weather~~ hepi bangat, missing thailand~
sawadikkapppp~~
i just went back from thailand yesterday nite.
hahah~~
hepi gler bile dpt gak jejak negara orang.
ktowg bertolak dr uitm kol 6 pagi bley tak.
sampai sne kol 12 lbey gak la, sampai2 tros check in.
sepanjang perjalanan sgt tired dan ngantokz, n muke sangat seposen ble terpaksa tron nek bus banyak kali for imigresen pnye proses.
but im happy3x.
ktowg praktis lepas letak barang dlm bilek. (sangat menyakitkan hati ye)
then we have our lunch at the lobby.
it was awesome. the foods and the tom yam memang cantek d ctow mantap owh yeah!
seyes tak tipu.
sgt kenyang tahap gle.
then we straight away go to the convensyen centre dowg, prince university of songkhla.
bese r training sume, and make lambat sampai lagi 5 minit nk perform pon ade lg yang tak siap make up!
waduh waduh!! benci btol aku suasana time tu.
then perform jadi tak jadi jek. byk btol mistakes ak. yela, training 2 ari jek, amek la muke ako.
bla bla..(byk sgt pengalaman, x larat nk cter sume)
the best experience is....shopping!!!
gle murah barang die.
night market dy mmg heaven la wa cakap sama lu. brg tak banyak gler plak.
( perempuan yg x suke shopping disarankan supaya jgn pegi so kaki anda tidak akan muntah2 kekenyangan)
market dye sangat besar ye.. tak tergambar kate2.
murah+cantek+puas hati.
but the problem kat sane is language. so ktowg pon xphm ape dowg ckp, dowg pon xphm ape aku cakap. tho ckp english pon ssh nk survive. (ceh ceh)
lucky we have kak fiza yg fluent gler ckp thailand. (sangat kagum)
second nite g jln2 lgik..pg minum teh ais thailand. bley tahan sedap r..
jumpe lak segerombolan owg melayu.
ketawa besar mlm tue ble one of the malaysians tu ade gak yg melatah cm ila. haha..
connection abes. bley lak berbalas balas melatahnye.
aku sekadar senyum kerana takot, ( takot ila akan melemparkan pelempangnye dalam ketidaksedaran diri)
dlm best2 ade gak yg tak best nye.
satu, xleh blas msg owg sebab ak x beli sim card thailand.
then, ak xdapat nk belikan sourvenir tok kwn2 ak, huhu ( im toast)
n ak kene berjimat pd bulan ini memandangkan duit suda banyak dihabiskan d thailand. (im a dead meat)
whatever pon, idup hanye skali.
ntah ble lg ak dpt pegi sana kan.
haha~sedapkan at sendiri.
n im gonna miss thailand...
kap kun kap thailand.
chandra te ma..
xoxo
and i knew you were different from the way i caved;
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
im tagging by B
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. (kinda true)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I've tried Marijuana.
I love playing video games. (sometimes)
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I curse sometimes.[i curse ALL the time!]
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year .
I use to carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now. (i hate this part!)
I love sushi.
I talk really fast. (can't change it!)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (in my dream jeler)
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (n what is that??)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (call me call me!!)
I have picked someone of the same sex.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I enjoy window shopping.
I love to shop. (im not just bold it,..hehe~)
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (that is soooooooooo not true!!)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (im sorry..)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have changed a diaper before.
I want to have children in the future.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything. (thank GOD)
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I have tried alcohol before.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friends. (let's change it 'without' my best friend..)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys [sometimes hey!]
I study for tests most of the time. (wish i will..)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (yeah right)
I plan on achieving a dream/goal.
I hate office jobs.
I worked at McDonald's.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I usually like covers than originals.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.[this is it)
I can't stick to a diet.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I talk in my sleep.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
i'm tagging
everyone!!
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. (kinda true)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I've tried Marijuana.
I love playing video games. (sometimes)
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I curse sometimes.[i curse ALL the time!]
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year .
I use to carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now. (i hate this part!)
I love sushi.
I talk really fast. (can't change it!)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (in my dream jeler)
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (n what is that??)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (call me call me!!)
I have picked someone of the same sex.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I enjoy window shopping.
I love to shop. (im not just bold it,..hehe~)
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (that is soooooooooo not true!!)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (im sorry..)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have changed a diaper before.
I want to have children in the future.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything. (thank GOD)
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I have tried alcohol before.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friends. (let's change it 'without' my best friend..)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys [sometimes hey!]
I study for tests most of the time. (wish i will..)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (yeah right)
I plan on achieving a dream/goal.
I hate office jobs.
I worked at McDonald's.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I usually like covers than originals.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.[this is it)
I can't stick to a diet.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I talk in my sleep.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
i'm tagging
everyone!!
it's raining inside
weather~ sorry..
if u read this,
im sorry,
im juz not ready yet.
not juz with you,
but with anyone.
just yet.
thanx for understanding.
xoxo
if u read this,
im sorry,
im juz not ready yet.
not juz with you,
but with anyone.
just yet.
thanx for understanding.
xoxo
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
it was tearing up my heart,
weather~ damn frustated
phuaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!~~
i had my test yesterday(again!)
test structure and mechanics laboratory
(dgn nada yg sangat menyampah ye)
masalahnye..it might be considered if they tell me earlier that we have test yesterday.
ak taw 6 hours before test kot.
dgn kelas pack cm hanjeng..
ouuuhh...lek dlu..
since i was d only one yesterday without ila ( coz she was taking mc)
so then i went to class. n boley plak aku terlupe ila amek mc n da blik umah.
long story.......~~
lalala~~..
ayie nmpak n told me that ila didnt come to clas.
yeah great!
spectacular cool, i had to call pipa ( sory coz i know u were down at that time.. dun wory everything will turn out okay..aminnnn.....)
pipa amek, arrived at home at 5.30. got at least one hour to study btol2.
test kol 8 pm and 6.30 ade spa-Q lak.
can't resist that one. (tibe2)
study, memorize, sambil my right eye n left eye take turn to watch tv..
but inside..super duper cool warm feeling.
tak neves langsong!
ak da xpaham knape.
aku rase die nak soh aku redha je kot.
then i start neves coz im not neves. (apakah?)
g test, dgn confidential nye aku membuke kertas soklan..
n 1 more thing,
my 'luck' to have all lecturers like so-strick-and-pressure-me-better-hit-me-with-jamban-punye-seliper._ urhHHH!
opened my question paper, yeah, cantek d ctow ble soklan part 3 yg kuar.
amek ko jajan..
lucky i still remember those, a bit.
lantak la.
dun care no more.
still many problems in my life.
can't stare to only that.
chow.
urgh!&*^E#$3$
phuaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!~~
i had my test yesterday(again!)
test structure and mechanics laboratory
(dgn nada yg sangat menyampah ye)
masalahnye..it might be considered if they tell me earlier that we have test yesterday.
ak taw 6 hours before test kot.
dgn kelas pack cm hanjeng..
ouuuhh...lek dlu..
since i was d only one yesterday without ila ( coz she was taking mc)
so then i went to class. n boley plak aku terlupe ila amek mc n da blik umah.
long story.......~~
lalala~~..
ayie nmpak n told me that ila didnt come to clas.
yeah great!
spectacular cool, i had to call pipa ( sory coz i know u were down at that time.. dun wory everything will turn out okay..aminnnn.....)
pipa amek, arrived at home at 5.30. got at least one hour to study btol2.
test kol 8 pm and 6.30 ade spa-Q lak.
can't resist that one. (tibe2)
study, memorize, sambil my right eye n left eye take turn to watch tv..
but inside..super duper cool warm feeling.
tak neves langsong!
ak da xpaham knape.
aku rase die nak soh aku redha je kot.
then i start neves coz im not neves. (apakah?)
g test, dgn confidential nye aku membuke kertas soklan..
n 1 more thing,
my 'luck' to have all lecturers like so-strick-and-pressure-me-better-hit-me-with-jamban-punye-seliper._ urhHHH!
opened my question paper, yeah, cantek d ctow ble soklan part 3 yg kuar.
amek ko jajan..
lucky i still remember those, a bit.
lantak la.
dun care no more.
still many problems in my life.
can't stare to only that.
chow.
urgh!&*^E#$3$
Monday, February 16, 2009
my pressure on his hips,
weather~ terpesong~
hey hey hey peeps~
im back im back and yes..im always back.
(gilak)
today i want to share with you about something which is quite sensentap issue..
pengkid or tomboy. ( ilham dr blog lissa..ehhehe)
ok..skang ni mmg da rmai pmpuan yg ske transform jd tomboy..or peng.
and for me, everyone has their own right, they make their own decision, their life.
sukati dorang la nak watpe pon.
ak xpenah nak discriminate this people sbb aku taw everything happens for a reason.
xde maknenye sume mende jadi tibe2. mesti ade sebab,
even saje2 nak try pon merupekan satu sebab gak.
as long as they are not messing with my guts, so..aku takde masalah.
plus..ehem ehem..
aku penah minat kat peng.
hehe.
dulu..~! dulu...!~
time zaman gelap jahiliah dlu..( smalam)
i juz fancy her..nothing's more, sbb kadang2 gaye dowg mmg mantap d ctow wa cakap sama lu.
bergaye stail happening stylo di mane2
and muke lak wannabe fierce.
eheh..so cam terpana seketika.
and never ever cross my mind untuk pergi sampe kapel.
xnak ak..peng pon xnak kapel ngan aku..huhu~
xde nafsu. satu jantina.
so..suke2 tgk muke dowg gitu jeler..
plus..dowg ni nmpak je kasa, tp dalaman still wanita.
so..we need to respect them as we respect others.
cakap pon kene jage,xboley men hembos jek.
btw, im supposed to have my structure class and now, tuto math class..
tp ak skipp sbb on9.
prangai smakin menjadi2..
smakin teruk dan benanah.
xpela, ni first time.
pasni tak wat lagik.
ak sakit perut nih.
btol btol btol.
out.
xoxo
hey hey hey peeps~
im back im back and yes..im always back.
(gilak)
today i want to share with you about something which is quite sensentap issue..
pengkid or tomboy. ( ilham dr blog lissa..ehhehe)
ok..skang ni mmg da rmai pmpuan yg ske transform jd tomboy..or peng.
and for me, everyone has their own right, they make their own decision, their life.
sukati dorang la nak watpe pon.
ak xpenah nak discriminate this people sbb aku taw everything happens for a reason.
xde maknenye sume mende jadi tibe2. mesti ade sebab,
even saje2 nak try pon merupekan satu sebab gak.
as long as they are not messing with my guts, so..aku takde masalah.
plus..ehem ehem..
aku penah minat kat peng.
hehe.
dulu..~! dulu...!~
time zaman gelap jahiliah dlu..( smalam)
i juz fancy her..nothing's more, sbb kadang2 gaye dowg mmg mantap d ctow wa cakap sama lu.
bergaye stail happening stylo di mane2
and muke lak wannabe fierce.
eheh..so cam terpana seketika.
and never ever cross my mind untuk pergi sampe kapel.
xnak ak..peng pon xnak kapel ngan aku..huhu~
xde nafsu. satu jantina.
so..suke2 tgk muke dowg gitu jeler..
plus..dowg ni nmpak je kasa, tp dalaman still wanita.
so..we need to respect them as we respect others.
cakap pon kene jage,xboley men hembos jek.
btw, im supposed to have my structure class and now, tuto math class..
tp ak skipp sbb on9.
prangai smakin menjadi2..
smakin teruk dan benanah.
xpela, ni first time.
pasni tak wat lagik.
ak sakit perut nih.
btol btol btol.
out.
xoxo
Sunday, February 15, 2009
truth will come out someday.



Aku baru terbaca mengenai tulisan Khai di blognya mengenai Facebook. Selepas selesai
membacanya, aku rasa terpanggil untuk berkongsi cerita mengenai Facebook ini.
Walaupun bagi sesetengah orang cerita ini cerita lama, tetapi apa salahnya aku kongsikan
sekali lagi sebagai info tambahan.
Ramai yang suka menggunakan laman web sosial seperti MySpace, Frienster, Tagged
dan juga Facebook untuk mencari kawan dan juga member lama di ruangan maya. Ada
yang menjadikan laman web sosial sebegini sebagai satu tempat untuk mereka berkarya,
tidak kurang juga yang menjadikannya sebagai satu tempat dalam memperjuangkan
wadah dan pemikiran masing-masing. Yang penting, ianya PERCUMA dan itulah yang
aku ingin kongsikan.
Lamab web sosial sekarang tidak ubah seperti blog.
Dengan menggunakan umpan yang paling senang iaitu PERCUMA, berduyun-duyun
pengguna Internet akan berusaha untuk mendapat satu account bagi diri masing-masing.
Apatah lagi kalau username mereka masih belum diguna pakai oleh orang lain.
Betul`kan? Jadi sebagai pembuka kata, hari ini kita akan berkongsi sedikit info mengenai
laman web sosial yang sedang meletup iaitu FACEBOOK.
Sebenarnya, ada sebahagian “dark side” yang tidak diketahui oleh berjuta pengguna
internet di dunia ini mengenai Facebook. Ini adalah satu konspirasi teori yang telahpun
menjadi fakta benar dan apa yang boleh kita lakukan sekarang adalah “lihat” dan “terus
melihat”. Jika ada di antara kita yang telah meletakkan butir-butir peribadi sebenar di
dalam Facebook, maknanya tiada apa lagi yang kita boleh lakukan.

Sedarkah kita siapa sebenarnya di belakang Facebook?
Sedarkah kita bahawa semua data-data yang kita berikan itu telahpun disimpan oleh
pihak CIA?
Mereka boleh mengakses semua mengenai kita dan dengan mudah mendapat semua
butir-butir diri tanpa perlu bertanya kepada kita, bos kita, kawan-kawan kita, pihak
universiti kita, keluarga kita dan banyak lagi sumber at anytime they want!!
Dan yang lebih menyedihkan lagi, ramai dari kita terutamanya rakyat Malaysia sudahpun
memberikan 100% info dan butir-butir diri mereka dengan TEPAT. Apabila ditanya,
mereka dengan mudah menjawab, “nanti kalau member lama atau member sekolah ingin
mencari kita… senang sikit!”
Malang sekali bukan itu yang berlaku.
Dalam pada keghairahan yang kita sendiri wujudkan terhadap Facebook, kita sedikitpun
tidak membaca dasar ataupun polisi yang Facebook letak di dalam laman web mereka.
Yang kita tahu hanyalah PERCUMA dan sikap ramah dan jujur kita itulah yang boleh
memakan diri kita sendiri sebenarnya.
Mari kita lihat apakah yang Facebook nyatakan mengenai butir-butir peribadi yang kita
sendiri masukkan dalam account Facebook kita:

(bace terms of services)
Cuba bayangkan!!!
Facebook yang telah menjadi kegilaan pengguna internet adalah tempat yang paling
mudah untuk CIA mendapatkan data peribadi mereka dengan PERCUMA. Bagi
pengguna kebanyakan (mereka yang bukan extreme), mungkin ia tidak akan membawa
keuntungan kepada pihak CIA tetapi bagi mereka yang mempunyai “title” sebagai
“professional” seperti seorang doktor, peguam, PROFESSOR, scientist dan yang
seumpamanya… inilah MANGSA CIA yang sebenarnya.
Mengapa?
Kerana sama ada kita percaya atau tidak, ramai golongan professional yang meletakkan
segala butir-butir mengenai diri mereka dengan lengkap bagai nak rak dengan alasan
mereka mempunyai kawan di seluruh dunia dan masing-masing tidak mahu “kalah”
dalam menceritakan semua kejayaan dan kegiatan yang telah mereka kecapi.
Bukankah itu semua adalah PRIVACY diri sendiri?
Pernahkah kita/mereka fikirkan mengenai RISIKO yang mereka letakkan ke atas diri
mereka sendiri?
- Habis semua data mengenai aktiviti dimasukkan.
- Habis semua data mengenai achievement diri dimasukkan.
- Address, hometown, phone number, clubs, jobs, rekod pendidikan, interests, daily
schedule…. habis diberikan begitu sahaja. Itu semua akan disimpan oleh pihak CIA
sebagai data yang boleh dijadikan statistik untuk kegunaan mereka pada masa hadapan.
Malah, maklumat mengenai keluarga juga dimasukkan dengan selamba.
Halo…
Kita marah bila orang mengambil tahu hal kita.
Kita marah bila orang mencungkil privacy kita.
Tapi kita tidak sedar yang kita telah “berikan” semuanya di dalam Facebook kita!
Ikut percakapan kasar orang di warung kopi, bunyinya memang menarik. Ini dialognya:
Esok kalau katakan mereka hendak menyerang Malaysia, mereka sudahpun tahu
dimanakah golongan bijak pandai di Malaysia ini berada/tinggal. Sebelum dia serang,
mereka akan bunuh dahulu golongan bijak pandai ini…. tiada apa yang tinggal.
Bukankah semua info yang mereka perlukan sudahpun ada dalam tangan mereka?
Facebook best!
Face book nombor 1 sekarang !!!
Memang betul.
Itu memang satu fakta. Tiada siapapun boleh menafikannya.
Dan ini juga adalah satu fakta:
Facebook telah di tampung sebanyak USD500,000 oleh bekas CEO Paypal, Peter Thiel.
Jadi tiada masalah untuk mempromosikannya. Tidak cukup dengan itu, sebanyak
USD12.7 juta telah dilaburkan ke dalam Facebook oleh James Breyer dari Accel
Partners. Mereka semuanya ada agenda yang mereka sendiri faham. Jika kamu hendak
tahu siapakah mereka semua ini dan siapakah DALANG di sebalik laman web sosial ini,
kamu harus memberikan fokus yang sepenuhnya pada slide flash video yang akan kamu
lihat sebentar lagi. Mainkannya berulang-ulang dan cuba fahamkan.
Satu lagi, pihak CIA sendiri menggunakan Facebook group to untuk merekrut staffnya
bagi program kesayangan mereka iaitu National Clandestine Service. Malah, Dr Anita
Jones juga telah menjadi sebahagian dari Dark Side ini. Dr Anita Jones adalah Defence
(sumber di atas di copy daripada email yg aku dapat. terima kasih.)
sangat gumbira~~wuhuu~
weather~ berbunga bunga. hahah
last 2 nights, i had my fluid and water laboratory test.
hahah! dengar name je sudey sangat menggerunkan.
n it was sux!
susah yang sangat keterlaluan boley tak
sangat menyakitkan hati ini.
frustating.
isshh ade pulak owang kat cc ni yang buat macam umah sendiri.
kuat giler mendengus.
okeh, berbalik pada topik asal..
my lab test was extremely hard and sux ( mention 2 times heh.)
and the lecturers were extremely annoying. (not my teaching lecturer. she's gud tho)
oopss..sangat rase guilty tapi kesakitan hati nggak dapat dinafikan lagik!
im sorry madam ********.
she just to tough. xpenah slame ni x boley bwk msok pencil case dlm dewan.
tetibe. bapak ketat gile rules. pencil case pon tak boley. pe masalah? boley jek nak letak bawah krusi ke, bwh krusi sbelah ke..ahh..mst kamo smue nggak paham.
she's loud and that made me feel some 'goosebumps' in my stomach.
cakap tak kuat giler plak.
but, through wutever..segiempat bermude between me n my fwens tetap dilaksanakn.
muke ketat masih dipamerkan.
hell!
tengok jek kertas soklan boley plak aku ketawe.
sebab ape??
yeah!!
sebab susah sangat.
cantek d ctoww!
i was memorize all the things like hell..more than 10 experiments,
with all the procedures were twisting like corbin bleu's hair..i luv u corbin!
but still..i can't answer it with confidence. at least tahap keyakinan kalau berada pd tahap 5 over 10, itu masih boleh ditrime.
hadoiihhh!
sakit hatinyeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not to mention that i studied last minute.
sleep late.
sleepy during day-class.
hahah!
padan muke aku.
lagi skali..!
padan muke aku.
yeah!
btw, weather yg berbunga2 itu bukan atas sebab aku tidak dapat menjawab test dengan baek.
xoxo
Saturday, February 14, 2009
what about now
weather~ hot hot hot.
hel-lo peeps.
past few days, miracle happened to me.
im freaking happy,
n juz one word.
thankful.
xoxo
Monday, February 9, 2009
the chaos that controlled my mind
Directions:Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you.Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
1. never know why i can't get over my favourite habit..which is collecting outfits. i guess im not the one whom always did that.
2. sometimes i can be too competetive and moody. i juz can't help myself, once i feel sad or angry or morose, i'll show it directly,. i can't bear pretend like everything's alright.
3. i hate wearing something light. specific=white.clothes. i feel insecure. haha..pelik. ;
4. sometimes when i luv somebody too much, or maybe not that much, but still i luv them, (apakah?) i can't show them how i truly feel bout them..xreti nk ekspresso kan perasaan ak inie.
for the selected persons only, not all.
5. im not tall.and bcoz of that, i have to wear heels, n it's hard..n hurts! im not gonna miss even one day to slip, (means i can't walk perfectly like fazura* gol&gincu actress) . my foots hurt like hell but as long as it looks good on me, i can manage. owh yeah!
6. i think i should actually wear phua chu kang boots coz it looks great and durable. coz my shoes *any shoes* will find its next place * in the trash* next 6 months by the time i bought it. durability? my shoes? or me?
7. im a exercise-holic..but im also eat-holic. means i can push myself to do 140 sits-up everyday, n im also good in pushing myself to keep eating something like cake and lots-of-cholesterol-foods. and all that for what? u tell me.
8. sometimes i love to be alone, so than i will refresh my mind and think about everything that i should think earlier in the first place. *???
just assume that as muhasabah diri.
9. i can't concentrate in doing something if i look at something HOT. not to mention, stuffs, bags, foods, or guys..and girls. hu3~~
10. once i love 1 song, i will listen to it over and over again..almost 20 times.
11. i can't slow down my volume * voice* when somebody's calling me on telephone. they might not hear what im saying tho they're mention that they are still not deaf.
12. everyday i will state in my mind that i will study and do some exercises tonight. but when the time has come, there is me, out..tv..or bed. sweeeeeeeeeett.
13. i will make myself available this becoming sem holiday *lambat lagi bley tak* to go to jb. i want to see my fwens and g danga bay.
14. i have always dreamed of going to the beach with my loved ones. =]
15. im never give up on something, tho i knew that it will be a disaster.
16. i love staying at home. tho some of my fwens hate to go back home for holiday bcoz of bored-ness. * suke suke wat ayat sendirik.
but being around my family is the best precious moment for me.
xoxo
1. never know why i can't get over my favourite habit..which is collecting outfits. i guess im not the one whom always did that.
2. sometimes i can be too competetive and moody. i juz can't help myself, once i feel sad or angry or morose, i'll show it directly,. i can't bear pretend like everything's alright.
3. i hate wearing something light. specific=white.clothes. i feel insecure. haha..pelik. ;
4. sometimes when i luv somebody too much, or maybe not that much, but still i luv them, (apakah?) i can't show them how i truly feel bout them..xreti nk ekspresso kan perasaan ak inie.
for the selected persons only, not all.
5. im not tall.and bcoz of that, i have to wear heels, n it's hard..n hurts! im not gonna miss even one day to slip, (means i can't walk perfectly like fazura* gol&gincu actress) . my foots hurt like hell but as long as it looks good on me, i can manage. owh yeah!
6. i think i should actually wear phua chu kang boots coz it looks great and durable. coz my shoes *any shoes* will find its next place * in the trash* next 6 months by the time i bought it. durability? my shoes? or me?
7. im a exercise-holic..but im also eat-holic. means i can push myself to do 140 sits-up everyday, n im also good in pushing myself to keep eating something like cake and lots-of-cholesterol-foods. and all that for what? u tell me.
8. sometimes i love to be alone, so than i will refresh my mind and think about everything that i should think earlier in the first place. *???
just assume that as muhasabah diri.
9. i can't concentrate in doing something if i look at something HOT. not to mention, stuffs, bags, foods, or guys..and girls. hu3~~
10. once i love 1 song, i will listen to it over and over again..almost 20 times.
11. i can't slow down my volume * voice* when somebody's calling me on telephone. they might not hear what im saying tho they're mention that they are still not deaf.
12. everyday i will state in my mind that i will study and do some exercises tonight. but when the time has come, there is me, out..tv..or bed. sweeeeeeeeeett.
13. i will make myself available this becoming sem holiday *lambat lagi bley tak* to go to jb. i want to see my fwens and g danga bay.
14. i have always dreamed of going to the beach with my loved ones. =]
15. im never give up on something, tho i knew that it will be a disaster.
16. i love staying at home. tho some of my fwens hate to go back home for holiday bcoz of bored-ness. * suke suke wat ayat sendirik.
but being around my family is the best precious moment for me.
xoxo
lega.
weather~ perut penuh. sakit perut.
hey hey hey!!
im back..
ok byk gle mende nk cte..
1st.
thanx a lot to my bff ... bill a.k.a nur fatin nabilah binti rosli ( same name wit my dad)
bcoz she sent me something by using pos laju..
and it is a wonderful present ever!
she sent my archie's cd. awww...so sweet...
i luv u la sayang!
i do want to send her back..tp ak tga pk adiah pe yg seswai..
sebarang pendapat amat dihargai.
and congrats for won archie's cd (which is exactly the same cd like the one she sent to me)
at MTV. u rock girl!
2nd.
today im lucky coz khai a.k.a khairul azhari, dak part 6 UiTM penang..
thanx coz blanje my besties n i g mkn kat island red cafe, which is sooooooooo expensive.
tp dy ade voucher so it's okay.
n btw, dy buat bussiness n soh ak join.
ala...bisnes yg cri rmai2 org tue..tp bisnes ni ok kot..
xrugi lngsong sbb ia melibatkan makanan.
nk cte panjang r, 18 malam pon x abis.
any doubt, sile let me know.
3rd.
err...xde da kot..
owh..lupe..perkara 'terbaek' yg xpena putus2 jd kat aku..
assignment yg sangatlah berlambak-lambaknye sampai membuatkan aku kadang kala mahu menghantokkan kepala ke mangkuk jamban di rumah pauh damai.
wut-ever.
btw, it's kinda long time since d last time i called my mom..rindu la plak
( i guess im a good daughter kan?kan?)
piece out.
xoxo
hey hey hey!!
im back..
ok byk gle mende nk cte..
1st.
thanx a lot to my bff ... bill a.k.a nur fatin nabilah binti rosli ( same name wit my dad)
bcoz she sent me something by using pos laju..
and it is a wonderful present ever!
she sent my archie's cd. awww...so sweet...
i luv u la sayang!
i do want to send her back..tp ak tga pk adiah pe yg seswai..
sebarang pendapat amat dihargai.
and congrats for won archie's cd (which is exactly the same cd like the one she sent to me)
at MTV. u rock girl!
2nd.
today im lucky coz khai a.k.a khairul azhari, dak part 6 UiTM penang..
thanx coz blanje my besties n i g mkn kat island red cafe, which is sooooooooo expensive.
tp dy ade voucher so it's okay.
n btw, dy buat bussiness n soh ak join.
ala...bisnes yg cri rmai2 org tue..tp bisnes ni ok kot..
xrugi lngsong sbb ia melibatkan makanan.
nk cte panjang r, 18 malam pon x abis.
any doubt, sile let me know.
3rd.
err...xde da kot..
owh..lupe..perkara 'terbaek' yg xpena putus2 jd kat aku..
assignment yg sangatlah berlambak-lambaknye sampai membuatkan aku kadang kala mahu menghantokkan kepala ke mangkuk jamban di rumah pauh damai.
wut-ever.
btw, it's kinda long time since d last time i called my mom..rindu la plak
( i guess im a good daughter kan?kan?)
piece out.
xoxo
Monday, January 26, 2009
blur
weather~ buhsan
dunno wut to write
pikiran seakan2 kosong
d only thing yg ade dlm pikiran ak skang
mall
xoxo
dunno wut to write
pikiran seakan2 kosong
d only thing yg ade dlm pikiran ak skang
mall
xoxo
Monday, January 19, 2009
tagging2 thing
1. How much do you spend for clothes per month?
*less than hundred..xsampai kot..
2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
*friends will always stay with me..i juz can't live without them..at least til now ak still ley survive tho i dun hv loved ones..tp xtaw la esok..hu3~
3. How often do you think about committing suicide?
*r u crazy?i love myself!
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
*yeah..sometimes..
5. How many babies do you want?
*5 might be ok kot..ntah xtaw.ak ske kot bdak2.~
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
*yeah..of coz..mmg jd after ujan je pon kan..
7. What is your goal for this year?
*get good pointer-3.5> *my mom was nagging n it stucks my ears.
patience*important..bak kate pipa, kesabaran akan menghasilkan kebahagiaan. emm..?
be a good daughter, sister, friends..at least im trying ok..
i want a room full of my clothes n my shoes..kah3~~
8. What kept you of being who you are?
*myself..i know sumtimes ak ni mmg annoying gler..tp nk wt cne, i juz got to be myself, but ill try to change what is bad
9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?(List 10)
*taller
caring
sense of humor.*joking byk2 sket sampe ley wat ak muntah
thinking man
smart
ade duit..*bkn materialistik..just ssh r kalo kuar ngan laki kedekut. at least bley blanje ak mkn eskem sundae mcd tu pon ok gak..hu3~
protective
jgn romantik sgt..ak geli!*i mean jiwang karat laa..
spontaneous
lastly, solat tak tinggal..*nt kalo jmpe family ak, ayah ak soh semayang jd imam, xdela terkais2 kt sejadah tue..
10. What are you really afraid of?
*GOD of coz.. tp ak tkot btol ngan laut..xcam besa gler plak.
11. What are your bad habits?
* tangguh2 keje.can't help la.
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
*i was stupid, n im sorry. my bad
13. State a random fact about yourself
*talkative *gle2 pnye sampe dlu time sek rendah mak ak kne pgil ngan ckgu. bole dy tanye mak ak asal ak byk sgt ckp. ai..sdey~
friendly.~*making friends is awesome
14. What does flying means to you?
*berbunga2 dalam at..gumbira tanpa sebarang kerisauan.
15. What do you crave for most currently?
*dorayaki**big apple pon sdap*coklat*eskem**sume mkanan yg menggemokkan bley x.
16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
*my first cell phone. my mom gave it to me on my bday last almost 4 year, time ak 16. meaningful sgt2. thanx mom.
17. Describe the person who tagged you.Honestly.
*lissa nie..dy xdela sopan santun sgt..tp kalo dy ckp cm lek jek..xde nk smangat cm ak.. ex rumate yg sgt gle2 dan sgt gle warna hijau sampe ak nmpak sme mende pon ijau jek. cumel lissa. ak sayang dy.
18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?
*but myself an outfits la of coz. window shop. karok. mall.. mmg sgt2 menggembirakan at ak.
19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
*excellent successful eng maybe. *walhal blaja ala kadar. pe la mau jd.
20. What song is your ringtone?
*byk..not what it seems - selena gomez
la la land- demi lovato
build me up buttercup - busted n mcfly
-couple people to tag :
sume yg bce blog ak kne wt..pastu gtau ak dy ade blog..bley ak bce.
xoxo
*less than hundred..xsampai kot..
2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
*friends will always stay with me..i juz can't live without them..at least til now ak still ley survive tho i dun hv loved ones..tp xtaw la esok..hu3~
3. How often do you think about committing suicide?
*r u crazy?i love myself!
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
*yeah..sometimes..
5. How many babies do you want?
*5 might be ok kot..ntah xtaw.ak ske kot bdak2.~
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
*yeah..of coz..mmg jd after ujan je pon kan..
7. What is your goal for this year?
*get good pointer-3.5> *my mom was nagging n it stucks my ears.
patience*important..bak kate pipa, kesabaran akan menghasilkan kebahagiaan. emm..?
be a good daughter, sister, friends..at least im trying ok..
i want a room full of my clothes n my shoes..kah3~~
8. What kept you of being who you are?
*myself..i know sumtimes ak ni mmg annoying gler..tp nk wt cne, i juz got to be myself, but ill try to change what is bad
9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?(List 10)
*taller
caring
sense of humor.*joking byk2 sket sampe ley wat ak muntah
thinking man
smart
ade duit..*bkn materialistik..just ssh r kalo kuar ngan laki kedekut. at least bley blanje ak mkn eskem sundae mcd tu pon ok gak..hu3~
protective
jgn romantik sgt..ak geli!*i mean jiwang karat laa..
spontaneous
lastly, solat tak tinggal..*nt kalo jmpe family ak, ayah ak soh semayang jd imam, xdela terkais2 kt sejadah tue..
10. What are you really afraid of?
*GOD of coz.. tp ak tkot btol ngan laut..xcam besa gler plak.
11. What are your bad habits?
* tangguh2 keje.can't help la.
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
*i was stupid, n im sorry. my bad
13. State a random fact about yourself
*talkative *gle2 pnye sampe dlu time sek rendah mak ak kne pgil ngan ckgu. bole dy tanye mak ak asal ak byk sgt ckp. ai..sdey~
friendly.~*making friends is awesome
14. What does flying means to you?
*berbunga2 dalam at..gumbira tanpa sebarang kerisauan.
15. What do you crave for most currently?
*dorayaki**big apple pon sdap*coklat*eskem**sume mkanan yg menggemokkan bley x.
16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
*my first cell phone. my mom gave it to me on my bday last almost 4 year, time ak 16. meaningful sgt2. thanx mom.
17. Describe the person who tagged you.Honestly.
*lissa nie..dy xdela sopan santun sgt..tp kalo dy ckp cm lek jek..xde nk smangat cm ak.. ex rumate yg sgt gle2 dan sgt gle warna hijau sampe ak nmpak sme mende pon ijau jek. cumel lissa. ak sayang dy.
18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?
*but myself an outfits la of coz. window shop. karok. mall.. mmg sgt2 menggembirakan at ak.
19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
*excellent successful eng maybe. *walhal blaja ala kadar. pe la mau jd.
20. What song is your ringtone?
*byk..not what it seems - selena gomez
la la land- demi lovato
build me up buttercup - busted n mcfly
-couple people to tag :
sume yg bce blog ak kne wt..pastu gtau ak dy ade blog..bley ak bce.
xoxo
Sunday, January 11, 2009
penat tak hingat~
sgt bz..
inilah akibatnye wt keje last minute.
procrastinate things.
so serve me right.
so..ade sesape lg nk ckp mende yg same??
xoxo
inilah akibatnye wt keje last minute.
procrastinate things.
so serve me right.
so..ade sesape lg nk ckp mende yg same??
xoxo
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
lollipop life
weather~money~~
so..today gonna tell u guys bout my life so far..
1st~
decision to move out is still in progress.
xtaw ble nk abes but i juz sooo excited n curious too..
perompak masih lg berleluasa d luar sne..
still searching...
so then jom la kte sme2 on bluetooth to catch that shlumpadinka person.
2nd~
today my class start kol 2pm until..??
cube teke. cube teke.
owh yeah! smpai kol 3 pm jek!!
pnye la ak bersemangat nk g kelas.
ari rabu yg hanye 1 jam.
gud girl
sweet nibblets
3rd~
em..i hate this part right here.
it's bout my bestie.
his name is tteeeetttttttttt..
*can't tell
he's my besfwen coz i can share anything with him.
anything.
but that was then. before he has gf.
somehow now he got one n i know our friendship is getting dull.
but it's okay..maybe i will do the same if i hv a bf.
but still..i feel a lil bit sad.
gossip girl rules..
when one girl and one boy become besfwen,
then that boy has gf,
his gf will automatically become his first besfwen n
the girl will become his second besfwen.
that's just the way it goes.
i has to accept the fact i guess.
but i'll always pray for your best n your happiness.
4rd~
faris, raman, tam will fly so soon..
esp faris, he's flying tomorrow..
sory i coudnt send you.
hope u'll got what u want..n what i want..
sourvenirsss!!!
haha~~
jgn lupe lak faris..
eskem baskin robbins ak pon ko xblanje lg..
19 taun lps da janji..
penipu btol.
to tam n raman..
kowg mmg best
n my best boyfren *5t2 class ever
ha3~
go go boy~
5th~
i think i really have to achieve what i want
n lately i know im not being myself.
i keep doing sumthin stupid n hurt others esp my besties.
sory n thanx 4 understanding.
but i also knew that im struggling right now.
for something good..
for my future.
bless me.
xoxo
so..today gonna tell u guys bout my life so far..
1st~
decision to move out is still in progress.
xtaw ble nk abes but i juz sooo excited n curious too..
perompak masih lg berleluasa d luar sne..
still searching...
so then jom la kte sme2 on bluetooth to catch that shlumpadinka person.
2nd~
today my class start kol 2pm until..??
cube teke. cube teke.
owh yeah! smpai kol 3 pm jek!!
pnye la ak bersemangat nk g kelas.
ari rabu yg hanye 1 jam.
gud girl
sweet nibblets
3rd~
em..i hate this part right here.
it's bout my bestie.
his name is tteeeetttttttttt..
*can't tell
he's my besfwen coz i can share anything with him.
anything.
but that was then. before he has gf.
somehow now he got one n i know our friendship is getting dull.
but it's okay..maybe i will do the same if i hv a bf.
but still..i feel a lil bit sad.
gossip girl rules..
when one girl and one boy become besfwen,
then that boy has gf,
his gf will automatically become his first besfwen n
the girl will become his second besfwen.
that's just the way it goes.
i has to accept the fact i guess.
but i'll always pray for your best n your happiness.
4rd~
faris, raman, tam will fly so soon..
esp faris, he's flying tomorrow..
sory i coudnt send you.
hope u'll got what u want..n what i want..
sourvenirsss!!!
haha~~
jgn lupe lak faris..
eskem baskin robbins ak pon ko xblanje lg..
19 taun lps da janji..
penipu btol.
to tam n raman..
kowg mmg best
n my best boyfren *5t2 class ever
ha3~
go go boy~
5th~
i think i really have to achieve what i want
n lately i know im not being myself.
i keep doing sumthin stupid n hurt others esp my besties.
sory n thanx 4 understanding.
but i also knew that im struggling right now.
for something good..
for my future.
bless me.
xoxo
Monday, January 5, 2009
sleeping with the light on.
weather~ tidak stabil
okeh..
will make it fast..
today is 6th of january..
ari tue on 29 g daftar..
feel sooo happy when i saw my besties..
n that nite da start joli..we watched histeria..
n miss bill..it's not that bad okeh..
okay pe..~~
n the biggest news ever~~
on 4th of january which is 2 days ago..
between 8 am to 10 am..
someone psycho=crazy=jerk=what so ever..
pecah msok umah ak..
so menjadikan jumlah total kes pecah umah ak taun ni da 3 kali!!
cm anjing prangai..
1st time msok xamik pape..
juz selongkar sme kotak..
second time ble cti sem, tp xdpt msok coz kunci..
3rd time..die leh msok sapu skali 2 laptop, 2 hp, duit kat 5 rat gak la..
alih2 ak sentap jage ble ajie jerit umah kne msok pncrik n sume purse tersusun cantekkk punye di ruang tamu.stupid moron..
the only thing yg sgt menghairankan..
sorg pon xterjage sewaktu kejadian.
kami mengesyaki diri kami telah dipukau+dijampi..
cm siut!!!
kalo brani curik la dpn2!
my roomate, ajie tue..
mmg sng gle terjage..
bapk tensionnye ak kalo nk msok blik..kene pelan2..
bunyi sket da bukak mate.
tu perompak tue bley je langka kaki2 ktowg nk g amek beg yg tersangkot d dendeng.
the most terrified thing was when we all noticed yg 2 pisau potong bawang ktowg xde time nk cook dinner pd hr kejadian..
pergh, mst dy lupe bwk pisau, pstu nk protect dri sndr pinjam pisau ktowg..
nk masak pon ssh..(bkn ak laa..)
da mencuri tu letakla blik..
mmg stupid shlumpadinka in africa.
but now im glad coz nobody's awake time tue..
kalo x sombody's gonna hurt.
skang da nk pinda..
found new house..
much better..
tv bapak besar..
=]
my life.
to that pencuri..
lantak ko lah..
ktowg da report balai..
learn bout this..
sepandai2 tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jugeee..
xoxo
okeh..
will make it fast..
today is 6th of january..
ari tue on 29 g daftar..
feel sooo happy when i saw my besties..
n that nite da start joli..we watched histeria..
n miss bill..it's not that bad okeh..
okay pe..~~
n the biggest news ever~~
on 4th of january which is 2 days ago..
between 8 am to 10 am..
someone psycho=crazy=jerk=what so ever..
pecah msok umah ak..
so menjadikan jumlah total kes pecah umah ak taun ni da 3 kali!!
cm anjing prangai..
1st time msok xamik pape..
juz selongkar sme kotak..
second time ble cti sem, tp xdpt msok coz kunci..
3rd time..die leh msok sapu skali 2 laptop, 2 hp, duit kat 5 rat gak la..
alih2 ak sentap jage ble ajie jerit umah kne msok pncrik n sume purse tersusun cantekkk punye di ruang tamu.stupid moron..
the only thing yg sgt menghairankan..
sorg pon xterjage sewaktu kejadian.
kami mengesyaki diri kami telah dipukau+dijampi..
cm siut!!!
kalo brani curik la dpn2!
my roomate, ajie tue..
mmg sng gle terjage..
bapk tensionnye ak kalo nk msok blik..kene pelan2..
bunyi sket da bukak mate.
tu perompak tue bley je langka kaki2 ktowg nk g amek beg yg tersangkot d dendeng.
the most terrified thing was when we all noticed yg 2 pisau potong bawang ktowg xde time nk cook dinner pd hr kejadian..
pergh, mst dy lupe bwk pisau, pstu nk protect dri sndr pinjam pisau ktowg..
nk masak pon ssh..(bkn ak laa..)
da mencuri tu letakla blik..
mmg stupid shlumpadinka in africa.
but now im glad coz nobody's awake time tue..
kalo x sombody's gonna hurt.
skang da nk pinda..
found new house..
much better..
tv bapak besar..
=]
my life.
to that pencuri..
lantak ko lah..
ktowg da report balai..
learn bout this..
sepandai2 tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jugeee..
xoxo
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