im not feeling good..and it kills me inside that i didn't know what i want..
u know..sometimes it just so hard to decide and make a good decision bout sumthin'. but u never know if it's d rite thing to do if u never try.. miserable!!!~~ that's the word. OMG..u hope that u know what to do, what is d rite words to say.. aish~
ssh btol..there's a time when i feel so........empty. and u're lucky to have someone beside u. just like my fwen. she has a LB, lovely boyfriend.(kunun2 r..) they are so perfect together..yela..4 years relationship kan..tp kalo gado..~huh! at first i shocked! they fight like kids..and they still fight like kids. screaming and shouting. i can't stand it bcoz it makes my day like $%$%@#@*&*(. u know..yeah, it's none of my bussiness,..but my besties prob,is my problem. i juz can't ignore n pretend like nothing's bad is happen. but as the time flies..ak da imune da..
da biase sgt. i just wondering..that, are they happy together? why can't they just stay calm and solve problems like an adult-with-brain-with-many-patience-neoron??~ sigh~~~ but deep inside i know they are happy, myb its their style. gado smpai histeria memekik2. tp kalo dorg gado kene ngan time tension ak..adoi..rase mcm nk hentak kepale dua2 ekor ngan tayar basikal.! benci ak!.seyes!
so..aziq+cikin..please~~!
hu3..jgn mentalkn ak..
cikin luvs his mr rite soooodamnnnmuch. so..i think aziq is lucky to have cikin by his side.
so..when i think back of these time..there's lot of things that i know is mine.. but i just let it pass me by without even think of it. i guess~~ and my future..
will i ever be like cikin someday? or i will never get one..?or i'll find sumone but he's actually is not da one? or i find da rite one but he's never be mine? lots of possibilities..n im tired thinking of that shit. ~oops!!hehe..
im crushing so many times..but fall in love..hu3..dunno how it feels like..
~ijaxija~<3 u~~
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