abes tgk muvie *tiket kol 9.50.abes nk kol 12.
akim sengal pecut cam haram.
woah seriously i was scared.like hell.
da la moto tempat dok blakang cam batu. sakit pinggang ak.
at the same time..aku cuak juge.
kalo2 tetibe ak xboley masok uia dan akim disaman.
mane ak nk tdo mlm tu?
tepi highway?
then tetibe ade police lak kat entrance uia.
cuak cuak doa doa.
naseb lepas. then akim wat2 ketawa.kunun2 cam hebat la dpt lepas.
walhal ak tau dy pon cuak haram gak.
as soon as i saw lissa hepi gile weh.lame gle tak jumpe.
then the rest of the night was amazing.
thanx esah for the bed,the pillow,the toiletries, lappy.twlight! haha~~
thanx mucho2. te kiero!

and to akim thanx cuzzie.best cozin ever.
sanggup anta ak kat kajang.nanti ak blanje big apple.hak3.
seriously,ko mmg sengal. hot stuff abes.

p/s hey,thank u so much for the memories.dun wory im fine.

out

random

i juz luv this pix.
axie is such a great editor!
thanx.

i want to upload more but my computer cant detect my pendrive.
$#$%#%

okay bye.

leave out all the rest!

i know you.

weather ~ shocking!!


campus is closed.
i guess its getting bad and serious.
whoa whoa yeah.
dunno what to do next.
but i love packing.

one week on leave baby.
one week.

to stalkers.
u guys are the greatest.
stalk me.

out.

punch me.

bill is right.

no-bueno.

we are different.

ouh this is hard man.

what u see's not what u get

.

get a life.

told you im not that delicate.

sexy and smouldering?

not me.

thank you.

go and ask serena van der woodsen.

.