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Thursday, May 8, 2008

can't let go~~!!

hey bloggie readers.. i have my last paper this sunday,but dgn rileknye..ak still on9 n make time for this. have u ever been in the situation where u couldn't let go of something. or someone..? awwww..it's pathetic.!i feel such a loser... u have something.it's yours. but u didnt know how to appreciate it. and now.it's gone. senang cter, kes ak laa.. ak xreti nak hargai ape yg ak ade. bapak bengongnye! da jadi, mule r nyesal+sakit at+nk menjerit+memekak+blasah owg+cari gado+ daring paneh+nangis..(bende yg pling ak benci skali!!)
tp..sometimes what happened is not my fault. it just..happen~!
i didnt want that to be d end. i didnt asked for that. but i know i must accept it. but why..i can't just let it go??
perasaan sayang ni mmmg plik r ak rase. u hate him. than u like him. then u love him. than u want him.
u make sacrifices..juz for him.
u take the pain..bcoz of him.
u smile..bcoz of him.
u cry..bcoz of him.
u sleep..but still dreaming bout him.
and u keep living, bcoz of him.
but he doesnt like u!! yg pandir sgt sanggup b'susah2 sbb dier apahal??!
sengal btol~~
that is what i said when my friends got thru that situation.
but when it comes to myself..huhu
what goes around comes around lerrr....
no matter how hard it is to make him happy. u'll do it.
he keeps hurting u..and it's really bad.worst.so paintful.bleeding.inside..
but u stand still, juz for him..
awww..how touching~~u know he wont look at u. even once, but u keep waiting.hoping. and love him without tiring.
so i guess..the power of love is very strong ek?
please don't let me get thru this..i mean..yg sgt sakit camtu..
but i think each person will face it. sure confirm pnye..
fair n square.
hoping my instinct will let me know if he's not da one~so i dont waste my time~
xoxo ijaxija xoxo

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