chAngE..okEH->

allo my dear~~
ari ni ak nk ckp melayu plak..penat r asyik tlis omputeh jewk..b4 tlis nk kne pk dlu..btol x ayat ak,grammar ak, noun,verb lg..so..biar ari ni ak tlis melayu jewk..
weheeE~~
em..ari nie..so far..xde la ak wt pape..
memandangkn ak msih lg blom abis paper..so, xleh la nk enjoy sgt.
benci btol ak ble kwn2 ak yg da abis m3x sronok2..siap nganjeng ag tue..
mentang2 dorg sdap cti..tp ak xkesah pown..
oleh sbb kebosanan yg teramat, tp ak xnk study. so..ak pown pg r twon cc, ak tgk KAMI sket..cari playlist sket, update blog byk..tp gram btol xdpt nk msokn blogskin tok blog ni..ee~~geram3x!! btol3x!~ nk wt list tok gamba pown susah..
slalunye kalo ak twon mst ak bkak ym..so ak leh contact ngan kwn2 lme ak..time kt skola dlu..slalunye ak ym ngan FISH r..hakhak..tue nme manje die..dr form 1 die dpt nme tue..reason??heh.ak pown tataw. nk kte mke die cm ikan..x gak..
em..skang dier kat US..ngah further study..dier ni mmg genius oh yeh r..xtpu nye..study lek je..study plak dier. tp result gempaq gler. act, all my friends are brilliant..ak jek plik..ak pn pndai gak..tp pndai r mnipu. hukhuk..
byk memori ktowg ni..dlu kt skola wt dajal sme2..bitch gler thap karma mmg ktowg r..xde dah dak len. ak,fish, bil, n geng2 len mmg ikut skati ktowg je nk wtpe.
geng2 ak ni mmg anti sket ngan prefect..kalo pndang prefect tue kalo xwt muke paneh jewk..mmg x sah r..tp ak baek sket. dlm byk2 mmg ak yg pling bek pown..nk wt jahat cm tkot sket..ye r..ak mnjge my reputation kt skola..hukhuk..poyo! slagi xde dak2 yg wt maslh nagn ak..ak wt xksh jek..lantak dowg r nk wtpe pown. MYOB!
tp time2 nk spm tue..FISH ngan my best fwen, BIL, ad prob.bkn ciput nye prob r.. bsar gler..ak pown sme gak tersepit. ye r, da due2 kwn ak..cane..~??
but d most important is, skang ak okeh ngan both of them.
skang si FISH ni da pown fly~~tglkn ak, sdgkn dier g sronok2 kt sne..b'poya2 eh.. bkn nye belajar..mcm r ak tataw. tgu r time ak plak g fly~~ revenge!!~
MASRUDDIN da g german, my best fwen ever, NABIHA da g korea, yg len otw nk g..
heh..mlu lak ak..tp ak xksh pown..~
okeh..will write later~~
xoxo ijaxija xoxox

i'm cURseD!

hey..my dear blogie..
im on my final now..i finished 1 paper..english paper..
huhu..dunno wut to say..i hope it's good..it better be..or else im a dead meat~
there are 4 more papers to go..next paper is agama..
tp mls nk study..
tomorrow i'll go to watch congkak..can't wait!!
go cter melayu!!
sometimes it's good to support our own local film industry..byk tgk cter owg putih pn x bgus gak..huhu..
u know what i mean..em..bout the title.i said im cursed bcoz..
i think i just can't get over him..it's not that i can't..but it's hard la..
i realize n im totally have nothin inside for him..it's kinda like..
hel-lo!come on..i know he's taken..but when i woke up and got a msg from him..it's just great bcoz..he was asking me my buzday!..~~~weee...n we kinda have really much in common..i mean, the genre of songs..n he's easy to be friend of..but that's just it! there's nothing between me and him.juz friends...im not crazy yet..
i know there's somebody for me outside..i know..~~fullstop!!
i think i'll write later yup...
luve ya all+=]
xoxo

cheer*baby!~~

im sexy im cute..im popular to boot
im bitchin' great hair..and all boys love to stare
im pretty im hot..im everything you're not
im lucky im smile..and many think im vile
im smart im cool..im dominate this school
im major im roar..i swear im not a whore
hate me cause im beautiful well i dont like u either
im cheerleader, I AM CHEERLEADER!!


i wish i am cheerleader..but my bad..
could i..~~~
bring it on...~

still under fever clouds..
it's getting better but im still not fully recover.
please let me breath....!
xoxo

moOd~siCk.

hi my dearest readers..im not feeling well today..it has been 4 days since i have fever..it's horrible and sucks..my body temperature is 38.6..and my caught..god! i don't know how my day could getting any worse..my flu..my headache..it's a package!i can do nothing except lying in bed and sleep.. plus..i really miss my mom..my family..oh no!im starting to cry..damn it!! come on snobby..~it less than one month n u'll go home...yeah..i hope so..with my condition like this,i don't have mood to study,and that really scared me..please let me be well so soon.......i want to do my best in the final...for my parents..
enough here..im tired..
xoxo

gasping~*~!

hoho..i feel like im floating in the air..!the guy that i like msg me.. it's like something that i never tought..i can't help myself..he's made my day for real..
but i just excited..it's not that i really*really*really like him pown..he's got a girlfriend..owh yeah!i shoud clear all the things out..he's good act..he's not a playboy..it just a misunderstanding..i do hope he will go on in life with his gurl by his side..he deserves the best..thanx for the wish h*********.
it's nice..whatever i do..no matter how much im stuck on him..i know i will find somebody that suit me..im not a slut..come on la..xkn la sesuka at ak jewk nk rampas pakwe org..gler x bertamadun!
ok la..that's all..im tired..im just finished my test.my phy test..can't tell la..
tomorrow test mate plak..(want to stop but still nagging!=])
ok la..ok la..out dlu..
papai..

miss my home..=[

hey guys..so..what's good happenED to me today huh..i think xde kot.. except that..
yeah,i was talking with one cute guy, that's all..(im such a loser!!)
other than that..nothing happens..
u know,my exam just around the corner..so im toooootally bz for the whole month..
i should sit at room and study but im just soooooooo lazy bum! but i will start ASAP k..we will have study week the next 2 weeks and most of my friends will going home..
but not me..once again..lazy bum!it's hard la nk catch up bus lagik, nk study lgik..if im going home..i'll not study for sure!!so..better not..owh yeah! last night i watch some movies..game plan and solstice..it's totally awesome.!!
game plan is hilarious..the rock is definitely hit the character..i still can't get it..how come this wrestling man has become a great actor..he blows me away.i mean, character dier la..in the story, he plays football,the most famous quarterback,and he obsesses with himself..haha..funny guy that 'never say no'.. he's enjoying his life like hell but still, he fells lonely. but thaN his daughter come and stay with him. he don't like it but he's a responsible daddy..(touching siutt!) and the rest..go watch it urself..(those yg xtgk lagi laa..)
and solstice..it's creepy and scared me lol. it's about the twins. one of the twins is dead, and than,so many weird things happen. it freaks me out. but it's cool.
k la..enough here..i'll hit back later..
xoxo

guess..guess..guess~

ok,today i want to make a test. act, i have nothing else to write, but this. i want u guys guess my fav songs..(who want to play this??boring!!!)
come on, who can get it all right, ur wish will come true. i'll pray for u guys! trust me. let's start..

1)...I hate that shes in love..But it took a while for her to get over the hurt..Now I know that I messed up..I was trying to give us time..But I see she took that time to find somebody else..What happened to the things she felt for me..Am I really a part of her past..

2)...I Hope That It Will Stay..This Moment Is Perfect..Please Don't Go Away..I Need You Now..And I'll Hold On To It..Don't You Let It Pass You By..

3)...You look at me..But you're not quite sure..Am I it or could you get more?..You learn cool from magazines..You learn love from Charlie Sheen...

4)...Baby I remember ..The way you used to look at me and say
promises never last forever ..I told you not to worry ..I said that everything would be alright ..I didn't know then that you were right...

5)...I Ain't Got No Visa..I Ain't Got No Red American Express..We Can't Go Nowhere Exotic..It Don't Matter 'cause I'm The One That Love You Best..Talk To Me Girl...

6)...Seasons are changing and waves are crashing ..and stars are falling all for us ..days grow longer and nights grow shorter ..I can show you I'll be the one...

7)...Desperate, I will crawl..Waiting for so long..No love, there is no love..Die for anyone..What have I become...

ok..enough here..go back home and study the lyrics!!
im sure no one could get these right..~~
haha..
~~astalavista..baby.
xoxo

horrible feeling..hate it!!

hey..it's me again..today is okay..not so ok..so-so la kot..it supposed to be ok..but i did sumthin that really-really(300x) bad-worst-horrible last night..and it makes me down today. i really want to turn back time..and i do wish i'll not do it again..spoil mood btol la..xsuke!xsuke!!!..
but whatever pn..i want to change..change for everything..i know i can do it..
it's not to late..hey..jgn pk kotor tau..it has nothing to do with boys..it's problem that i created.me and myself..doesn't involve anybody else..
ok..enough here..let's talk bout something cheerish..owh yeah..i think i've crush on somebody..adoi..i know this is worst..coz im bad in handling this kind of 'things'..yeah..whatever...
and i want to show u guys my new fav pics..it's cool..(sape nak tgk pun kan? tak kisah lah..!!)

uncut, untitle, paper house..~~its cool!

i can't take my eyes off of her!!she's great!
hey my dearest..my bloggie readers..~~u must read this one..!!
last week i was in kl to have fun with all my 'PERSADA' members..we visited many place in kl and it was awesome!!!!we watched theatre at KLPAC and dancing at MTC. it's totally cool..the dancers blow me away~ it was in small auditorium and i guess the program is specially for foreigners and tourist, but im glad watching their performance..they danced 1 hour non-stop i think. they have a great stamina for sure!! in the middle of the show, i was so excited that i cant stop smiling and shouting like monkey..(right!!) the performance really mind blowing and interesting that make the tourist really enjoyed it..(how should i know kan??)
hey!!i know la.. they did traditional dances from all states in malaysia.. and they asked the audience to climbed up the stage and dance along with them and one more thing that i can't ever forget- they asked the tourist(and one of my friends) to 'sumpit' the balloon..sory,dunno the word..(ala..yg kat sarawak tue)
just imagine if the dart hits tourist or me!!it's dangerous gler!!!jatuh saham!
but whatever pun, mmg best la mende tue.!!
and i met aishah sinclair at the theatre of 'uncut,untitle,and paper house'..
that was spectacular great too..u should watch it urself..and no regrets at all..
gerenti!aishah is gorgeous..and friendly..all the actors are talented and good... this trip is the best.(walhal aku tinggal kat kl je..huhu..lawatan kat tempat sendiri!!#~)

he's got me for real laaahhh.....~~=]

look at him!! he's cute!!#$%@


ok kids..now i want to introduce my hero..huhu..this is one of the greatest hero in my life.. (byk lgik ni..)his name is jensen ackles..and he's really-totally-axactly-definitely-and always blow me away..he's a man. of coz..but i really mean it..he's a man..he has a package..gorgeous, tall, tough, smart, good looking, and he's rich. that's for sure!~~ im crazy bout him then..and i still crazy bout him now..hope he will read my blog and post even one comment to me..it's a miracle if it happens..(plez la iza..u wish!) haha..come on la..we always dream for something..or anything..if u stop dreaming that's mean that u're stop believing..nothing's not right with dreaming bout something..coz i believe that's nothing is impossible in this world..it may seems like it, but impossible is nothing.. and i hope to meet this manhunt one day..(awwwwww,bad dreaming!!) hoho..im started to know him from 'SUPERNATURAL',..at first, i like jared more than him..but than i realized that my eyes stuck JUST on him when i watching that series.. now i know..he's attractive..(oh fish!!im flirt!)he's 'macho'..(flirt 2x)..sexy..(oh GOD..flirt 2000x) and his character in SN is soooooooo damn funny..he's smart..and protective over his brother..loving and caring..so sweet...=]~~ he's even make a joke when he's too close to death..i know he was acting, but it looks real dude!! sumpah aku tak tipu.~~!! cross my heart! and i can't wait to watch the next season of SN. (eleh, season 2 pn tak abes tgk lgik..ckp byk plak..)
haha..im happy writing bout him..
luv you baby (?????????!!!)!
luv you 2,3,4....infinity..(i know he will say that to me)..=]
whatever u want to say..i don't give a damn..
so fish it!!
luv from the bottom of my heart..=]
xoxo

big lost ever~~me so sad=[

today is really tiring..i can't stop being stupid and my face is like golum (lord of the ring) huuu~~~ i started my day by went to my BEL class..everything is ok til i realized (still in the BEL class) that i can't find my pendrive. i'm started feeling something's wrong.. i tried to find it when i got back from my class, but it's totally a waste!! how could i lost it? don't ask me.*how should i know..?
huhu..so sad..so sad...my pendrive is everything to me..really..there's a lot of 'yaadein' there..oh GOD!!im such a loser..i do hope somebody will find it and mention it on our college notice board..this is a big losst ever..(ele..pendrive pun nak kecoh ek..?)
weh!!xksh la..pendrive ke, sabun mandi ke, bantal busuk ke..whatever it is,,it still something important and valueable to somebody..me so sedey..waaaaaa~~~~~~~`
hope to find it so soon.................=[
still luv u tho..
xoxo

monEyyy~~~it's a paper!

i loveeeee money..sape tak ek?? whatever..people are willing to do everything for money..but sumtimes..this 'valueable paper'..i mean money la..! is the reason for everything bad that's happen nowadays..people fight to get money, they were killing for money...how come this world could turning like this...xbagus...10x.
with money, we should help others..we can do many good things with money,but still..i don't understand why people with brains could exactly do sumhin stupid..i mean..REALLY REALLY STUPID..!! plez think about this...
-GOD plez save the world-
peace out!
~~xoxo

this is a life dude..~~

well..this is the best life ever..i wish i will still get my bestfwens in my next life..(if god let me..)this is my besties here in my college.. there ae everything to me..it's hard for me if i don't have them as my fwens..yela.. who wants to make teh 'o' beng everyday..haha..coz pipa's really love teh o beng..she can't live without it agaknye...dah nak muntah hari2 asyik minum mende tu jewk..sori la.. dah la manis nak 'die'..huhaa...she's kelantanise..waa~~~~and we love hindustan..last year we danced until dawn..and we really having fun together chatting on bout eveything.,especially hindustan of coz...=]and cikin..if she's not around, i just don't know what to do when i have probs..coz she just know what to do when something's came out just like that..teliti gler..but sumtimes she's really makes me wanna kill my self.huhu..she funny and sumtimes i really...hear me cikin!really really really really (188x) wanna punch her coz she's always making jokes bout my hindustan..mmg minx kene blasah..just wait til the day come..hoho..
and ajie..she is cool..and damn funny..!she just doesn't care bout other things..she just do what she feels right and that's really make me impress..full of confidence..
she's nice..and we love taking pictures together(act, we all love taking pic damn much..who cares right??!!) all my friends are totally awesome!! i luv them la...
im so bored without them..i mean.come-on-la..G-E-T -A- L-I-F-E!
FRIENDS FOR LIFE BEB!!
as long as they are by myside..there's nothing to be afraid of..for real..
xoxomy besties at campusxoxo

she's perfect siut...!

haha..this is my idol..ASHLEY TISDALE!!really!!
she's sooooooooo adoreable and cool.~~
u know when she first came out as an actress and was acting in the comedy series, the suits life of zack and cody, she's just nothing. i mean,nobody knows her.. including me..ok la..maybe she is popular..but not that much right..coz i didn't know her..(still! hey..i am a superstar! duh!!) she's just an ordinary girl in that damn funny series..but when the time passed by..i noticed that she's really talented. her character match her well. that's why she's got the part in high school musical i think..(of coz la..muke da r cantek..) and that film really BOOM her name like fish!! (i dun want to use hell..huhu..want to be good..wekkkkk!!!!) everyday i see her face in the internet,n every magazines ae using her face as a cover. just like that..in a blink of an eye, she's a pop star..sooo lucky lol...and i do like her not just because her pretty face..but she has a good attitude..role model i guess..if it's not to others..she's still an idol to me..really..she's comment me on myspace..and i can't stop smiling all the day long..she's totally made my day..god!!
i love u ashley!!!!!!!!keep on rocking!!
xoxoluv ya!!~~

sTuPid!!~

hey..im bored..**dunno what to write actually.. i have one thing in my mind but i wish i have sumthin else to write. let me think.... yup!!there's nothing else to write but this!(hoho..it's obvious that i really want to write this*)
so..i had a crush with this one guy at my college...he's smart an tall and i think that he's a man for every gurl..(don't make that face! it's true!) i like him like crazy..and everywhere i go, i juz hope that i will meet him..i met him at this one boring (ldk)..please!!don't ask!!and he's my groupmate. i just can't take my eyes off of him..ops! op op!cut it. im not flirting!~~ neither him nor other guy~~ whatever laa.. since ldk, i didn't see his face and im trying to find him. i was looking for him like !!!!!! coz i know nothing bout him except his name and his course..general course,not specific..poor me..=[ at last,i found out from my friend that he's actually my other friend's roommate. i can't stop smiling coz i thought that i still have a chance. than, it just so suddent when i found out that he's actually has a girlfriend!! hohoho.. or should i say it..'girlfriends'??? what the $#*(^&*@$^%!!!!!!!! it's not one!!it's two!!!!he has 2 girlfriends!!could u believe that??!i can't believe my ears for real!! he's two timing people. OH GOD! how could i possibly falling into that kind of guy!??!! that was sucks!!
(stop iza! u r so emotional..calm down..take a deep breath..)
of coz im emotional!!he's playing around with 2 girls heart!! i swear i punch him if he's mess up with my besties!! this is a warning. you just bloody try it mr. so-un-cool-n-should-be-slapped-300x-!!

p/s..but im not sure bout that..huhu..hey!but i got the information from the person that can be trusted!