hey bloggie readers.. i have my last paper this sunday,but dgn rileknye..ak still on9 n make time for this. have u ever been in the situation where u couldn't let go of something. or someone..? awwww..it's pathetic.!i feel such a loser... u have something.it's yours. but u didnt know how to appreciate it. and now.it's gone. senang cter, kes ak laa.. ak xreti nak hargai ape yg ak ade. bapak bengongnye! da jadi, mule r nyesal+sakit at+nk menjerit+memekak+blasah owg+cari gado+ daring paneh+nangis..(bende yg pling ak benci skali!!)
tp..sometimes what happened is not my fault. it just..happen~!
i didnt want that to be d end. i didnt asked for that. but i know i must accept it. but why..i can't just let it go??
perasaan sayang ni mmmg plik r ak rase. u hate him. than u like him. then u love him. than u want him.
u make sacrifices..juz for him.
u take the pain..bcoz of him.
u smile..bcoz of him.
u cry..bcoz of him.
u sleep..but still dreaming bout him.
and u keep living, bcoz of him.
but he doesnt like u!! yg pandir sgt sanggup b'susah2 sbb dier apahal??!
sengal btol~~
that is what i said when my friends got thru that situation.
but when it comes to myself..huhu
what goes around comes around lerrr....
no matter how hard it is to make him happy. u'll do it.
he keeps hurting u..and it's really bad.worst.so paintful.bleeding.inside..
but u stand still, juz for him..
awww..how touching~~u know he wont look at u. even once, but u keep waiting.hoping. and love him without tiring.
so i guess..the power of love is very strong ek?
please don't let me get thru this..i mean..yg sgt sakit camtu..
but i think each person will face it. sure confirm pnye..
fair n square.
hoping my instinct will let me know if he's not da one~so i dont waste my time~
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
Thursday, May 8, 2008
yeay me!!~~
finally!
i got that damn+sweet+beautiful clothes. and im sooooooooo happy~~
tho now im out of money, but im happy coz i got what i want. it doesnt matter how hard is it, how many sacrifices that u need to make, it's worth it~~
keyword dier kt cni..is don't give up.
yeah, it's easy to say but so hard to do. but i do think if we really want something in our life, we can get it as much as we want it. of coz la it needs an effort, kalo nak harap tibe2 dpt..ai~~susahla idup!
kadang2, makin kite nak..makin ssh nak dapat..
makin kite usaha, makin jauh dier lari..
but that's how ALLAH want to test us. ALLAH gives us faith, so we can go on.
ALLAH gives us courage, so we'll be brave.
ALLAH gives us d prosperity, so we know how to be thankful.
and ALLAH never leave us. is that we who are always forget. ngan enjoy smpai xigt dunia. (aku l tuuuu......) whenever i have problems..automatically, at that time. i'll think about ALLAH. and i pray n i hope n deep inside, i know ALLAH will help me. but when i was enjoying my life like crazy, i'll forget about that. and i wondering, why ALLAH keeps giving me what i want tho i dont know how to be thankful??~ and d answer is..sbb ALLAH sayang kat ak .it's that simple. same with us.
so..i hope, i'll learn how to be a better person in d future. bcoz, this is not just our station. so..be prepared.
~~im remembering myself~~
and,it's not easy to achieve what we want in our life, but if we keep trying, impossible is nothing. certain people like to say that, it's ur fate, it's ur destiny. yeah, maybe.. but u can change ur destiny..it's true, make an effort, pray, and u'll doing fine.
trust me baby~~
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
i got that damn+sweet+beautiful clothes. and im sooooooooo happy~~
tho now im out of money, but im happy coz i got what i want. it doesnt matter how hard is it, how many sacrifices that u need to make, it's worth it~~
keyword dier kt cni..is don't give up.
yeah, it's easy to say but so hard to do. but i do think if we really want something in our life, we can get it as much as we want it. of coz la it needs an effort, kalo nak harap tibe2 dpt..ai~~susahla idup!
kadang2, makin kite nak..makin ssh nak dapat..
makin kite usaha, makin jauh dier lari..
but that's how ALLAH want to test us. ALLAH gives us faith, so we can go on.
ALLAH gives us courage, so we'll be brave.
ALLAH gives us d prosperity, so we know how to be thankful.
and ALLAH never leave us. is that we who are always forget. ngan enjoy smpai xigt dunia. (aku l tuuuu......) whenever i have problems..automatically, at that time. i'll think about ALLAH. and i pray n i hope n deep inside, i know ALLAH will help me. but when i was enjoying my life like crazy, i'll forget about that. and i wondering, why ALLAH keeps giving me what i want tho i dont know how to be thankful??~ and d answer is..sbb ALLAH sayang kat ak .it's that simple. same with us.
so..i hope, i'll learn how to be a better person in d future. bcoz, this is not just our station. so..be prepared.
~~im remembering myself~~
and,it's not easy to achieve what we want in our life, but if we keep trying, impossible is nothing. certain people like to say that, it's ur fate, it's ur destiny. yeah, maybe.. but u can change ur destiny..it's true, make an effort, pray, and u'll doing fine.
trust me baby~~
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
aDdIcTeD!!<3
for a last few days, i just keep thinking about clothes. god! im addict into that thing. i went shopping with my buddies and i saw the-most-beautiful-gorgeous-like-heaven-clothes, but i didn't buy it. and now..i thinking about it all the time. i want it sooooooooo bad. so, i will definitely go there again and make it mine.! i swear! i will meet my old friends,my tachers, ad i want this reunion to be a blatz!
coz after this,most of my classmates will fly and we won't see each other at least in 3 years. huh~i can't wait that long.. hoping this becoming meeting is worth for me. i mean, they didn't see me in 1 year and a half..of coz la ak nak jd different, unlike iza yg dulu.. biar dorg nampak+tau sket, yg ak ni da matured, da dewase.. ho3..bru terbukak bijik mate dorg..wawawawaaaaaaaaaaaa..~
owh yeah!i dreamed bout something sweetttttt...last night. ha3..i met jonas brothers in my dreamed. such a loser!~~ and i fall in love with joe jonas. come on~~ like hoi~! name who doesn't luv jonas brothers??~~i think joe is the best, he got style, face, smart, funny~~wheEEEe~~, and he's totally blew me away..ho3....
i mean, dlm mimpi aku la..
such a stupid dream. i like him like crazy tp die bley plak buat dek je..but than, when i asked him to hold my hands,..dier pegang plak..and he accompany me to d audition. and i remembered what song that i sang..it's NO AIR!!~~ wa3..pelik btol mimpi nie..
but it keeps me smiling all day long..and i still smiling now..i just can't stop ok../? joe steal my heart away..~~=]
and nick!yeah, that miley cyrus's guy..don't know la dorg still lgik ke x..
but he's kinda cool and cute..and adoreable..he's the most silent one. but he's really matured, xmcm budak 15 taun pun..em..but joe still the best<3
and kevin! emmm..he's not bad..he's d older., he's ok la..ensem la jugak..em..he's got a good body. yela kot.hehe. he looks protective, and he's under control.. unlike joe.. but joe still the best..ha3..
whatever it is..jonas brother's rox!!
and joe rox my world! absolutely~~
xoxo ijaxija xoxo joe=]
coz after this,most of my classmates will fly and we won't see each other at least in 3 years. huh~i can't wait that long.. hoping this becoming meeting is worth for me. i mean, they didn't see me in 1 year and a half..of coz la ak nak jd different, unlike iza yg dulu.. biar dorg nampak+tau sket, yg ak ni da matured, da dewase.. ho3..bru terbukak bijik mate dorg..wawawawaaaaaaaaaaaa..~
owh yeah!i dreamed bout something sweetttttt...last night. ha3..i met jonas brothers in my dreamed. such a loser!~~ and i fall in love with joe jonas. come on~~ like hoi~! name who doesn't luv jonas brothers??~~i think joe is the best, he got style, face, smart, funny~~wheEEEe~~, and he's totally blew me away..ho3....
i mean, dlm mimpi aku la..
such a stupid dream. i like him like crazy tp die bley plak buat dek je..but than, when i asked him to hold my hands,..dier pegang plak..and he accompany me to d audition. and i remembered what song that i sang..it's NO AIR!!~~ wa3..pelik btol mimpi nie..
but it keeps me smiling all day long..and i still smiling now..i just can't stop ok../? joe steal my heart away..~~=]
and nick!yeah, that miley cyrus's guy..don't know la dorg still lgik ke x..
but he's kinda cool and cute..and adoreable..he's the most silent one. but he's really matured, xmcm budak 15 taun pun..em..but joe still the best<3
and kevin! emmm..he's not bad..he's d older., he's ok la..ensem la jugak..em..he's got a good body. yela kot.hehe. he looks protective, and he's under control.. unlike joe.. but joe still the best..ha3..
whatever it is..jonas brother's rox!!
and joe rox my world! absolutely~~
xoxo ijaxija xoxo joe=]
mY bAd.
i think i crossed the line now. and i think i did it again.
it's not that i don't want a commitment but sometimes i want time for myself. privacy. im not that type of gurl who are always busy making up with someone special. i got life to do.~~ it's not that im boring or what, but..just let me breath you know. but whatever it is, i didn't blame anybody, coz i know they need time to know me, and i need time to know them. i should juz be honest kan? still, i don't want anybody to get hurt. so, just follow wih the flow la kot..
it's hard to keep saying something sweet but i feel nothing in d inside. time will cure everything, don't u think? yeah, right...~~
now i know that..i should just wait, and it comes to u in no time. it just u didn't realize it.
u can't understand if u're not listening.
it's not just by ur ears, but by ur eyes, and by ur heart.
than, everything will come out and u can clearly see it.
nice, attractive, generous, funny, gentle..
myb it's still not enough.. hoping to know what i feel..~~
i really want to know..b4 it's too late...~~
and i know.
it's
my bad.
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
it's not that i don't want a commitment but sometimes i want time for myself. privacy. im not that type of gurl who are always busy making up with someone special. i got life to do.~~ it's not that im boring or what, but..just let me breath you know. but whatever it is, i didn't blame anybody, coz i know they need time to know me, and i need time to know them. i should juz be honest kan? still, i don't want anybody to get hurt. so, just follow wih the flow la kot..
it's hard to keep saying something sweet but i feel nothing in d inside. time will cure everything, don't u think? yeah, right...~~
now i know that..i should just wait, and it comes to u in no time. it just u didn't realize it.
u can't understand if u're not listening.
it's not just by ur ears, but by ur eyes, and by ur heart.
than, everything will come out and u can clearly see it.
nice, attractive, generous, funny, gentle..
myb it's still not enough.. hoping to know what i feel..~~
i really want to know..b4 it's too late...~~
and i know.
it's
my bad.
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
xoxo
x -for a kiss
o -for a hug
kiss makes u feel loveable.
hug makes u feel calm.
kiss stops u from crying.
hug makes u wanna cry.
kiss makes you wondering.
hug makes u fall in love.
kiss makes u can't sleep.
hug makes u cheer all day long.
kiss makes u cheer all ur life.
hug makes u feel safe.
kiss makes u feel shy.
hug makes u say wowww..
kiss makes u say awww..
hugs makes u strong.
kiss makes u weak.
hug gains trust.
kiss gain love.
kiss need$ hug.
hug need$ kiss.
and i need both.
xoxo myself xoxo
xoxo u!
o -for a hug
kiss makes u feel loveable.
hug makes u feel calm.
kiss stops u from crying.
hug makes u wanna cry.
kiss makes you wondering.
hug makes u fall in love.
kiss makes u can't sleep.
hug makes u cheer all day long.
kiss makes u cheer all ur life.
hug makes u feel safe.
kiss makes u feel shy.
hug makes u say wowww..
kiss makes u say awww..
hugs makes u strong.
kiss makes u weak.
hug gains trust.
kiss gain love.
kiss need$ hug.
hug need$ kiss.
and i need both.
xoxo myself xoxo
xoxo u!
mesSY nyerrrr~~
my holiday schedule is crazy! i still have 1 more paper left, physics.. yeah.~~d tough one. ~sigh~~ it's on sunday, 11th of may. than i will go on PERSADA vacation at pulau kapas,terengganu. can't wait!!i know it's gonna be fun. we will take a lot of pix..A LOT!!hu3.bestnye..i luv beach. i always dream to have a vacation at the beach with my 'ehem ehem'. but, i still have my feets on the ground,n i know that it's totally not now.
maybe someday.. too much dreaming~~ xbgus3!
than,we'll get back on 15/5..in i do think that i should take a bus from there straight away to JB, my kampung. bcoz..i have my class reunion on 17 n 18 at mersing. PICNIC..at the BEACH!! AGAIN! hoho..my luck baby..don't blame me. i juz miss my classmates soooo damn much. my teachers..my friends..my school.. owh yeah, i'll go to my school first,to get my certificate, than we'll go on picnic..~!!
n im going back on 18 la kot. balik umah..of coz la time to be maid. for sure punye.
my holiday is not too long so there's no need for me to look 4 a job. yeah, at first, i do plan to look for one..tp kalo da mcm nie..bek aku dok umah goyang kaki..
than, nk g shopping lgik, nk g tengok kawan2 ak lgik, sng2 dorg je order2 aku soh g melawat dorg..dorg igt ak ni xde keje len agaknye. tokens in my mouth!!
but it's ok..it's gonna cost them..for sure..wa3~~!!
it's funny when we realize that everything's different from the way we see them.
just like..emm...i have a friend. i called him YAMA. im not so close with YAMA actually,but we're close now. n i'll definitely glad to know that he's actually a nice human being. ho3..it's cruel. i know!.but u never know how bitch he was at the school. such a horrible-no-brain-should-go-to hell- person! he was always teasing me n making jokes on me. argghh!!
rase cm nk sepak je muke dier kuat2! saba gler aku time tue!! but one thing about him, he's genius. like hell. yeah!~ he's younger 1 year than me but he's absolutely damn smart. buat malu ak jek! tp kalo perangai mcm mintak kene jek ngan ak, wtpe!!
hu3..sowi3, this is what we called, emosional. act, dier ok jek, but sometimes i should just punch him so he knows that it's not funny making fun of me. tp kadang2, baek gak.. tgk time dier la. ehm.org dier..he's handsome..bley la..ade gak la rupe..
he's stylo..(is it??).he's smart(yeah yeah).. he's beruban.. wa3! he will kill me if he read this.. huh..like i care~~!!!?!! we're not that close but now i know.. he's my friend. we still keep in touch n i promised him to send him at KLIA next year. he flies to france. ho3..bubye yama..jgn lupe sourvenir ak..aku nk baju. yg cntik2 punye.. he3..
so, i think we shoud juzt forget about d past n start something new. it's not just yama.byk lagi..zap, tam, nabil, fish, eifie,..
but this one..
is dedicated to
mohd zaki omar (btol ke name ayah ko omar?ak lupe laa)
u're a good friend..slalu support ak..
thanx!! touching ni!! hope cpt2 la ko fly.belikan ak baju ye..
to...mohd zaki omar!
idup yama!!
hoho..ok..ckup2 la puji ko..igt free ke..byr 5 rgit!
kidding!!~~luv to have u as my friend.=]
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
maybe someday.. too much dreaming~~ xbgus3!
than,we'll get back on 15/5..in i do think that i should take a bus from there straight away to JB, my kampung. bcoz..i have my class reunion on 17 n 18 at mersing. PICNIC..at the BEACH!! AGAIN! hoho..my luck baby..don't blame me. i juz miss my classmates soooo damn much. my teachers..my friends..my school.. owh yeah, i'll go to my school first,to get my certificate, than we'll go on picnic..~!!
n im going back on 18 la kot. balik umah..of coz la time to be maid. for sure punye.
my holiday is not too long so there's no need for me to look 4 a job. yeah, at first, i do plan to look for one..tp kalo da mcm nie..bek aku dok umah goyang kaki..
than, nk g shopping lgik, nk g tengok kawan2 ak lgik, sng2 dorg je order2 aku soh g melawat dorg..dorg igt ak ni xde keje len agaknye. tokens in my mouth!!
but it's ok..it's gonna cost them..for sure..wa3~~!!
it's funny when we realize that everything's different from the way we see them.
just like..emm...i have a friend. i called him YAMA. im not so close with YAMA actually,but we're close now. n i'll definitely glad to know that he's actually a nice human being. ho3..it's cruel. i know!.but u never know how bitch he was at the school. such a horrible-no-brain-should-go-to hell- person! he was always teasing me n making jokes on me. argghh!!
rase cm nk sepak je muke dier kuat2! saba gler aku time tue!! but one thing about him, he's genius. like hell. yeah!~ he's younger 1 year than me but he's absolutely damn smart. buat malu ak jek! tp kalo perangai mcm mintak kene jek ngan ak, wtpe!!
hu3..sowi3, this is what we called, emosional. act, dier ok jek, but sometimes i should just punch him so he knows that it's not funny making fun of me. tp kadang2, baek gak.. tgk time dier la. ehm.org dier..he's handsome..bley la..ade gak la rupe..
he's stylo..(is it??).he's smart(yeah yeah).. he's beruban.. wa3! he will kill me if he read this.. huh..like i care~~!!!?!! we're not that close but now i know.. he's my friend. we still keep in touch n i promised him to send him at KLIA next year. he flies to france. ho3..bubye yama..jgn lupe sourvenir ak..aku nk baju. yg cntik2 punye.. he3..
so, i think we shoud juzt forget about d past n start something new. it's not just yama.byk lagi..zap, tam, nabil, fish, eifie,..
but this one..
is dedicated to
mohd zaki omar (btol ke name ayah ko omar?ak lupe laa)
u're a good friend..slalu support ak..
thanx!! touching ni!! hope cpt2 la ko fly.belikan ak baju ye..
to...mohd zaki omar!
idup yama!!
hoho..ok..ckup2 la puji ko..igt free ke..byr 5 rgit!
kidding!!~~luv to have u as my friend.=]
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
Sunday, May 4, 2008
mE luV<3~
most importat things in the earth to me~
my priorities~
family+besties(biha,bill,tia,cikin,pipa,ajie)+friends+teachers+school+ batchmates+
sweet niblets!
ice cream+chocolate+ clothes+ handphone+suite life of zack n cody+supernatural+hannah montana+CSI+ las vegas+ ANTM+bring it on~+step up+full house+ my girl+sophia bush+chad michael murray+jensen ackles+ jared padalecki(he's tall!)+hillary duff+ hayden panettierre+ashley tisdale+ music+jonas brothers+britney spears(she's energetic!)+ simple plan+ evanescence+click5+cris brown+ justin timberlake(just his songs~~)+michelle branch+ jojo+stacie orrico+
luv my room+luv my mom's cooking+ luv shopping+luv money+ luv sports+luv dance+ luv tv(it's my life!!)+luv guitar(tho i dont know how to play)+luv on9+ luv shouting like crazy+ luv VIVA car+luv supering(huhu)+luv funfair+ luv my room+ luv my pendrive+ luv my accessories+luv my watch+ luv everything~~cool~sweet~gorgeous~
and the most is...
luv myself~
so.luv me.
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
my priorities~
family+besties(biha,bill,tia,cikin,pipa,ajie)+friends+teachers+school+ batchmates+
sweet niblets!
ice cream+chocolate+ clothes+ handphone+suite life of zack n cody+supernatural+hannah montana+CSI+ las vegas+ ANTM+bring it on~+step up+full house+ my girl+sophia bush+chad michael murray+jensen ackles+ jared padalecki(he's tall!)+hillary duff+ hayden panettierre+ashley tisdale+ music+jonas brothers+britney spears(she's energetic!)+ simple plan+ evanescence+click5+cris brown+ justin timberlake(just his songs~~)+michelle branch+ jojo+stacie orrico+
luv my room+luv my mom's cooking+ luv shopping+luv money+ luv sports+luv dance+ luv tv(it's my life!!)+luv guitar(tho i dont know how to play)+luv on9+ luv shouting like crazy+ luv VIVA car+luv supering(huhu)+luv funfair+ luv my room+ luv my pendrive+ luv my accessories+luv my watch+ luv everything~~cool~sweet~gorgeous~
and the most is...
luv myself~
so.luv me.
xoxo ijaxija xoxo
.hArD.rEaLly.
im not feeling good..and it kills me inside that i didn't know what i want..
u know..sometimes it just so hard to decide and make a good decision bout sumthin'. but u never know if it's d rite thing to do if u never try.. miserable!!!~~ that's the word. OMG..u hope that u know what to do, what is d rite words to say.. aish~
ssh btol..there's a time when i feel so........empty. and u're lucky to have someone beside u. just like my fwen. she has a LB, lovely boyfriend.(kunun2 r..) they are so perfect together..yela..4 years relationship kan..tp kalo gado..~huh! at first i shocked! they fight like kids..and they still fight like kids. screaming and shouting. i can't stand it bcoz it makes my day like $%$%@#@*&*(. u know..yeah, it's none of my bussiness,..but my besties prob,is my problem. i juz can't ignore n pretend like nothing's bad is happen. but as the time flies..ak da imune da..
da biase sgt. i just wondering..that, are they happy together? why can't they just stay calm and solve problems like an adult-with-brain-with-many-patience-neoron??~ sigh~~~ but deep inside i know they are happy, myb its their style. gado smpai histeria memekik2. tp kalo dorg gado kene ngan time tension ak..adoi..rase mcm nk hentak kepale dua2 ekor ngan tayar basikal.! benci ak!.seyes!
so..aziq+cikin..please~~!
hu3..jgn mentalkn ak..
cikin luvs his mr rite soooodamnnnmuch. so..i think aziq is lucky to have cikin by his side.
so..when i think back of these time..there's lot of things that i know is mine.. but i just let it pass me by without even think of it. i guess~~ and my future..
will i ever be like cikin someday? or i will never get one..?or i'll find sumone but he's actually is not da one? or i find da rite one but he's never be mine? lots of possibilities..n im tired thinking of that shit. ~oops!!hehe..
im crushing so many times..but fall in love..hu3..dunno how it feels like..
~ijaxija~<3 u~~
u know..sometimes it just so hard to decide and make a good decision bout sumthin'. but u never know if it's d rite thing to do if u never try.. miserable!!!~~ that's the word. OMG..u hope that u know what to do, what is d rite words to say.. aish~
ssh btol..there's a time when i feel so........empty. and u're lucky to have someone beside u. just like my fwen. she has a LB, lovely boyfriend.(kunun2 r..) they are so perfect together..yela..4 years relationship kan..tp kalo gado..~huh! at first i shocked! they fight like kids..and they still fight like kids. screaming and shouting. i can't stand it bcoz it makes my day like $%$%@#@*&*(. u know..yeah, it's none of my bussiness,..but my besties prob,is my problem. i juz can't ignore n pretend like nothing's bad is happen. but as the time flies..ak da imune da..
da biase sgt. i just wondering..that, are they happy together? why can't they just stay calm and solve problems like an adult-with-brain-with-many-patience-neoron??~ sigh~~~ but deep inside i know they are happy, myb its their style. gado smpai histeria memekik2. tp kalo dorg gado kene ngan time tension ak..adoi..rase mcm nk hentak kepale dua2 ekor ngan tayar basikal.! benci ak!.seyes!
so..aziq+cikin..please~~!
hu3..jgn mentalkn ak..
cikin luvs his mr rite soooodamnnnmuch. so..i think aziq is lucky to have cikin by his side.
so..when i think back of these time..there's lot of things that i know is mine.. but i just let it pass me by without even think of it. i guess~~ and my future..
will i ever be like cikin someday? or i will never get one..?or i'll find sumone but he's actually is not da one? or i find da rite one but he's never be mine? lots of possibilities..n im tired thinking of that shit. ~oops!!hehe..
im crushing so many times..but fall in love..hu3..dunno how it feels like..
~ijaxija~<3 u~~
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
chAngE..okEH->
allo my dear~~
ari ni ak nk ckp melayu plak..penat r asyik tlis omputeh jewk..b4 tlis nk kne pk dlu..btol x ayat ak,grammar ak, noun,verb lg..so..biar ari ni ak tlis melayu jewk..
weheeE~~
em..ari nie..so far..xde la ak wt pape..
memandangkn ak msih lg blom abis paper..so, xleh la nk enjoy sgt.
benci btol ak ble kwn2 ak yg da abis m3x sronok2..siap nganjeng ag tue..
mentang2 dorg sdap cti..tp ak xkesah pown..
oleh sbb kebosanan yg teramat, tp ak xnk study. so..ak pown pg r twon cc, ak tgk KAMI sket..cari playlist sket, update blog byk..tp gram btol xdpt nk msokn blogskin tok blog ni..ee~~geram3x!! btol3x!~ nk wt list tok gamba pown susah..
slalunye kalo ak twon mst ak bkak ym..so ak leh contact ngan kwn2 lme ak..time kt skola dlu..slalunye ak ym ngan FISH r..hakhak..tue nme manje die..dr form 1 die dpt nme tue..reason??heh.ak pown tataw. nk kte mke die cm ikan..x gak..
em..skang dier kat US..ngah further study..dier ni mmg genius oh yeh r..xtpu nye..study lek je..study plak dier. tp result gempaq gler. act, all my friends are brilliant..ak jek plik..ak pn pndai gak..tp pndai r mnipu. hukhuk..
byk memori ktowg ni..dlu kt skola wt dajal sme2..bitch gler thap karma mmg ktowg r..xde dah dak len. ak,fish, bil, n geng2 len mmg ikut skati ktowg je nk wtpe.
geng2 ak ni mmg anti sket ngan prefect..kalo pndang prefect tue kalo xwt muke paneh jewk..mmg x sah r..tp ak baek sket. dlm byk2 mmg ak yg pling bek pown..nk wt jahat cm tkot sket..ye r..ak mnjge my reputation kt skola..hukhuk..poyo! slagi xde dak2 yg wt maslh nagn ak..ak wt xksh jek..lantak dowg r nk wtpe pown. MYOB!
tp time2 nk spm tue..FISH ngan my best fwen, BIL, ad prob.bkn ciput nye prob r.. bsar gler..ak pown sme gak tersepit. ye r, da due2 kwn ak..cane..~??
but d most important is, skang ak okeh ngan both of them.
skang si FISH ni da pown fly~~tglkn ak, sdgkn dier g sronok2 kt sne..b'poya2 eh.. bkn nye belajar..mcm r ak tataw. tgu r time ak plak g fly~~ revenge!!~
MASRUDDIN da g german, my best fwen ever, NABIHA da g korea, yg len otw nk g..
heh..mlu lak ak..tp ak xksh pown..~
okeh..will write later~~
xoxo ijaxija xoxox
ari ni ak nk ckp melayu plak..penat r asyik tlis omputeh jewk..b4 tlis nk kne pk dlu..btol x ayat ak,grammar ak, noun,verb lg..so..biar ari ni ak tlis melayu jewk..
weheeE~~
em..ari nie..so far..xde la ak wt pape..
memandangkn ak msih lg blom abis paper..so, xleh la nk enjoy sgt.
benci btol ak ble kwn2 ak yg da abis m3x sronok2..siap nganjeng ag tue..
mentang2 dorg sdap cti..tp ak xkesah pown..
oleh sbb kebosanan yg teramat, tp ak xnk study. so..ak pown pg r twon cc, ak tgk KAMI sket..cari playlist sket, update blog byk..tp gram btol xdpt nk msokn blogskin tok blog ni..ee~~geram3x!! btol3x!~ nk wt list tok gamba pown susah..
slalunye kalo ak twon mst ak bkak ym..so ak leh contact ngan kwn2 lme ak..time kt skola dlu..slalunye ak ym ngan FISH r..hakhak..tue nme manje die..dr form 1 die dpt nme tue..reason??heh.ak pown tataw. nk kte mke die cm ikan..x gak..
em..skang dier kat US..ngah further study..dier ni mmg genius oh yeh r..xtpu nye..study lek je..study plak dier. tp result gempaq gler. act, all my friends are brilliant..ak jek plik..ak pn pndai gak..tp pndai r mnipu. hukhuk..
byk memori ktowg ni..dlu kt skola wt dajal sme2..bitch gler thap karma mmg ktowg r..xde dah dak len. ak,fish, bil, n geng2 len mmg ikut skati ktowg je nk wtpe.
geng2 ak ni mmg anti sket ngan prefect..kalo pndang prefect tue kalo xwt muke paneh jewk..mmg x sah r..tp ak baek sket. dlm byk2 mmg ak yg pling bek pown..nk wt jahat cm tkot sket..ye r..ak mnjge my reputation kt skola..hukhuk..poyo! slagi xde dak2 yg wt maslh nagn ak..ak wt xksh jek..lantak dowg r nk wtpe pown. MYOB!
tp time2 nk spm tue..FISH ngan my best fwen, BIL, ad prob.bkn ciput nye prob r.. bsar gler..ak pown sme gak tersepit. ye r, da due2 kwn ak..cane..~??
but d most important is, skang ak okeh ngan both of them.
skang si FISH ni da pown fly~~tglkn ak, sdgkn dier g sronok2 kt sne..b'poya2 eh.. bkn nye belajar..mcm r ak tataw. tgu r time ak plak g fly~~ revenge!!~
MASRUDDIN da g german, my best fwen ever, NABIHA da g korea, yg len otw nk g..
heh..mlu lak ak..tp ak xksh pown..~
okeh..will write later~~
xoxo ijaxija xoxox
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i'm cURseD!
hey..my dear blogie..
im on my final now..i finished 1 paper..english paper..
huhu..dunno wut to say..i hope it's good..it better be..or else im a dead meat~
there are 4 more papers to go..next paper is agama..
tp mls nk study..
tomorrow i'll go to watch congkak..can't wait!!
go cter melayu!!
sometimes it's good to support our own local film industry..byk tgk cter owg putih pn x bgus gak..huhu..
u know what i mean..em..bout the title.i said im cursed bcoz..
i think i just can't get over him..it's not that i can't..but it's hard la..
i realize n im totally have nothin inside for him..it's kinda like..
hel-lo!come on..i know he's taken..but when i woke up and got a msg from him..it's just great bcoz..he was asking me my buzday!..~~~weee...n we kinda have really much in common..i mean, the genre of songs..n he's easy to be friend of..but that's just it! there's nothing between me and him.juz friends...im not crazy yet..
i know there's somebody for me outside..i know..~~fullstop!!
i think i'll write later yup...
luve ya all+=]
xoxo
im on my final now..i finished 1 paper..english paper..
huhu..dunno wut to say..i hope it's good..it better be..or else im a dead meat~
there are 4 more papers to go..next paper is agama..
tp mls nk study..
tomorrow i'll go to watch congkak..can't wait!!
go cter melayu!!
sometimes it's good to support our own local film industry..byk tgk cter owg putih pn x bgus gak..huhu..
u know what i mean..em..bout the title.i said im cursed bcoz..
i think i just can't get over him..it's not that i can't..but it's hard la..
i realize n im totally have nothin inside for him..it's kinda like..
hel-lo!come on..i know he's taken..but when i woke up and got a msg from him..it's just great bcoz..he was asking me my buzday!..~~~weee...n we kinda have really much in common..i mean, the genre of songs..n he's easy to be friend of..but that's just it! there's nothing between me and him.juz friends...im not crazy yet..
i know there's somebody for me outside..i know..~~fullstop!!
i think i'll write later yup...
luve ya all+=]
xoxo
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
cheer*baby!~~
im sexy im cute..im popular to boot
im bitchin' great hair..and all boys love to stare
im pretty im hot..im everything you're not
im lucky im smile..and many think im vile
im smart im cool..im dominate this school
im major im roar..i swear im not a whore
hate me cause im beautiful well i dont like u either
im cheerleader, I AM CHEERLEADER!!
i wish i am cheerleader..but my bad..
could i..~~~
bring it on...~
still under fever clouds..
it's getting better but im still not fully recover.
please let me breath....!
xoxo
im bitchin' great hair..and all boys love to stare
im pretty im hot..im everything you're not
im lucky im smile..and many think im vile
im smart im cool..im dominate this school
im major im roar..i swear im not a whore
hate me cause im beautiful well i dont like u either
im cheerleader, I AM CHEERLEADER!!
i wish i am cheerleader..but my bad..
could i..~~~
bring it on...~
still under fever clouds..
it's getting better but im still not fully recover.
please let me breath....!
xoxo
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
moOd~siCk.
hi my dearest readers..im not feeling well today..it has been 4 days since i have fever..it's horrible and sucks..my body temperature is 38.6..and my caught..god! i don't know how my day could getting any worse..my flu..my headache..it's a package!i can do nothing except lying in bed and sleep.. plus..i really miss my mom..my family..oh no!im starting to cry..damn it!! come on snobby..~it less than one month n u'll go home...yeah..i hope so..with my condition like this,i don't have mood to study,and that really scared me..please let me be well so soon.......i want to do my best in the final...for my parents..
enough here..im tired..
xoxo
enough here..im tired..
xoxo
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
gasping~*~!
hoho..i feel like im floating in the air..!the guy that i like msg me.. it's like something that i never tought..i can't help myself..he's made my day for real..
but i just excited..it's not that i really*really*really like him pown..he's got a girlfriend..owh yeah!i shoud clear all the things out..he's good act..he's not a playboy..it just a misunderstanding..i do hope he will go on in life with his gurl by his side..he deserves the best..thanx for the wish h*********.
it's nice..whatever i do..no matter how much im stuck on him..i know i will find somebody that suit me..im not a slut..come on la..xkn la sesuka at ak jewk nk rampas pakwe org..gler x bertamadun!
ok la..that's all..im tired..im just finished my test.my phy test..can't tell la..
tomorrow test mate plak..(want to stop but still nagging!=])
ok la..ok la..out dlu..
papai..
but i just excited..it's not that i really*really*really like him pown..he's got a girlfriend..owh yeah!i shoud clear all the things out..he's good act..he's not a playboy..it just a misunderstanding..i do hope he will go on in life with his gurl by his side..he deserves the best..thanx for the wish h*********.
it's nice..whatever i do..no matter how much im stuck on him..i know i will find somebody that suit me..im not a slut..come on la..xkn la sesuka at ak jewk nk rampas pakwe org..gler x bertamadun!
ok la..that's all..im tired..im just finished my test.my phy test..can't tell la..
tomorrow test mate plak..(want to stop but still nagging!=])
ok la..ok la..out dlu..
papai..
Thursday, April 3, 2008
miss my home..=[
hey guys..so..what's good happenED to me today huh..i think xde kot.. except that..
yeah,i was talking with one cute guy, that's all..(im such a loser!!)
other than that..nothing happens..
u know,my exam just around the corner..so im toooootally bz for the whole month..
i should sit at room and study but im just soooooooo lazy bum! but i will start ASAP k..we will have study week the next 2 weeks and most of my friends will going home..
but not me..once again..lazy bum!it's hard la nk catch up bus lagik, nk study lgik..if im going home..i'll not study for sure!!so..better not..owh yeah! last night i watch some movies..game plan and solstice..it's totally awesome.!!
game plan is hilarious..the rock is definitely hit the character..i still can't get it..how come this wrestling man has become a great actor..he blows me away.i mean, character dier la..in the story, he plays football,the most famous quarterback,and he obsesses with himself..haha..funny guy that 'never say no'.. he's enjoying his life like hell but still, he fells lonely. but thaN his daughter come and stay with him. he don't like it but he's a responsible daddy..(touching siutt!) and the rest..go watch it urself..(those yg xtgk lagi laa..)
and solstice..it's creepy and scared me lol. it's about the twins. one of the twins is dead, and than,so many weird things happen. it freaks me out. but it's cool.
k la..enough here..i'll hit back later..
xoxo
yeah,i was talking with one cute guy, that's all..(im such a loser!!)
other than that..nothing happens..
u know,my exam just around the corner..so im toooootally bz for the whole month..
i should sit at room and study but im just soooooooo lazy bum! but i will start ASAP k..we will have study week the next 2 weeks and most of my friends will going home..
but not me..once again..lazy bum!it's hard la nk catch up bus lagik, nk study lgik..if im going home..i'll not study for sure!!so..better not..owh yeah! last night i watch some movies..game plan and solstice..it's totally awesome.!!
game plan is hilarious..the rock is definitely hit the character..i still can't get it..how come this wrestling man has become a great actor..he blows me away.i mean, character dier la..in the story, he plays football,the most famous quarterback,and he obsesses with himself..haha..funny guy that 'never say no'.. he's enjoying his life like hell but still, he fells lonely. but thaN his daughter come and stay with him. he don't like it but he's a responsible daddy..(touching siutt!) and the rest..go watch it urself..(those yg xtgk lagi laa..)
and solstice..it's creepy and scared me lol. it's about the twins. one of the twins is dead, and than,so many weird things happen. it freaks me out. but it's cool.
k la..enough here..i'll hit back later..
xoxo
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
guess..guess..guess~
ok,today i want to make a test. act, i have nothing else to write, but this. i want u guys guess my fav songs..(who want to play this??boring!!!)
come on, who can get it all right, ur wish will come true. i'll pray for u guys! trust me. let's start..
1)...I hate that shes in love..But it took a while for her to get over the hurt..Now I know that I messed up..I was trying to give us time..But I see she took that time to find somebody else..What happened to the things she felt for me..Am I really a part of her past..
2)...I Hope That It Will Stay..This Moment Is Perfect..Please Don't Go Away..I Need You Now..And I'll Hold On To It..Don't You Let It Pass You By..
3)...You look at me..But you're not quite sure..Am I it or could you get more?..You learn cool from magazines..You learn love from Charlie Sheen...
4)...Baby I remember ..The way you used to look at me and say
promises never last forever ..I told you not to worry ..I said that everything would be alright ..I didn't know then that you were right...
5)...I Ain't Got No Visa..I Ain't Got No Red American Express..We Can't Go Nowhere Exotic..It Don't Matter 'cause I'm The One That Love You Best..Talk To Me Girl...
6)...Seasons are changing and waves are crashing ..and stars are falling all for us ..days grow longer and nights grow shorter ..I can show you I'll be the one...
7)...Desperate, I will crawl..Waiting for so long..No love, there is no love..Die for anyone..What have I become...
ok..enough here..go back home and study the lyrics!!
im sure no one could get these right..~~
haha..
~~astalavista..baby.
xoxo
come on, who can get it all right, ur wish will come true. i'll pray for u guys! trust me. let's start..
1)...I hate that shes in love..But it took a while for her to get over the hurt..Now I know that I messed up..I was trying to give us time..But I see she took that time to find somebody else..What happened to the things she felt for me..Am I really a part of her past..
2)...I Hope That It Will Stay..This Moment Is Perfect..Please Don't Go Away..I Need You Now..And I'll Hold On To It..Don't You Let It Pass You By..
3)...You look at me..But you're not quite sure..Am I it or could you get more?..You learn cool from magazines..You learn love from Charlie Sheen...
4)...Baby I remember ..The way you used to look at me and say
promises never last forever ..I told you not to worry ..I said that everything would be alright ..I didn't know then that you were right...
5)...I Ain't Got No Visa..I Ain't Got No Red American Express..We Can't Go Nowhere Exotic..It Don't Matter 'cause I'm The One That Love You Best..Talk To Me Girl...
6)...Seasons are changing and waves are crashing ..and stars are falling all for us ..days grow longer and nights grow shorter ..I can show you I'll be the one...
7)...Desperate, I will crawl..Waiting for so long..No love, there is no love..Die for anyone..What have I become...
ok..enough here..go back home and study the lyrics!!
im sure no one could get these right..~~
haha..
~~astalavista..baby.
xoxo
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